You never know when you're going to meet someone important, you just kinda look up one day& they're just there,sitting there smiling in your face and it just hits you, how different your life would be without them or how much you care for them or how it would change you if anything every happened to them. You never realize how many people are actually there for you.It's kinda crazy, like how one day completely hate someone and then it's like something in you switches and you could change you're feelings about them in a second and wake or the next morning craving to be near them or text or like how you first meet someone and you're scared to say something and you're nervous because you don't want to scare them away but then months later you're sitting with them laughing, smiling and actually talking or how you drift from a friend you swear you were always going to be close to but then months later your sitting there talking to them and you realize how much things have changed between you or around you and how your lifes don't fit together anymore but somehow you find a way to get close again because you realize how much you missed just sitting there hanging out. It's kinda weird how life works, you never really realize how much someone going to change your life when you first meet them but one day you'll realize everyone was put into your life for a reason and you may not understand at first what they reason is but one day you will. Always wake up with a smile on your face because while today might have been horrible ,tomorrow might solve today's troubles.
His brown eyes; His brown hair; His smile light up as his mind wonders to her; You'd never guess by that laugh all the pain in his past; He's never been a stable home & he's barely passing the class; His dad's barley home& doesn't care for anything, at all ; He barley even knows his mother; He the troubled boy with the horrible past; He's never had someone that has quite belived in him except for her. Her Brown hair ;Her Brown eyes; Her Huge smile as she walks into class; She passes all her classes with a B average; She lives at her home with her wonderful family; She smart, beautiful, the total package; But in all her perfect life, she can't but stop to remember the past; The night where he took her hand & promised it would last; But that memories threatening to leave as she remembers the night he disappered just as fast; They're both wishing for it somehow to last Free my bestfriend,jay
I'm so tired of your bullshit. You make me smile & laugh like a little kid. I could tell you anything& would take a bullet for you. When you left, I sat around crying& not wanting to care that you're back I couldn't help but smile & want to be with you every second I could. &When you got back, when I heard that you were around I couldn't wait to be back hugging you and making you smile. & When we did meet up You even told me you liked me & that you would stop this dumb sh*t for me. &September 14,that split second where you caught me off guard &got a kiss, I could help but think this is my turn&time. You even stopped doing that. But ever since you have been hanging out with him, it's different. You don't have time to stop by at 11 at night to hang out for five minutes, I haven't gotten a phone call in weeks or a text, I don't even know if you kept that promise . Even when I do get one it's you wanting money for that dumb sh*t. I thought that for some dumb reason , I could change you & that you would be here right next me. I don't know why I even thought that or why i'm surprised you stopped calling. I don't even know why I thought I could even help you, but I know if you ever need me, I'll be sitting right here waiting for your call. Please, don't give up on yourself.
When you're finally over him Wake up &realize that he's not worth crying over&you shouldn't believe his lies. You should be happy,not being sad over some little boy. Realize that he's just another guy&there a ton of guys in the world. There is at least one guy out there wishing he had a chance to be in "his" spot for a second, probably more. There are a lot of guys that have looked at you and though "wow,she's beautiful" , I promise you. I guarantee you that you will find someone who will treat you 10x better than he does. &One day, you'll wake up knowing that he doesn't have to be your first priority, you'll have the biggest smile &know nothing can effect you. I promise this day will come &you'll remember there are other guys not just "him" ,they will treat you right &you might even forget why you even liked him in the first place♥ &couldn't be happier