sometimes ; the things you want the most, don't happen & what you least expect happens. i don't know, you meet thousands of people & none of them touch you. & then you meet that one person & your life is changed. & when you think your about to lose them. you slowly get this pain , you cant describe it no matter how much you try. its like your lost in a place you knew so well.
trust me , i know how it feels.i know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower, so no one can hear you. waiting for everyone to fall asleep just so you can fall apart. for everything to hurt so bad , you just want it to end. i know exactly how it feels.
sometimes someone comes into your life,that changes everything.raises the standards ,makes you laugh,& makes you , feel like you.there is something about him that you cant put into words , & even though your not with him ,you don't want to let him go.♥
Have you ever been in love? horrible isnt it? it makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest & opens up your heart & it means that someone can get inside you, & mess you up. you build up all these defenses, you build up this whole suit of armor, so nothing can hurt you , then one stupid person , no different then any other stupid person wanders into your stupid life.. You give them a piece of you. they didnt ask for it. they did something dumb one day, like kiss you, or smile at you & then your life isnt your own anymore. Love takes hostages. it gets inside you. it eats you out & leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends " turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts, not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt. a real gets-inside-you-&-rips-you-apart-pain. ♥
susieel0vex posted a quote
February 16, 2011 4:21pm UTC
i hate that feeling ; when you feel hungry , but you don't want any food you see . & you figure out what food you want , & you don't think it even exists. but then you realize what you really want , is to see the person you're missing ♥