She sits there, everyday, wondering why love was so cruel to her.
Wondering why she was never good enough for him.
She sits there, pointing out her flaws, wondering why she would ever be loved.
She ponders over the fact that she doesn't have that gap between her thighs
when she stands with her legs together, and why her stomach never looks right.
She ponders over the fact that her hair never falls perfectly over her shoulders,
and why her smile is crooked.
What's maddening is that she is beautiful and she will never see it.
No matter how many times someone else says it, It means nothing when she
Doesn't Believe It.
What's maddening is that she is Perfect and that she is to stubborn to ever tell
herself that she doesn't need to change because she is already beautiful.
She will never know how frustrating it is to know that she has ever dragged a
Blade across her skin because she feels so bad inside and she feels like she
Will Never Be Loved.
But I Love Her. And She Is Beautiful.
He sits there, everyday, wondering why life was so cruel to him.
Wondering why he was never good enough. For Anyone.
He sits there, pointing out all the mistakes he's ever made,
Wondering why he would ever be loved.
He ponders over the fact that he lives in the slump at the lowest
part of town, and that he'll never be good enough to take her heart.
The heart that has been broken to many times to count.
The heart that he wants to fix.
He ponders over the fact that he has to fend for himself, In order to
Live The Life He Doesn't Want To Live Any Longer, and that no one
Would ever care about him.
What's maddening is the fact that he is the most amazing person
I have ever met, and he already took my heart, but he is to stubborn
To realise he has it.
The heart that's been broken to many times to count.
The Heart He Wants To Fix.
Whats maddening is the fact that he feels so horrible about himself,
Even though he is perfect and that he is so strong. He's on the edge
of Everything, but he is still here.
He will never know how much it tears me apart to know that he has ever
Dragged a blade across his skin because he feels so bad inside,
And that no one could ever love him.
But I Love Him. And He Is Beautiful.