She had scars on her wrist.
and I was curious, I couldn't fathom why such a beautiful girl slit her wrists every night.
I remember I asked her "Why?"
and she said, "You know how anesthesia makes people feel better?"
that's when I understood.
She continued on telling me why,
"Slitting my wrists makes me numb, it makes me forget about everything, and everyone. It's like anesthesia to me. It makes me feel better.
On that day I came to a conclusion,
this world is a mystery- we all have something that makes us feel better. Some people smoke cigaretts, other people take antidepressant pills, some people let their feelings out by writing, others listen to music, and some people slit their wrists with a razorblade. we all have our own type of anesthesia.
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