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Status: I'm a dancer with shattered dreams and a withered heart. -Eliza

Member Since: 5 Oct 2012 10:36pm

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Birthday: March 16

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I dont eat, i cut, i cry, i have dreamless sleeps...

But at the end of the day,

i know i can always DANCE.

suicidethoughts
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October 21, 2012 1:57pm UTC

One of the worst feelings in the world is loneliness. Sitting in the dark by yourself in the wee hours of the night gently crying. Nobody knows what's going on with you. How could anybody realize what's happening? Everybody you know is resting peacefully in their bed awaiting the new day tomorrow. But for you, there's no difference in the days. They pass monotonously. And before you know it, it's all gone.

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suicidethoughts
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October 13, 2012 8:28am UTC

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

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suicidethoughts
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October 8, 2012 5:36pm UTC

I can't deal with this!
I'm not strong enough.
and I'm tired of pretending that I am.

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suicidethoughts
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October 8, 2012 5:31pm UTC

A Story I Wrote:
The rain fell in a hushed melody, collecting on the fragile daisies eventually weighing them down. A girl lay under the old willows entwined braches, body enclosed by the daisies she once admired. Her body was limp and relaxed as if she were merely dreaming. Her blood stained lips were dry and cracked- sealed shut never to reveal what happened earlier that morning. Her eyes remain open, cold as stone, but looked peaceful in a way one could not muster. At first glance you may presume she was resting before the long walk back to the village; but that is why it took so long to find her. For she was long gone drifting among the clouds in a whimsical land some call heaven.

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suicidethoughts
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October 8, 2012 2:48pm UTC

Just like every body else,
you'll get bored of me
annoyed by me,
hate me,
stop talking to me,
leave me.
Eventually.

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suicidethoughts
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October 8, 2012 2:43pm UTC

It's a funny feeling, really.
Realizing that you don't matter to someone. Realizing that, after all this time, they couldn't care less of your well being. They having better things to do than to worry about the likes of you. Realizing that nothing you said to them, those nights you worried about them, none of that really matters. Then you start to think, see everything that you already knew was wrong with you. Too clingy, too whiny, annoying, pathetic, weak; it's all just reassured in your mind that all of that is true. I guess, it's not so funny after all.

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suicidethoughts
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October 8, 2012 11:07am UTC

My
happiness
is slowly
fading

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suicidethoughts
posted a quote
October 7, 2012 8:45pm UTC

Dont fall into the trap of thinking everything is "ok" when you know it isnt.

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suicidethoughts
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October 7, 2012 10:25am UTC

Its hard to answer the question
"whats wrong"
when nothings right.

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suicidethoughts
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October 6, 2012 2:34pm UTC

Im tired of trying,
sick of crying,
I know i've been smiling,
but on the inside im dying.

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suicidethoughts
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October 6, 2012 12:29pm UTC

I had a dream last night...
I was at the train station with Kalie and Kasey
I saw a girl, sitting on the railway, a few plat forms away, her family standing on the platform watching her, she had her back straight and she faces away from where she train came.
I was the only one watching her, i saw the train coming, it was one that didnt stop, it was at full speed, just before it was going to his her i turned around and screamed at the same time she did. Everyone else screamed to, Kasey tapped me and pointed to this girl who jumped from one plat form to the other, i said "But that girl... she just got hit..." i looked over, parametics were there saving her life.
I looked close.
That girl was me.
That was my family.
I looked around, I felt and saw what it would be like if I died.
I don't want to die. I just don't want to live.

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suicidethoughts
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October 6, 2012 12:09pm UTC

Sometimes it hurts more to smile infront of everyone,
than to cry all alone.

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suicidethoughts
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October 6, 2012 12:03pm UTC

I dont nessasarily want to be happy;
i just dont want to be miserable.

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suicidethoughts
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October 6, 2012 11:58am UTC

Fave if,
You think you're fat,
ugly,
boring,
useless.
Fave if you think you,
Can't keep a secret,
Treat everyone you care about badly,
Like a guy who'll never like you back,
Feel ignored by your friends,
Always disappoint your parents,
Mess everything up,
Will never be good enough,
Fave if you think,
You're a bad friend,
You're a loser.
Fave if you've ever,
Been cheated on,
Thought about killing yourself,
Cut,
Burned,
Starved yourself,
Cried yourself to sleep,
Attempted suicide,
hated yourself.
Your not alone.

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suicidethoughts
posted a quote
October 6, 2012 9:57am UTC

Tired of Living
But scared of Dying

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suicidethoughts
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October 6, 2012 9:52am UTC

You say im always happy, and that im good at what i do, but what you'll never realize is, i'm a damn good actress too.

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suicidethoughts
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October 6, 2012 9:48am UTC

When i was younger crying always seemed to be the answer. But now, crying seems to be the only option.

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suicidethoughts
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October 5, 2012 10:39pm UTC

My time has come, and so im gone. To a better place, far beyond. i love you all as you can see. But its better now, because im free.

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