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Member Since: 12 Oct 2011 07:01pm

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Birthday: April 26

Location: Where the cats live

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♦ We still have to change the world  


My name's Maria, I'm australian and am 15. I'm kinda maybe addicted to the internet and I like making friends. I used to write stories on here but I don't belong on here anymore. Justin Bieber is my king, Lana Del Rey is my queen, I love Macklemore and Selena Gomez and if you like any of them there is a 100% chance that I'll fall in love with you. Cats are majestic creatures. The Fault In Our Stars is my favourite book and I'm married to Augustus Waters. I like to laugh at my own jokes and you'll probably hate me but that's ok. I like tanning and beaches and boys. I love you and you're fab, kay? 


 
 


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  1. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    April 4, 2014 7:20am EDT
    Sail ↵
    Tears burnt my cheeks as they rolled down, ever so casually and for a moment, just a moment, I didn’t have to pretend I was okay or that everything would be okay. I didn’t need to be optimistic, I didn’t need to be happy and I didn’t need to feel the way everyone else was feeling. I could be myself.
    The truth had burnt a hole in my heart. You don’t want me – you don’t love me. Sounds pathetic, right? And in a way, yes, it is pathetic. It’s pathetic that I’ve let one boy make me feel so worthless, so good for nothing.
    You had always been a nice guy. You have one hell of a sense of humour and even if you weren’t the cutest fish in the sea, in my eyes you were flawless. I couldn’t describe the way I felt for you. Not then, not now – all I can say is that I felt unstoppable when I was with you. You made me feel pretty; you made me feel like I was worth it.
    You had always been my first thought when I woke up and my last thought when I fell asleep. Funny how you still are but when I think of him I don’t become happy anymore and I don’t smile. I frown and sometimes, I cry because I miss what we had and I just didn’t want you to be in love with someone else. Who was I kidding, though?
    “It’s going to be okay! It’s not the end of the world.” I didn’t understand how so many people could say that when you were my world. You were my everything and it was hard to go on pretending I didn’t know you and pretending you had never been sprawled across my bed, laughing at me with that contagious laugh while I danced around in my pajamas. It was hard to forget about that one time when I had run to you, crying because of something that seems so stupid now and you had held me until I calmed down and whispered sweet nothings into my ear. It was hard not to remember our first time, the way you had been so gently and caring with me. It was hard not to remember the first time you told me “I love you.” The way you had held my face. It was hard to forget your laugh. It was hard to forget your eyes – the chocolate brown that I could stare into for forever. It was hard to forget your smile but most of all; it was hard to forget the way I felt when I was around you. I was scared I’d never feel that way with anyone, ever again.
    I had waited days and days for you to break up with me. I knew it was coming. You started to distant yourself from me and we started spending less and less time together and sometimes, you pretended you didn’t get my texts when I knew you had. I tried not to be clingy, I gave you some space, I stopped texting you so much, stopped bugging you but you had already made up your mind.
    “I’m sorry, Elise. It’s not you it’s me. I just don’t think I’m in a position in my life where I should be dating.” Why were you running around, laughing with her a couple of days later? Why had you left me abandoned with no one to turn to?
    Nobody understood. Everybody thought you were just another boy with a cute smile. Everybody told me that in a year, I probably wouldn’t even remember what we had shared but I know they’re wrong. Nobody could ever make me forget the way you had made me feel, even if I wanted so badly to forget. I tried everything to forget.
    I went out, I got drunk, I went home with a stranger but in the end, I just couldn’t do it. All I could think about was you, the way you had touched me. I couldn’t stop comparing the man with you and he was nothing compared to you. I ended up leaving before anything happened because I couldn’t go through with it. You were in my veins. You are in my veins. I love you and I beg you, please don’t be in love with someone else.
    ♡ based on the song Sail by Awolnation ♡

  2. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    May 23, 2013 3:41am EDT
    For you, I was a chapter
    ***
    For me, you were the book ~

  3. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    May 4, 2013 8:21am EDT
    For whoever cares,
    Hey guise, so I had told you all that I'd be re-writing I Met Him On Omegle, after I said that I got a lot of requests from people asking me to tell them when I put it. I just put up the prologue on Wattpad so if you want to read it, go ahead. The link's below :)
    ~ http://www.wattpad.com/story/5442611-i-met-him-on-omegle ~
    I love you all.
    Xx Your fellow cat lover A.K.A Maria c:

  4. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    April 8, 2013 6:39am EDT
    Bye Witty ♥
    A lot of you already knew I was planning on leaving Witty after Beautiful Disaster but I've decided to stop writing now on here. Leaving has been on my mind for a couple of months now. There are a couple of reasons for that, actually and I think that my readers should hear those reasons. Firstly, there have been various occasions that my story has been taken and said to be somebody else's even though it isn't. I understand you're going to get that if you write on internet and you can't change it but it is extremely easy to copy stories off Witty. Next, I've grown. I've been on Witty for around 2 years now and frankly, I'm just not interested anymore. I want to do something with my pieces and I know that won't happen if I just continue writing on Witty. Sure, I can try to do both but I want to be able to focus on one story at a time. Hopefully one day you'll see one of my stories on the shelves in a store. I don't have time for Witty anymore because it takes me a while to write then remind everyone. I'm in high school; I have assignments and tests that I have to prepare myself for.
    To my very amazing&perfect&gorgeous&s//xual&loyal readers: Gah! I love you all so much & I owe you all the world. I have met so many amazing girls and guys on here who have helped me through a lot and for that I could never repay you. There are so many of you that I could name right now but the list would go on forever. You guys are the reason I just continued writing no matter what and I just... ah! I don't know how to express myself right now. I just love you all soooooooooooooooooooooooo f//cken much.
    Currently, I'm texting one of my friends, soccerfreak99 and telling her I don't know what to say and that I'm just feeling like asdfghjkl emotions and she compared this to a speech when I graduate. She said, 'Wow if it's hard to say a goodbye speech than you can imagine how hard it'll be to write your farewell speech in year 12.' I am really struggling for words; I honestly don't know what to say. There are so many things I'm feeling right now but I just can't put those feelings in words. So, I'm sorry if none of this makes sense.
    I am not stopping writing completely, I'll be writing just not on Witty. I'll be writing on Wattpad, the link for it is below & lots of people have asked me if I'll be posting any stories from Witty onto my Wattpad account. The answer is yes. I am in the process of editing I Met Him On Omegle and I should be posting it pretty soon :)
    Despite the title (I didn't know what to put it as, ok! Ahaha), this isn't goodbye. I just won't be on as much but I'll still be on, so feel free to leave me a comment.
    Once again, I want to say a huge thank you to all my amazing readers, you guys are so freaken amazing it is not even funny. Leave me a comment and I'll be sure to get back to you as soon as possible or talk to me on Kik (down below vv) because I like being weird with other people c: I love you all so much and thank you for being so loyal and amazing.
    Xx Maria (sugarfreak)
    My tumblr: loves-infinite.tumblr.com
    Kik: @itsmariiaa
    Wattpad: http://wattpad.com/mariaox
    Instagram: mariatosk
    {All those links are on my profile}
    I love you all~

  5. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    March 30, 2013 3:20am EDT
    Is it possible for home to be a person and not a place?

  6. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    March 1, 2013 1:43am EST
    One day I'm going to wake up, roll over on my side,
    and kiss the love of my life good morning
    ♥ ♥ ♥

  7. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 21, 2013 3:25am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    E p i l o g u e
    Nobody understood love fully until they had fallen helplessly.
    The way Zach and I met was unfortunate, nothing would have just been automatically perfect and it gave me a sense of pride to be able to say that we didn't give up even when things got tuff.
    “Baby,” Zach called. “Come back to bed.”
    “No,” I shook my head, a smile spreading onto my face. “We can't be late for the ultrasound!” I exclaimed. “It's the first one.”
    “I know, I know,” he huffed. “I just wanted to cuddle.”
    “We can cuddle later,” I replied and grinned, excitedly. “I can't wait until we get to see our baby.” Zach rolled out of bed, groaning sexily.
    “I can't wait either, baby, what time is it? Do I have time for a shower?”
    “Yeah but make it quick!” I told him as I shooed him into the bathroom.
    “Nu-uh, where's my good morning kiss?” I rolled my eyes but went on my toes to kiss him gently for a few moments before walking to do the bed. It had been been 7 years since I was in high school and now, Zach and I were expecting our first child. When we first found out, Zach was so proud and told just about everyone. We got married 3 years ago and they had been the best 3 years of my life.
    Justin had a girlfriend of 3 years and Grace was still single. I haven't spoken to Courtney since high school and it honestly hadn't affected me.
    In record timing, we were in the car and driving to the Ultrasound. When we got there, we waited for the doctor to be able to see us. I was bouncy in my seat. “Calm down, Logan,” Zach chuckled.
    I glared at him. “You didn't just consume like 5 litres of water!” Zach kissed my forehead and I sighed, putting my head onto his shoulder. Zachs hand was intertwined with mine and around 20 minutes later we were called in.
    “Logan Parker?”
    Oh how I loved the sound of that.
    I bounced into the room and got ready for my Ultrasound with the nurse in the room. Zach sat next to me and grinned. The doctor came in, a smile on his face and clapped. “Right, how are you two?” he asked. Soon, he was putting the cold jelly like substance on my stomach and then he showed us a monitor. “This,” he pointed to the screen. “Is your baby.” To most people, what was on that screen was a bunch of spots and blobs but to me, it was my baby and I couldn't help the silent tears that fell down my face. The doctor went on to tell us about our babies health and both Zach and I left the room with big grins on our face.
    “This is so surreal,” I murmured.
    “Thank you so much, baby,” Zach said as he wrapped his hand around my waist.
    “For what?”
    “For being my wife, for being understanding and wonderful and now giving me a child.” He smiled at me, sweetly. “I love you so much.”
    I was his and he was mine,
    And our love was infinite.
    "You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams" - Dr. Seuss
    Want a reminder for my next story? Comment.
    {A/N Ohmygosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh. I am freaking out right now, I cannot believe this story is over :( It's so weird knowing I'll never write about Zach and Logan again but they'll be in my next story Beautiful Disaster at least. I am honestly so upset right now, this story means the world to me. I want to say a HUGE thank you to each and everyone of my amazing readers. You guys are the reason I continue writing. Pretty please leave me a comment on what you thought of the story c: It'll make me really, really happy! My next story will be up in a week or two so you can comment for a reminder for Beautiful Disaster. I love you all <3 Thank you. }

  8. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 19, 2013 1:40am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 46
    “It's not that funny!” I exclaimed as my mum, Zach and my dad laughed hysterically. They were laughing about me running after the newest edition to the family, Cookie and falling in the pool. Just two weeks ago I had graduated and just two weeks ago my parents excepted Zach into the family.
    “Mum, dad, this is my boyfriend, Zach Parker.”
    It felt like we met a century ago.
    “Hurry up Logan,” Zach chuckled, teasingly as I rolled my eyes and put my shoes on. He was still laughing after seeing me fall in the pool.
    As Zach and I walked out of the house, I asked, “Don't you have any sympathy for your girlfriend?” I crossed my arms over my chest and raised my eyebrows. Zach smiled, sweetly and kissed me.
    “I love you,” he told me.
    I sighed, “You cannot do that every time I'm mad at you.” Zach and I arrived to the shops in no time and walked around hand in hand. I had called him yesterday telling him I had wanted to go to the shops and maybe watch a movie. He didn't say no, of course, he was just as excited as I was about being able to go out in public. Though, nobody had actually seen us together. Firstly, we went and watched one of the movies that had just came out and then I spotted a group of girls and guys I knew from school.
    “Oh my gosh! Mr Parker?” A girl from our grade cried out and then she saw me. “Logan?” I noticed her stare at our intertwined hands and just smiled. “Guys,” she called her friends. I wasn't exactly the closest with most of the girls but Rachel and Jasmine were also with them. I felt so awkward at that moment, I didn't think that it'd feel this way. They all looked at our hands and said nothing.
    “It's nice seeing you guys...” I said, my voice trailing off.
    “Yeah,” One of the girls – Joe said. “Are you guys like together or something?” She asked.
    I nodded, biting my lip, “Yeah.”
    Zach coughed, “Well I'm going to leave you to catch up with your friends and go get a table and order some food. Nice seeing you girls.” Zach kissed my lips softly and walked off.
    “Who would've thought,” Jack, one of the guys there said. “I never would've pinned you for a girl who would bang their teacher.”
    I just shrugged, “Guess you didn't know me that well.”
    “I think they make a cute couple,” Rachel spoke. “I can tell he loves you. A lot.”
    “They do,” the other girls agreed and we spoke a while longer before I walked off to find Zach. I found Zach sitting at a table with some food in front of him. I sat down opposite him and he handed me my food. After we walked around the shopping centre for a while and then went to Zachs apartment.
    We had one of the music channels on and I was dancing around his apartment singing, “But tonight I'm feeling 22!” Zach sat on his couch, watching me with an amused grin on his face. I walked over to him and straddled him.
    “I love you so much,” he breathed and kissed my lips. It was magic the way his lips connected with mine.
    “I love you too, Mr Parker,” I said not being able to get rid of the silly grin on my face.
    “What's got you so happy?” he asked, removing a strand on hair that fell onto my face.
    “Everything's just so perfect,” I replied.
    Zach gave me a questioning glance as I softly chuckled.
    To think this started off with me thinking I'd ever be able to leave Mr Parker.
    THE END
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser for epilogue: I was his and he was mine.
    {A/N There will be an epilogue! It might be out tomorrow or Thursday idk but yeah guys... :( This is the last chapter of UMP & I am so sad! Ahh!}

  9. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 18, 2013 4:52am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 45
    The last few months of school flew by and soon, I was graduating. Soon, Zach and I would be able to go out like a normal couple.
    I was so excited.
    On the morning of my graduation, I was all giddy and my mum had noticed. “What's got you so excited?”
    “I'm graduating!” I half lied. That wasn't a lie but it wasn't the total truth. Zach and I had organised for him to meet my parents after the graduation.
    How could I possibly be so excited but so nervous at the same time?
    “Oh, well you better start getting ready. Do you want me to do your hair?” she asked, kindly and I nodded my head eagerly. My mum started doing my hair and in 20 minutes she was finished.
    “Can you do my make-up as well?” I asked her, grinning sweetly.
    “Of course baby,” she murmured in deep thought as she started on my make-up. Soon I was dressed in a red strapless dress that reached just above my knee. My hair was done in a braid and my make-up with such simplicity it was stunning. “Close your eyes,” she told me and I closed my eyes. My mum placed something around my neck and I opened them to see a gorgeous locket shaped necklace with diamonds filling it. “I am so proud of you,” she told me, as she hugged me. Tears filled my eyes as my mum softly cried into my shoulder. “You've grown up so quickly, I remember when you were just a baby who couldn't even walk.”
    “I love you so much, Mum.”
    “I love you too, baby, I love you too.”
    ***
    “And always remember,” Courtney ended her speech. “It's not chance that determines where you'll end up, it's destiny.” Soon after, graduation caps were thrown in the air and laughter was floating through the air.
    “Finally!” Grace laughed as she gave me a hug. “12 years of school for a paper!”
    “And I wouldn't change any of it for the world,” I replied, honestly. After Grace and I spoke, I went to go find my parents though I kept an eye out for Zach.
    “Congratulations!” Justin shouted, engulfing me in a hug.
    “Thank you,” I murmured into his neck and then my mum kissed my cheek.
    “Congratulations, darling,” she said as my dad gave me a hug as well murmuring a 'congratulations'. We spoke for a little while until I spotted Zach and walked over to him, Justin by my side.
    “Hi baby,” Justin said in a girly voice and Zach and I chuckled.
    “Congratulations Logan!” Zach said enthusiastically.
    “Thanks,” I said, softly.
    “I want to kiss you so bad,” he said quietly so I was the only one that heard him.
    “What's stopping you?” I asked, seductively.
    “The fact that my uncle keeps looking at us.”
    “Oh, I'm sorry,” I muttered feeling bad about making him lie to his uncle.
    “Come on, babe, smile.”
    And I did.
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: "Oh my gosh! Mr Parker?" A girl that used to be in the same grade as me cried out and then she saw me. "Logan?"
    Logans outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=72776886
    {A/N I'm pretty sure there's going to be one chapter left and then the epilogue!}

  10. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 17, 2013 12:20am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 44
    “Oh my gosh, oh my gosh,” I muttered over and over again.
    “Calm down, Logan!” Justin cried.
    “I can't,” I muttered. “So many things could go wrong.”
    “You met Zachs parents yesterday, right?” I nodded. “It's exactly like that.”
    “No it isn't!” To sum yesterday up, it was a big success. His mum and dad loved me or so I hoped. Around the house, there were heaps of photos of the same girl. I'm assuming it was Ariella, she was stunning with dark brown hair.
    “I'll be with you the whole time,” Justin told, kissing my forehead. I sighed, nodding slowly. Zach couldn't exactly come with me because my dad or my mum had no idea I was dating anyone – especially my teacher.
    “Lets get this over and done with.” We were meeting my dads wife and their kid at a restaurant. Yes, they had a child. When my mum told me I was more than shocked. I have a 1 year old step-sister called Ali. His wife, Stacy was only 25. We arrived at the restaurant and I realised it was called Ella's.
    My thoughts flickered to what Zach had once told me. 'My dad also has a small restaurant called Ellas'.
    Just my luck.
    I groaned hoping not to see Zachs dad, Paul inside because that would only cause trouble. Apparently I was out of luck because Paul was right there, smiling. “Darling, hi!” he exclaimed.
    “Hi,” I muttered.
    “Hi Paul,”
    He asked, “Can I get you a table?”
    “No, someone is waiting for us.”
    “Okay, give me a call if you need anything.” I spotted my dad and Justin put his hand over my shoulder. In a baby seat was a little blonde girl and next to her was her mother in a bright pink flowy dress. When my dad saw us, he immediately got up, so did his wife.
    “Logan and-and Justin? Wow, you've grown.”
    “Hi Robby,” Justin said, politely.
    “Um, um, this is my wife – Stacy. Stacy this is Logan and Justin.” Stacy smiled.
    “Hi Logan, hi Justin, it's a pleasure to meet you two.”
    “Yeah...” my voice trailed off.
    “This is Ali,” my dad pointed at the adorable one year old who was giggling at the faces Justin was making.
    “She is so cute,” I grinned.
    “She is,” my dad nodded. “Now come on, lets order some food.” Justin and I sat next to each other opposite Stacy and my dad as we talked.
    “So Logan, what are you think of doing when you finish school?” Stacy asked.
    “I'm not sure,” I shrugged, honestly.
    “Oh yeah and do you have a boyfriend?”
    “Yeah, yes I do,” I smiled.
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: Soon, Zach and I would be able to go out like a normal couple.
    {A/N This chapter is dedicated to purdygirl, it was her birthday yesterday & I believe it is still her birthday today in America. Happy Birthdy!}

  11. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 16, 2013 5:50am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 43
    On Sunday, I'd be meeting my dads family and I was so nervous already so on Saturday, I went to Zachs apartment and we watched a movie. After, he graded some papers and I helped. Time flew by when I was with Zach.
    “I want to take you somewhere,” Zach told me after we finished grading his year 9 papers.
    “Where?” I asked, smiling up at him.
    “It's a surprise!”
    “Will I like this surprise?”
    Zach smirked, “Yes.”
    “Okay, lets go!” Zach got into his car first and a minute later I did, we had to be careful nobody saw us because then everything would just go wrong. We were driving for ten minutes and I sang along to the music on the radio, ignoring Zachs chuckles.
    “Where are we going?” I asked him as he continued driving.
    “We're going to meet my family,” he grinned. My jaw dropped. “You wouldn't have come any other way and this way you don't need to be nervous about anything. I've told my parents everything and they already love you. They're not going to react the same way Blaze did.”
    “No, when they meet me they're going to hate me,” I muttered.
    “They'll love you, trust me.”
    “Nope, you lied to me!” I exclaimed. “Can't I meet them another time? Maybe one time when I'm dressed more appropriately? Or when I've rehearsed what I'm going to say in the mirror a million times?”
    “Too late, we're here.” We had arrived in front of a grey, two story house with heaps of colourful plants in the front. “There's something I haven't told you...” he said, his voice trailing off wearily.
    “What is?” I questioned.
    “My sister,” he choked. “She was taken... a year ago. She would be 19 today, we don't know where she is and we've been told to assume the worse. Please don't ask about her because her photos are around the house... a lot.”
    “Of course,” I nodded, hesitantly. “You know you could've told me earlier.”
    “Yeah... I just prefer not to talk about it.”
    “What was- what's her name?” I corrected myself.
    “Ariella. We call her Ella,” he smiled.
    “That's a pretty name,” I told him.
    “Yeah... now c'mon, lets go inside, knowing my mum she's probably staring at us from inside.” I laughed dryly and he grabbed hold of my hand. I knew about his family – everything except about his sister but I understood why he just didn't tell people that. His mum was a successful fashion designer and his father owned two small diners. Z&B and Ella's. Both named after his children.
    Zach knocked on the front door and immediately, a woman in her mid-forties opened the door, grinning.
    “Logan!” She cried, wrapping her arms around me.
    Woah.
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: "I'll be with you the whole time," Justin told me, kissing my forehead.
    {A/N This story is getting way too long :( Anyway, hopefully, next week this time the story is finished. We meet or hear of Ariella in this chapter - she is playing the main character in my next story Beautiful Disaster, so she's Zachs younger sister }

  12. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 14, 2013 3:33am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 42
    I suggest listening to 'I won't give up' by Jason Mraz while reading this
    Love is a four letter word,
    love is something that is illustrated so simply.
    Some people think that when you find that special person that nothing could go wrong, nothing could break you apart but I don't think thats true. When you find that special someone thinks will break you apart, things will make you scream and things will make you smile but these things just make us stronger.
    Everything that Zach and I have gone through only shows how strong we are, we will over come anything that is thrown our way.
    I never really understood the word love, I would ponder and ponder but never had I thought that the person you fall in love with is would become that special to you.
    Quite honestly, I would give my left arm for Zach.
    I was lying with him on his couch and had just finished telling him what happened with my dad. We were sitting in comfortable silence, we didn't need to say anything to enjoy this moment. Our legs were tangled with each other and my head was on his chest, his heart beat was soothing.
    “You're amazing, you know that?” I blushed.
    “You're prettyvdamn amazing as well,” I told him. His eyes met mine, they were enthralling in the most amazing way. He didn't reply, he just smiled and kissed my forehead.
    “Tomorrow, at school, when I put up two fingers look around wherever we are for something written in green,” he told me.
    “What?” I asked, confused.
    “Just do it,” he demanded.
    “You're so weird,” I laughed.
    “If I remember, a couple of minutes ago you were telling me how amazing I am,” he winked and kissed me.
    I had never kissed anyone except Zach but I wondered would it still feel this special? Would I be left breathless and with my heart fluttering after each and every kiss? Would I feel the sparks and fireworks?
    I asked myself those questions, knowing the answer.
    No.
    ***
    I was sitting in Zachs class, we gave each other sly glances occasionally. “I'm going to hand Jackeline a paper and she's going to pass it back. I want everybody to write one thing down, something that you're too scared to tell your peers. You can write it anonymously, no one will know you wrote it,” Zach told the class.
    “Why are we doing this, Sir?” Somebody from the back called out.
    “Because,” Zach shrugged, leaving me curious. He handed Jackeline a piece of paper and she scribbled something on it, handing it back. Soon it came to me and I immediately knew what I would write.
    I love him in a way no one would understand
    I looked up at Zach and smiled, he put two fingers up and I remembered our conversation from when I was at this apartment. He told me when we were in class and he put two fingers up to look around and find anything written in a green pen. I looked around but couldn't find anything and then my eyes flickered to the paper. In green writing, right at the bottom, was written:
    I won't give up on us
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: "Where are we going?" I asked Zach as he continued driving. "We're going to meet my family," he grinned.
    {A/N So, how many of you actually listened to the song while reading the chapter? I wrote it listening to it on repeat so yeah... (: What did you all think? How'd I do? HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! }

  13. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 13, 2013 3:51am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 41
    “Woah, where are you going? If you leave, Zach is going to hate me,” Blaze said as I picked up my bag.
    “This has nothing to do with you,” I said as I walked past him. “Tell Zach-”
    “Tell me what?” I heard Zach ask from the door.
    “I need to go, my mum called and said... um, that my dads at home,” I gulped.
    “Are you sure you want to go?” he asked, walking towards me.
    “Yeah, I can't just leave her.” I pecked Zach on the lips. “Bye, Bye Blaze.”
    “Bye,” I heard him mutter.
    “I'll walk you to your car.”
    “You're my teacher remember, I'll text you later.” I walked to my car and rushed home. My mum shouldn't have to go through this alone.
    Walking into the house, I was nervous, my palms were sweating and my heart beating rapidly. I hadn't seen my so called father in three years. I don't think anything could have prepared me for meeting my father once again. I guess it was better this way, this way I didn't need to over think all the possible outcomes.
    My dad looked the same, he didn't look as if he had aged, he looked just as I remembered.
    “Logan...” he murmured. This moment was surreal.
    “What are you doing here?” I asked.
    “I just wanted to speak to you and your mother. I owe you both an explanation.”
    “Yeah well you're three years late,” I told him. I had no idea where my new found confidence had came from but I was going to us it to my advantage.
    “I know,” he sighed. “And I am so sorry. I want you in my life, you're my daughter.”
    “You lost the right to call me that when you walked away.” My mum put her hand on my shoulder and smiled.
    “Robby, why don't you go and take a seat in the lounge room. Logan and I will be in there in just a second.” My dad nodded walked to the lounge room.
    “Logan, why are you acting this way?” she hissed.
    “Why aren't you mad? He can't just waltz in here and think everything's going to go back to how it is. He abandoned us!” I exclaimed.
    “I know, baby girl this is the right thing. I know he left us but hes trying to make things better again. You need a male figure in your life.”
    “I don't want him in my life,” I told her.
    “Please, for me?” My mum begged. I nodded, regretfully and walked into the lounge room where my dad was sitting on the single couch.
    “Logan... I am so sorry. Leaving you and your mum was the worse thing I have ever done. I want to be in your life.” I nodded, not knowing what to say. After my dad and I spoke for a while about why he had left and his new wife, Vanessa and her children, he asked, “Would you like to meet them?”
    I looked at my mum and she smiled, this is for you mum.
    “Yes, I would love to,” I lied even though in all truth, the thought scared me.
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    Teaser: "I'm going to hand Jackeline a paper, she's going to write on it and pass it back. I want everybody to write one thing down, something that you're too scared to tell your peers. You can write it anonymously, no one will know you wrote it," Zach told the class.
    {A/N Second upload! Tomorrow is valentines day so I didn't want to upload this chapter, I wanted a Zach-Logan-bed chapter c; }

  14. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 13, 2013 3:34am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 40
    The light shined into the room, a room I wasn't familiar with.
    Zachs room.
    His hand was draped around me and our legs tangled. He looked so peaceful and innocent when he slept. Silently, I wondered why I had spent so many mornings waking up without Zach by my side because this was by far the best thing ever.
    Last night, I hadvslept with Zach.
    I had lost myvvirginity to my teacher and I didn't feel guilty about it one bit.
    Zachs mobile rang, waking him up and he rubbed his eyes. “Good morning, beautiful,” he said, his voice husky from being asleep.
    “Morning,” I smiled, widely. His phone stopped ringing but a second later began again. Groaning, Zach reached for it and answered it.
    “Hello?” A moment later, he continued, “You really had to call me for that. I was sleeping.” He winked at me. “No you cannot come in, I have somebody over.” Zach kissed my neck as he listened to the person on the other end. “Yes, Blaze, if you don't like that it beats me.” So he was talking to Blaze. “Yes, you can come in. Just wait a couple of minutes, I'll come and get the door,” he sighed. “ Bye.”
    “What was that about?” I asked.
    “It was just Blaze, he's waiting outside. I'm really sorry,” he apologised.
    “Why are you sorry? C'mon, I'll make you some breakfast.” All I was wearing was one of Zachs tops and I'm sure Blaze wouldn't appreciate me wearing that in front of him.
    “Do you want a pair of boxers?”
    “I'll just wear what I wore yesterday,” I shrugged.
    “Do you want to have a shower?”
    “Yes, please,” I smiled. Zach showed me to his bathroom and gave me a towel. He leaned against the door, smirking. “Go and open the door for your brother!”
    “I think he can wait,” he told me, looking at me lustfully.
    I giggled, “He can't.”
    “I love you,” Zach said. That was actually the first time Zach hasn't actually said those three words to me and I blushed a dark shade of red.
    “I love you too,” I replied. I locked the bathroom door when Zach left and when I had finished I put my jeans from yesterday on but instead of my top, I put Zachs top on. He had left me a top and I couldn't help it. I wanted to wear his clothes. When Zach saw me, he had a smile playing teasingly on his face.
    “Blaze you remember Logan, right?”
    “Yes, how could I forget,” Blaze smiled sweetly.
    “Well I'm going to make some pancakes, Blaze would you like anything?” my voice was just like his.
    “I'll pass.”
    “Okay.” I walked into the kitchen and got out the pan and started making the pancakes. I chatted with Zach while I made them but Blaze didn't talk much. Zach left to go to the bathroom and I asked, “What's your problem?”
    “My problem is you. You're going to send him to jail.”
    “I love him,” I said, through gritted teeth.
    “Sure you do,” he said, sarcastically. “At the end of this you're going to realise that it was just a silly school girl crush and my brother is going to end up with a broken heart.”
    “Thats not true!” I exclaimed as my phone began ringing. It was mum, I answered. “Mum?”
    “L-Logan,” she stuttered, I could tell she had been crying. “Come home now, your father is here.”
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    Teaser: "I just wanted to speak to you and your mother. I owe you both an explanation." "Yeah, well you're three years late," I told him.
    {A/N 40TH CHAPTER! Asdfghjkl c; So, what do you guys think? I'm just about to upload another chapter (:}

  15. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 12, 2013 12:34am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 39
    He pulled away from me and shook his head. I bit my lip, looking away from him, my cheeks red from embarrassment. He had just rejected me. I deserved it, though, I did. How silly had I been for thinking he'd actually want to kiss me, thinking he'd actually want to be with me again.
    “How do I know?” he asked, suddenly.
    “Know what?” I asked.
    “Know that this isn't some game to you.” My eyes flickered down to my hands and I didn't reply. What was I supposed to reply with? “This isn't a game to you, is it, Logan?” Zach asked after a minute.
    “Of course not!” I exclaimed, loudly.
    “Logan,” he begged. “Please see where I'm coming from. I just had to ask...”
    “I'm sorry, of course you did but Zach, please believe me when I say that nothing with you was just about that bet. I fell for you and I guess I'm paying the price. You deserve someone better, someone who didn't use you.”
    “You're wrong.” Zach was so quiet I almost didn't hear him. I looked up from my shoes and saw Zach staring at me tenderly, his expression soft. “Can you do me a favour?”
    “Anything.”
    “Tell me what your feelings are, what do you feel for me?”
    “I'm in love with you,” I told him, honestly. I was scared at how he'd react. I wanted to run, runaway anywhere. I didn't like the way he was looking at me at that moment. I had never been good at reading people and I didn't even have a clue what Zach was thinking right now. Suddenly, Zachs home phone started ringing.
    Ring ring.
    Zach didn't even budge.
    Ring ring ring.
    He still didn't reach for the phone.
    “Are you going to get that?” I asked, gesturing towards the ringing phone.
    Ring ring ring.
    “No.” I gulped, nervously. “Say it again,” he demanded.
    “W-what? 'Are you going to get that?'” I recited, confused. Zach broke out into an amused smile and chuckled, quietly. “Not that,” he bit his lip.
    “Whats so funny?” I groaned.
    “I just wanted you to tell me you love me,” he grinned. His grin matched the humongous one on my lips.
    “I love you,” I told him.
    “Good,” he murmured.
    “Good?”
    “Yeah 'cause if you didn't feel the same way as I felt, I wouldn't be able to do this,” with that, he kissed me.
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: "At the end of this you're going to realise that it was just a silly school girl crush and my brother is going to end up with a broken heart."
    {A/N Feedback?}

  16. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 11, 2013 12:47am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 38
    For around half a minute, I waited outside nervously. I kept asking myself why he wasn't answering the door straight away like he usually does and then, he opened the door.
    There was no smile on his face, no smirk or no frown, his expression was as hard as a brick. We stood there, opposite each other for a few moments just staring, his eyes boring into mine and then he spoke. “Come in.” I walked inside his apartment and took a seat on the couch. He surprised me by coming and sitting next to me. I didn't think he'd do that, I opened my mouth to say something – anything but nothing came out. Zach laughed unhumourously, “This is so screwed up. I honestly have no idea what to think anymore."
    “Z-Zach,” I murmured and was surprise when he didn't correct me for not using 'Mr Parker'. “I owe you an apology. I am so sorry, I didn't mean for any of this to happ-”
    “Then what did you mean to happen, Logan? Just enlighten me.”
    “I just... I just wanted my mum to not need to worry about money. This was 5 grand that I could at least try to get, I didn't think I'd win and I never thought Courtney was going to get hold of that picture.”
    “Well guess what she did.”
    “And I'm so sorry but you won't need to worry about that now.”
    “What if she had got the photo that you could see both of us clearly? What would happen then.”
    “I don't want to think of that, she didn't and its over.”
    “That might be over but we aren't. We still have lots of things to talk about.” When he said, that might be over but we aren't, my heart fluttered and my cheeks burnt but I knew he didn't mean it in the way I wanted it to.
    “I'll answer any questions you want,” I told him.
    Simply, he asked, “Why?”
    “I've told you how my dad left my mum and I a couple of years ago and I've always told you that a couple of months ago we moved in with my Aunt Cassidy because the council took the house away from us. Since then, I've been trying to help my mum get any extra money. I've sent my mum money anonymously with money my dad sent me and money from my car. To you, five grand might be nothing but to me, thats a lot of money.” I reached into my bag, picking out a bundle of money.
    Five thousand dollars.
    “Whats that?” he asked.
    “Thats the money Courtney gave to me, I don't want it. You can have it,” I replied, putting the money on the table. “That money is nothing but filth to me now. It may have taken me a while to realise how horrible I was using you like that. I can't give that money to my mum.”
    Zach sighed, “I don't want that money. Give it to your mother.”
    “No,” I said, firmly.
    “Give it back to Courtney then,” he said. “I don't care what you do with the money, I don't want it though.” I didn't say anything but I didn't take the money. Zach leant in slightly and I hoped that he kissed me. I leant up and put my lips on his, my eyes fluttered open for a split second to see his wide open.
    He wouldn't kiss me back.
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: "I'm in love with you."
    {A/N This chapter was actually really hard for me to write, I had no idea how I wanted this chapter to go but here it is! (:}

  17. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 10, 2013 12:30am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 37
    “What happened in his office?” Grace hissed.
    “Nothing, I lied and said that was myvboyfriend, Jake and Ivkissing.” Graces worried expression changed into a smile.
    “Thats my girl,” she grinned. “And, wait, he believed it?”
    “Yeah... I guess, he did. I'm not going to say anything about that because I'll probably jinx it.” She rolled her eyes. “So, what's going on with Mrvhottie-with-a-body?”
    “He wants to see me tonight,” I muttered ignoring what she had called Zach.
    “Oh my gosh, thats fantastic! He so wants you and you guys are going to be adorable. I have the right to have your first child named after me since I will be the reason he or she is born,” Grace babbled.
    “Woah, he probably just wants to scream at me for lying.”
    “You saved his job, Logan, I'm sure its not that!” Grace and I were sitting alone on the grass away from everybody, people stared at me and whispered a lot. Before Courtney and I got a chance to talk she was called to see Mr Creed.
    Grace was talking about what I should wear tonight but I was in another world. What was he going to talk to me about? What if he screamed at me and blamed everything on me?
    Well, I deserve that. This is all my fault after all.
    I kept thinking of the 'what ifs'
    What if I hadn't participated in this game?
    What if I had never got detention?
    What if I never showed the girls that picture?
    What if Zach and I continued on as a couple?
    What if my dad didn't leave us?
    What if?
    ***
    “I look awful,” I told Grace.
    "You look sovhot!” I pulled the dress down, trying to get it any lower.
    “I'm not wearing this,” I replied, flatly.
    “Fine!” She huffed. “I'm going to go get something to eat, when I'm back, I expect a perfect outfit!” In 15 minutes, I was dressed in black jeans, a white top and a long cotton jacket. My hair was left naturally in slight curls and I put on light eyeshadow and liquid eyeliner. When Grace entered my room she smirked, “I approve. Now c'mon, get yourvbutt in your car and go to his house.” Shevwinked, shooing me out of the house. “Bye! Good luck!”
    “Bye,” I replied, nervously. Whilst driving to Zachs house, I was thinking of going back home and just not meeting with him because I was scared of what would happen.
    I was terrified.
    Though, I knew that I couldn't just not go to his apartment because I would regret it.
    That I knew for a fact.
    So I walked up to Zachs apartment and knocked on the door,
    my heart pounding in my chest.
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: "That's the money Courtney gave to me, I don't want it. You can have it," I replied, putting the money on the table.
    Outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=71633714
    {A/N I counted up all the votes and the winner is... Beautiful Disaster, Beautiful Disaster & Changing him actually had the same amount of votes but I asked two of my friends & they both said Beautiful Disaster. I am sorry for those of you who wanted any of the others but hopefully in the near future, I can write those as well. Does anyone have any idea for some actors/actresses who can play the main characters? Comment!}

  18. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 8, 2013 6:43pm EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 36
    As I walked to Mr Creeds office, all eyes were on mine and as I waited to go inside his office, I played with my thumb nervously wondering what I could say to him. I couldn't let Zach lose his job, I wouldn't.
    Mr Creed smiled at me and said, “Come in, Logan.” I sat down on one of the chairs noticing Zach wasn't in there. “So, I'm sure you've heard of the accusations about you and Mr Parker. A student showed me the picture of you clearly kissing Mr Parker. Please explain.”
    “Mr Creed...” My voice trailed off. “May I see the photo?”
    “Of course.” With that, he grabbed his laptop and showed me a picture that Zach and I kissing. You could clearly see that was me but you couldn't exactly see Zachs face because of how the picture was angled. I laughed, trying to make it seem as real as possible. “Is something funny, Miss Hant?”
    “Thats not Mr Parker. I would never kiss him, thats my ex-boyfriend, Jake. He and I broke up a couple of weeks ago because he moved to England.”
    Please believe that, I prayed silently.
    “Logan... I'll have to speak to Mr P-” He was cut off by Zach entering the room and taking a place next to me.
    I knew he didn't know what I had said so I quickly said, “Mr Parker! I am so sorry about the accusations, I mean, I don't know who would say that was you in that picture. I should explain, thats my ex-boyfriend and I. It's actually funny because you guys look nothing alike!” I laughed, hoping Zach would catch on.
    “Zach, son, is it true? Thats not you, is it?” I knew it'd be hard for Zach to lie to his uncle so I was worried about what he'd reply with.
    “Yes, that isn't me, Uncle.”
    “I am really sorry about this. Now that you said it, it doesn't look anything like you, Zach but being the principle I had to ask about it.”
    “Of course, Mr Creed,” I said, sweetly.
    “Just out of curiosity, who sent the photo around?” Zach asked.
    “Courtney Laze,” he replied. “She will be dealt with for making such serious accusation. If anybody gives either of you a hard time, please contact me and I'll have something done about it.”
    “Thank you.”
    “Logan, you can return to your classes. I'll write you a note.” I nodded and he handed me a paper.
    “Thanks again, Mr Creed and sorry about everything, Mr Parker.” I met Zachs eye and looked away, instantly. I walked out and went to get my books from my locker. On my locker was a pink post it note that read, 'sl//t'. I tore it off and threw it violently in the bin before collecting my books. My mind kept going back to the note.
    I felt like a sl//t. I had used my teacher after all.
    I was about to walk to class but Zach stopped me.
    “Meet me at my apartment at 6 today,” he whispered, sending chills down my spine.
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: What if my dad didn't leave my mother and I?
    {A/N Nice save Logan! See guys, there was nothing to be worried about. I would never make my fictional husband, Zach Parker, go to jail or get fired. I'm about to go count up the votes on that quote that I uploaded about my next story so next time I upload, I'll tell y'all what story I shall write next}

  19. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 8, 2013 12:36am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 35
    On Tuesday, I had a huge headache so I stayed at home. The headache was probably due to how much I had been pathetically crying. I shouldn't feel like this because it was my fault he hated me, he didn't just hate me for a random reason.
    I caused this.
    In some twisted way, I didn't regret ever participating in the game because if I hadn't, I would have never got to know Zach as more than a teacher.
    I didn't do anything all day, I just went on my computer. Towards the end of the day, I logged onto Facebook and the first thing that came up on my news feed was a status from Courtney.
    'Age is just a number? Yeah and jail is just a place'
    Almost automatically she popped up to me and said, 'Hey'
    'Hi :)' I replied. I didn't feel like talking to anyone right now.
    'Did u break up with Mr P??'
    'Yea' I typed in reply.
    'K, now hes mine' With that, Courtney went offline and I just stared at the conversation.
    ***
    On Wednesday, Jasmine skipped over to me, a grin playing on her flawless face. “Logan!” she exclaimed.
    “Hey.”
    “Where have you been?!”
    “I was sick,” I shrugged. “I'm all better now.”
    “I texted you but you didn't reply!”
    “I lost my charger so I haven't been able to go on my phone,” I lied, smoothly.
    “Oh... right. Well I just wanted to know if you were alright. You and Mr Parker broke up, right?”
    “Y-yeah... look, Jasmine, can we keep quiet about all this. I would rather if it was all forgotten.”
    “That might not be so easy,” She muttered.
    “What do you mean?” I cried.
    “Well, there's a rumour going around about you and Mr Parker... well it wasn't even just a rumour. A picture was sent to the whole school of you and Mr Parker kissing.” My jaw dropped open.
    “W-what?” I stuttered.
    “Yeah, Courtney sent a bunch of messages around and uh-yeah, I'm really sorry for what she did. She shouldn't have done something, I guess she just hates losing.”
    “You don't need to apologise for her,” I smiled, weakly. “I'm going to see Grace, see you around.” I walked inside the school and people stared at me, some snickering nasty names.
    “Can Mr Parker and Logan Hant please come to my office?” Mr Creed said on the loud speaker.
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: On my locker, there was a pink post-it note that read,v'sl//t'.
    {A/N What do you guys think is going to happen in the next chapter? c:}

  20. sugarfreak sugarfreak
    posted a quote
    February 6, 2013 12:27am EST
    Using Mr Parker
    ♥ Logan ♥
    C h a p t e r 34
    I had never experienced anything like this, I was in pain but my body wasn't hurt. I was in pain, emotion wise. I had been in my bedroom since I left school early. I hadn't wanted to go back to classes after the episode with Zach, all I wanted to do was curl up in my bed at home. No one was there when I got to the house so I curled up on the couch and watched whatever movies I could find.
    My mum came home and when she saw me, she frowned deeply. “Logan, baby, whats wrong?” she asked.
    “I'm just tired,” I lied.
    “You don't look just tired,” she told me as she sat down next to me. “Are you going to tell me?”
    “I did something really horrible, mum,” I cried, softly.
    “Hunny, I'm sure whatever it is, it isn't that bad. Someday you'll probably look back at it and laugh.” I just shook my head as my mum wrapped her arms around me, hugging me tightly. “Its okay, everything will be alright,” she soothed.
    I wish she was right.
    “Justin's coming over for dinner tonight, c'mon, lets go and we can make our pizza,” she winked and I nodded. My mum and I made pizza together as we laughed about silly nothings. It was just like old times, before dad left and everything screwed up. Justin and Aunt Cassidy joint us for dinner and in one word, it was enjoyable. The dinner kept my mind off Zach but Justin kept giving me looks through it so I knew he must of heard something.
    Justin and I headed up to my room and when we had closed the door, he said, “I know you and Zach broke up. I called him but he didn't tell me why. Are you going to?” he asked, raising his eyebrow.
    “I was avbitch.”
    “Don't call yourself that, Logan, just tell me what happened.”
    “You know how we need money – my mum and I – well, my friends and I had this 'game', whoever dated Zach for a week would get five thousand dollars. I won.”
    “W-what?” Justin stuttered.
    “I know,” I sighed, shame clear in my voice.
    “Do you like him, at least? Did you ever have any feelings for him?”
    “Yes, yes I did.”
    ***
    “What's going on?!” Grace exclaimed when she came into my room.
    “Nothing,” I muttered.
    “Why'd you leave school? Did something happen with Mr Parker?” Tears silently fell as I explained what had happened with Zach. “Who do you think sent the message?”
    “Courtney, I'm sure of it. She used my phone earlier and she didn't look too happy about giving me the money.”
    “Why don't you just give back the money? You love him!”
    “I don't love him, its just a silly school girl crush,” I told her. “I was only with him for a week, its not possible.”
    “A weeks all you needed and I know I wasn't the happiest about your relationship to begin with but you both love each other. I know you guys do and you need to win Mr Parker back.”
    “I think it'd be easier to go to the north pole,” I muttered. “He hates me.”
    Want a reminder? Comment.
    Teaser: "A picture was sent to the whole school or you and Mr Parker kissing."
    {A/N Feedback? (: }

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