They might take you to the hospital, but they might not. They'll ask you a lot of questions and probably put you on antidepressants. You'll go to counseling every week, maybe even twice a week. When they ask you if you're feeling better a couple weeks later, you'll have to lie and tell them you're okay; that you haven't cut and you definitely did not take that razor out of their drawer last night. You'll have to lie and say that you don't think about killing yourself constantly and all the bad thoughts have gone away. You'll have to lie and tell them everything is alright now, your demons have drowned. You'll have to lie and tell them that you're happy and not hurting anymore. You'll have to lie and tell them that you're fine.
People self harm because they live difficult, difficult lives, They're bullied, come from broken families, aren't accepted...you name it. I don't have those sorts of problems. My life is what most would consider to be average. I cut purely because I hate myself, And I hate myself even more because of it.
A drop in the ocean, A change in the weather, I was praying that you and me might end up together. It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, but I'm holding you closer than most, 'cause you are my heaven.
Just another face in the crowd. Just another lonely girl's frown. Just another pair of brown eyes. Just another soul wanting to die. Just another mind screaming out loud. Just another tear falls to the ground. Just another heart that cannot mend. Just another life silently ends. -mine
APPEARANCE: [x] I am shorter than 5'4". [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [X] I wish my hair was a different color.  I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.  I have a tattoo.  I wear glasses sometimes. [x] I would probably get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.  I have more than 1 piercing.  I have piercings in places besides my ears.  I have freckles. FAMILY: [x] I've sworn at my parents. [x] I've run away from home.  I've been kicked out of the house.  My biological parents are together.  I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday.  I want to adopt someday. SCHOOL/WORK: [x] I'm in school.  I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [x] I almost always do my homework. [x] I've missed a week or more of school.  I failed more than 1 class last year.  I've stolen something from my school. EMBARRASSMENT: [X] I've fell in public. [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [x] I've glued my hand to something. [X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. HEALTH:  I was born with a disease/impairment.  I've broken a bone. [x] I've had my tonsils removed. [X] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.  I've had my wisdom teeth removed.  I had a serious surgery.  I've had chicken pox.  I have/had asthma. RELATIONSHIPS:  I've gone on a blind date. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment.  I've gotten divorced. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [x] I've told someone I loved them and didn't get a clear response. [x] I've felt rejected even if I wasn't. [x] I've loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with. HONESTY: [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [x] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [X] I've cheated on a test.  I've been suspended from school. BAD TIMES: [x] I've consumed alcohol  I regularly drink. [x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [x] I take anti-depressants. [x] I've slept an entire day, when I didn't need it. [X] I've hurt myself on purpose. [x] I've went to bed crying.