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1. stephanielynnn
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   January 21, 2011 5:00pm UTC
   Still Breathing...
   ' c a u s e i ' v e s e e n t h e b i g g e r p i c t u r e . . .
   Me and Mark texted all through that night and through all of my classes. He wasn't someone I would normally associate myself with. He was one of those rich kids I was talking about before and he had athletic ability. His future in the school was secure. His daddy could pay the professors if he was failing so that he could continue to play sports.
   And I didn't care. For once in my life people started talking to me. Me and Mark were pretty much a thing and I went to my first college party. There was a lot of alcohol and a lot of drugs. I didn't do any of that because I had one of my midterms the next day but everyone remembered me as the girl Mark was dating.
   I felt powerful, I felt loved.
   After that party, Mark started growing distant and I was beginning to get worried. Were my fifteen minutes of fame up already?
   He texted me after my midterm for Psych:
   Mark- Hey babe, wanna meet up for lunch?
   Maci- Of course, give me five minutes?
   Mark- If I have to :P
   When I got to the dining hall to meet up with him there were girls surrounding him. When he saw me he stepped away and embraced me.
   "How was it?" he asked me.
   "Well... I don't think I failed." I said laughing.
   "Let's celebrate with a party tonight." he said in front of all of his friends. "But don't be so prude tonight. Live a little." he whispered to me.
   I was scared at the tone of his voice, it was demanding. Not teasing like usual. But I didn't care. Mark was throwing a college party...for me.
   Part Two
   
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2. stephanielynnn
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   January 21, 2011 3:25pm UTC
   Still Breathing...
   g i v e m e a n y r e a s o n t o b e l i e v e c u z i s w e a r i m d o n e h e r e.
   Kathryn was clinging onto some guy that was in my Psych class when she barged through the door. When I have no lights on and am laying in bed, you'd think she'd be more considerate. But that's just her. She's fine other than that.
   "Umm Mace?" she started.
   "I know...I'm leaving. Even though it's 2 a.m." I said angrily. I didn't bother changing and walked out of the room and slammed the door. I took a History textbook. Might as well study for my midterm.
   When I got into the library there was a a geeky-looking kid in there and the the librarian. I sat down in a chair and cracked open the text book when the kid walked up to me. Like I wanted a conversation.
   "Hey, I'm Mark." he said and sat down at the same table as me.
   "I'm studying." I told him.
   Maybe that's why I didn't have fun, I didn't want to talk to anybody.
   "Hello Studying. Pretty name." he joked. He didn't get the hint. I looked up at him and realized he had gorgeous green eyes. He actually wasn't that geeky-looking. I think he was on the basketball team.
   "I'm sorry...it's early. My name is Maci." I told him.
   "That's a nicer name." he smiled. "What brings you to the library so early."
   I wished my hair didn't look so disgusting and it was falling in my face. He pushed it back.
   "My roommate.." I didn't need to explain further. He laughed.
   "Mine too. Don't worry." Mark said.
   "So...." he said as I looked back into my book.
   "I usually don't have to try this hard to get dates. Do you know who I am?" he asked teasing.
   "You wanted a date with me?" I asked laughing.
   "Um...yeah. I sorta did." he sounded nervous.
   I got up when my phone vibrated:
   Kathryn - He was a dunce. You can come back.
   "I hope you'll take a rain check." I closed my book and got up.
   "Wait, Maci!" Mark shouted. The librarian shushed him.
   Seriously....nobody was even in there with us.
   "You took my phone..." he said.
   I had grabbed the wrong phone. "I'm so sorry!" I said and we switched phones.
   My phone vibrated again. It was an unknown number. Mark had already walked away.
   "I take rainchecks."
   ...he had called himself from my phone to get my number. Sneaky.
   Maybe this was the start of my social life.
   Part 1: B
   
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3. stephanielynnn
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   January 21, 2011 3:16pm UTC
   Still Breathing...
   g i v e m e a n y r e a s o n t o b e l i e v e c u z i s w e a r i m d o n e h e r e.
   Hi, my name is Maci and I'm in a little bit of a pickle. I just got into the college of my dreams, the name shall not be enclosed to you because I don't want you stalking me. Everybody says that college is the greatest experience of your life.
   When you're family is counting on you to be the top student in your class because they have no money and have sacrificed everything for you to get there it's different. You're not a spoiled rich kid whose daddy bought seven wings for the college and got in before they even applied. This is serious and you don't have time to party because you don't want to let anyone down.
   Do you know how much it sucks when your roommate leaves for parties every night and comes back with a new man forcing you to study in the library? Not saying I want to do as Kathryn does, but I would like to have some fun.
   Meet people.
   And that's where my story starts. With me meeting someone.
   ---
   Part One: A
   
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4. stephanielynnn
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   January 21, 2011 3:00pm UTC
   Introduction to...
   Still Breathing
   Okay so if you've read my past stories I like to base them off of songs. I put my iPod on shuffle and came up with Still Breathing by Mayday Parade.
   Well I'm going to start it, but it'd be cool if you listen to the song on youtube to get the jist of it. Thanks :D
   
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5. stephanielynnn
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   January 21, 2011 2:51pm UTC
   i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.
   so if you haven't read the freshman diaries...please do. :)
   i'm going to be starting another story and........i won't stop it if people comment/fave on the entries :D
   
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6. stephanielynnn
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7. stephanielynnn
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   October 13, 2010 6:34pm UTC
   Oh hey guys. I gave up on the last story nobody even read it. So this story is about a dream I had last night with some extra details to make it flow (:
   
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8. stephanielynnn
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   September 28, 2010 6:28pm UTC
   She's So Lovely
   "I love the way she plays it cool"
   I was staring ahead as Robbie and Rebecca walked away. I turned to the side to see if Colleen was still there. She wasn't. She was walking ahead and turned around smiling,"Are you coming or not?" she joked and came back and took my hand and pulled. "I know school is bad, but I shouldn't have to drag you in."
   "Oh, it's not that." I replied,"I was just taking it all in. This is my first day you kn-"
   "I'm going to have to work with you Jens. It was a joke. You were supposed to laugh." she smiled and ripped my schedule out of my hand. And she frowned.
   "What?" I asked as we got in the building. I slowly lifted up her chin with my hand and looked into her eyes. Was something wrong?
   She started laughing and smiled before I dropped my hand, blushing. "I was sad that we only have last period together you mongoose." A bell. "Well, we gotta be getting to our homerooms. See you later!"
   "Wait!" I tried to call after her. I ended up muttering to myself. "How am I a mongoose?"
   I looked at my schedule. She had dropped me off right in front of my homeroom. I knew I liked her. She was very nice.
   ----
   School. Sucks.
   Okay, so every body was fawning over me and Robbie. We had all of our classes together. They were all touching my hair and asking me to pronounce words. I wanted to slap the boys, since I don't hit girls or even think about it. Well. That's not entirely true, I do think about it....
   ACH MEIN GOTT!!! I forgot. Plane girl goes to my school. She winked at me and I didn't know what to do. She was like,"Oh we know each other already. So all you girls back off."
   Robbie choked because he was laughing so hard. I got up and moved my desk. I hope the teacher didn't mind. She was weird though...
   Last period was great. Plane girl was there and of course so was Colleen. When I walked in Colleen waved at me and told me to come sit by her. Naturally, I did. She asked how my day was and she wasn't even trying but she was pulling me to her. I couldn't take my eyes off of her, she kept glancing at me and laughing.
   At the end, Plane Girl, whose name apparently is "Slu/t" because thats what all the girls were calling her (I've never heard of a girl named that but I guess that is America for you...), was trying to hug me and I stood stiff as a board. I didn't want to hug her. She smelled of too much perfume. Colleen hung back and wasn't even jealous, I was quite upset. When we were walking home she bumped into me.
   "So I guess you and Ashley are quite close." she said teasing me.
   "Who is that?" I asked.
   She laughed,"The girl who hugged you? She's been telling every body at school to stay away from you. Just talking to you now may get me in trouble." she said and laughed.
   "Oh. I thought her name was Slu/t. That's what all the girls called her." I then shied away,"I don't want you to get in trouble. It's quite alright if you want to walk ahead, I understand."
   Colleen laughed hysterically. "Umm...Slu/t is a derogatory term Jens. That's a bad thing. It isn't her name." She then linked arms with me. "We're best friends, I'm kidding you can't take me so seriously."
   "Best friends?" I asked.
   "Forever, of course!" she said. She hugged me and ran up the driveway to her house. "Talk to you tomorrow?"
   "Naturally." I replied. I got into the house and Robbie grabbed me in a chokehold.
   "Aww, looks like Jens got himself a girl!" he said smiling.
   "Shut up Robbie. Grow up." I reprimanded him and walked upstairs into my room.
   Wait..was she really my girl?
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9. stephanielynnn
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   September 27, 2010 6:38pm UTC
   She's So Lovely
   "She looks just like them girls from 'Vogue'."
   Okay, so maybe this entry will be a little more clear. My head was spinning yesterday. The minute I got inside and realized I had a bed I laid down on it and went to sleep. I woke up and it was already the next morning. School started for me and my brother and my sister this morning because Father had been back and forth between Germany and the USA because he wanted to have every thing set up for us when we got here. I wore a plain black t-shirt and jeans that were sort of fitted. They weren't down my bum though, that just looks like trash.
   My sister looked very pretty like usual. And Robbie...well he's the trash I was referring to...
   When we walked out of my home, we [okay, I] noticed that the red-head was sitting on her porch and when we approached grabbed a lunch bag and started to walk down her driveway towards us. "Hello!" she said.
   We all turned and Robbie whispered,"Pretend to speak German only. We need to get to school." She walked over. "Are you guys new? Where are you from?" Robbie winked at me and answered.
   "Wir kommen aus Deutschland!" (We're from Germany) with a smug look on his face he nudged me.
   "Oh? Das ist sehr gut. Ich bin in Deutsch Klasse in Schule." (Oh? That is very good. I am in German class in school.) she replied and looked at me, knowing that she had foiled Robbie's plot.
   My stomach dropped, her eyes were gorgeous. She could be a model...
   "Sorry, I am Jens, this is Robbie and meine Schwester (my sister) is Rebecca." I introduced us as we hurried on our way to school. I began to follow the mysterious girl because I had no idea where we were supposed to be going...
   "I'm Colleen." she replied. "Is this your first day?"
   "Yeah, actually. Is it that easy to tell?" Rebecca asked laughing.
   "No, no. I just noticed the moving vans." Colleen said smiling.
   "Moving vans?" Rebecca looked at me for a translation.
   " 'Moving' Auto." I said, not trying to give her too much of a clue, she really needed to learn English better.
   "OH!" said Rebecca and blushed. "My English is very poor." she explained to Colleen.
   "Well, my German is poor. Maybe we could help each other." Colleen said smiling.
   "Definitely." Rebecca said and turned to me. "Ich mag ihr!" (I like her)
   "Ich kann versteht das." Colleen said [I can understand that].
   We all smiled.
   "Let's just stick to English for now..." Robbie pleaded, "I'm getting very confused."
   We saw the school and I took a deep breath.
   
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10. stephanielynnn
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11. stephanielynnn
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    September 26, 2010 1:10pm UTC
    Hey guys, my last story about my life bored me after two. So I'm going to be doing a story called 'She's So Lovely' written ALL in a boy's perspective :P
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12. stephanielynnn
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    September 3, 2010 9:41pm UTC
    The-Freshman-Diaries
    Epilogue.
    Wow, mom was cleaning out the attic and found this stupid thing in a box of mine and gave it to me. She thought it would give me a laugh. Wow, I was so stupid back then.
    Kyle? Well...
    Kyle went down the wrong path. After me and Tyler got serious (well not because of this) started into drugs and alcohol and his father sent him off to the army hoping that would fix him. I haven't seen him in a while, but I hope it does. He was such a nice kid.
    John & Maura got married. I was the Maid of Honor and Tyler was the Best Man naturally.
    And to ruin their big day, Tyler proposed. And I said yes, naturally.
    Tyler and I are getting married today and that's why my mom was cleaning stuff out.
    You may think this is bad of me but I am one month pregnant. Me and Tyler have been engaged for almost a year now so it's not THAT bad...hopefully. Mom wasn't mad...at all. Which was good.
    My dress is beautiful. Maura (my Maid of Honor) helped me pick it out and I left my hair down and curly. It looks pretty nice, not gonna lie.
    Well time for the big day!!!
    ---x
    When Tyler and I saw each other he smiled so big and it made me cry tears of joy. This is the best day of my entire life.
    ---x
    Kiss the bride turned into a make-out sesh...lol
    ---x
    The reception was so much fun, we danced the night away. He made me feel like the most special girl in the world. I now know I picked the right man and I won't live with regret.
    My phone's ringing...
    "Hey Sarah. It's Kyle."
    "OH MY GOD! KYLE!"
    Tyler screamed,"TELL HIM I SAY HELLO!"
    "Tyler says hello." I said laughing.
    "You got married today?" Kyle asked. "I'm happy for you. Tyler's a great guy."
    "Aww thanks. I'm about to board my plane. I'll talk to you another time."
    "I'm done with my time in the army."
    "That's great!" I said.
    "I love you." he said finally after a long pause.
    "I love you too." I answered. Tyler smiled, he trusted me.
    "Forever and always." Kyle said and hung up.
    ...Tyler is the right choice. Isn't he?
    -TTFEVER OFFICIALLY
    Sarah.
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14. stephanielynnn
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    September 3, 2010 8:42pm UTC
    The-Freshman-Diaries
    "I didn't know who I was supposed to be, at fifteen"
    I sat on my bed with Kyle's name on the contact list permanently frozen to the phone screen. What was I supposed to do? Of course I was still in love with Kyle, who wouldn't be? And of course I loved Tyler. Who wouldn't? There was no cons about being with any of them other than the fact that I would be hurting the other one no matter what and would feel a lot of regret for a long, long time.
    I felt my finger slip and I hit the "Send" button. The phone rang and I slowly lifted my phone to my ear.
    "Hello?" said a voice, excitedly.
    "Hey Kyle, it's Sarah."
    "I have caller ID doofus."
    "Oh wow, thanks buddy."
    "Buddy? Not anything else you wanna call me?"
    "Friend?"
    "BOYfriend?"
    "No Kyle, you know I have Tyler. I do love you. So much but I can't go back to you. You weren't good to me."
    "How wasn't I good to you. You were the one who was whooreing around." he argued.
    "Seriously?" I asked.
    "Yeah. Seriously. You...cheated on me. But I'm willing to give you another chance but I don't know why you won't give ME another chance."
    "There are no second chances."
    "Please baby?"
    "I'm sorry honey, I can't. I absolutely can't. I have Tyler."
    "I can't stand to see you hung up over him. He's going to die. Get it through your head!!!"
    "Shut up. Just shut up." I said and hung up.
    ...I really wanted to get back with Kyle but I couldn't dump Tyler I loved him too much. Kyle is the one who let me go, it's not my fault.
    Okay, maybe it was, but I was so upset. What the hell was I going to do?
    Tomorrow I'd find out if Tyler was going to make it.
    TTFN,
    Sarah
    (I'm finishing the series tonight so I can start a new thing...[:)
    
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15. stephanielynnn
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    August 30, 2010 1:21pm UTC
    The-Freshman-Diaries
    "And you just might find who you're supposed to be"
    Tyler's mom called me every day to keep me updated on him but asked me not to come see him. She said I would just get scared over nothing and that there was no point in me going. I got off the phone crying every day. I just wanted to see Tyler and his mom wouldn't let me. Obviously there had to be something wrong if she didn't want me to see him. Or maybe he already woke up and she told him that I dumped him! No...he would call me. She probably just wanted him to herself.
    She said that every day his eyelids fluttered but never opened and I knew if I just talked to him they would open. I knew it. I got a text from Kyle that said:
    K- Meet me for ice cream at Cliff's?
    S- Sure. Now?
    K- Yup. How's Tyler.
    S- DWBI.
    K- Alrightie then.
    K- See you here!
    S- Be there in five.
    Cliff's was an ice cream place within five minutes walking distance from my house where every body meets. It's a cute little shop with tables outside. I love it.
    I put on my sneakers and I walked to Cliff's where Kyle was sitting at a table and he waved at me. "Hey girl! Come sit down!"
    I smiled and sat down. "How are you?" I asked hugging him.
    "Good, good." he said.
    "Soooo...what'dya want?" I asked.
    "Just to talk. We never talk." he sighed being overly dramatic.
    "That's totally not true!" I said and laughed.
    "Yes, it is." He said.
    "Well...did you get me anything to eat?" I teased looking at the cup of my favorite ice cream.
    "OF course!" he said and handed it to me. " I remembered."
    "Why would you remember?" I asked.
    "Because I still love you." he said.
    My head started spinning. These days without Tyler were rough but I was able to deal with it because of...because of Kyle. He grabbed my hand, I felt like I was going to throw up.
    "Sarah. I'm completely in love with you and I can't stand losing you to a vegetable." he said.
    I gasped,"He's going to be okay." I picked up the ice cream, because I really wanted ice cream and I left without saying a word.
    How could he say that? How could he think that would make things better? How could I ...still be in love with him...
    TTFN,
    Sarah
    (Sorry it took so long, I've been SOOO FREAKING BUSY!!!!)
    
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16. stephanielynnn
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    August 19, 2010 7:14pm UTC
    I've decided that the layout of this is so ugly. So I've decided to spruce it up a bit.
    The-Freshman-Diaries
    "I've found time can heal most anything"
    Maura slept over last night. I'm glad she did because when she sleeps over I usually don't keep my phone on me so the bad news didn't ruin my night. The last night I had with a conscious Tyler and I went to go see Kyle. Aren't I a good girl friend?
    If I had been there for thirty more minutes I would have been there when Tyler started seizing in his hospital bed which is how the nurses found him. They immediately called the doctor and they noted that he was probably seizing due to the tumor and it was an emergency. He was going to die.
    They called his mother who told them to go ahead with the procedure even if it meant she couldn't say good-bye and they rushed him to the hospital room.
    And that brings me to this morning when I got a call from an unknown number.
    "Hello?" I asked.
    "Hello Sarah, it's Tyler's mom." said a woman. Crying, I noted.
    "Oh my god, what's wrong?" I asked panicking.
    "If your parents don't mind, I'm going to come pick you up. They brought Tyler in for his surgery early. He went straight into a coma which isn't a good sign. I think you'd want to be there." she said.
    "Of course!" I answered.
    So that's where we're left I guess.
    I sat by Tyler's side every day holding his hand and singing to him while he was in his coma. Kyle came a couple days and comforted me. Tyler's mom was inconsolable. It was quite sad really to sit there and watch her cry. That's what got me the most upset.
    After four days of praying, Tyler's heart rate went back to normal even though he was still in a coma.
    The doctors smiled and nodded and looked at me and Tyler's mom,"Only time can tell if he'll be okay, but it seems good so far."
    Tyler's mom asked me if I would go home so she could have alone time with her son. I agreed and my mom drove me home and I didn't talk. I went into my bed and went under the covers and let the sounds of my iPod lull me to sleep
    TTFN,
    Sarah
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17. stephanielynnn
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    August 17, 2010 8:00pm UTC
    The Freshman Diaries
    "and when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall."
    My mom came and picked me up and I asked her to drive me to Kyle's house instead of taking me home. She looked at my clothes, I was wearing skinny jeans, uggs and a sweat shirt with our school name on the front.
    "What?" I asked, annoyed.
    "Don't you want to look better, to make him jealous?" she asked.
    "Absolutely not, there is no point." I answered. "Can you just drive me?"
    "Maura's been waiting for you to get home all night." she reminded me.
    "Shitt!" I answered. "We're supposed to hang out tonight!"
    I called Maura.
    "Maura?" I said.
    "I'm at your house. I have been for like three hours." she said bluntly.
    "I know. I know. And I promise I'll explain to you when I get home. I won't be more than an hour." I promised.
    "You're going to Kyle's, aren't you?" she asked.
    "Yeah. There's something I have to do!" I said.
    "Okay, but you better tell me every thing that happens. I guess I'll just hang out with your brother.." she said.
    "Hey!" John yelled in the background.
    We both laughed.
    "I love you girl. See you soon." I said.
    "Eh. Whatever." she answered laughing.
    We hung up.
    We got to Kyle's house and my mom said,"Text me when you want to leave."
    "Okay." I said, I shut the car door and rang the doorbell as my mom pulled away.
    Kyle answered the door. "Sarah?" he asked, confused.
    "I got the CD..." I said.
    "Oh. That. Well, did you read the letter?" he asked.
    "No I didn't..." I answered.
    We were still standing outside. "Come on in." he said.
    "How you been?" he asked smiling as he went to get me water from the kitchen.
    "Can't complain...considering." I started.
    "Considering the thing with Tyler?" he asked.
    "Yeah. And...you." I said and turned my head the other direction.
    Kyle grabbed my hands and looked at me straight in the eyes, god, his eyes were gorgeous.
    "Sarah. Listen to me." he said. "I screwed up, big time. And I'm not asking you to take me back. I just can't stand us not talking, you were my best friend. And I ruined that. But I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me."
    "Kyle, I'm trying. So hard. It's just hard to forgive someone who crushed your heart. Tyler was there for me. He's always been there for me and nothing will change that." I said proudly.
    "I'm not trying to steal you Sarah, you came to my house. I didn't go looking for you!" he argued.
    "Then what was the point of that CD? What was the point in singing and playing yourself? Kyle. I really don't understand you, it seems like you want to hurt me on purpose." I'm not going to cry.
    Kyle hugged me tight. "I'm so. So sorry." he said. I noticed he was crying.
    "For everything..." he said.
    I started to cry. "It's okay. I don't forgive you for what you did just yet. You need to prove it to me. But I need to get back to Maura. Talk to you later Kylie."
    He smiled at the joke. "Bye." he kissed me on the cheek and I called my mom.
    "I'll be right there."
    She spun up his driveway and I got in the car silent, wiping at my tears.
    When we got home I told Maura everything that happened.
    "Wow." she said.
    "I still like Tyler better, he didn't break your heart."
    "Me too! There's no doubt about me liking Tyler better. It's just...weird to see Kyle like that."
    "It's okay, I understand." she hugged me and we went downstairs to watch a movie in the basement. Just like good old times before anything bad ever happened....
    TTFN,
    Sarah
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18. stephanielynnn
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    August 17, 2010 5:32pm UTC
    I'm for serious going crazy. I've tried multiple times to finish this story. (well this part at least..) and witty keeps deleting it. So blame witty! :) Kbye.
    The Freshman Diaries
    "you're gonna believe them."
    Three days left until Tyler's surgery, that means three more days of classmates that never have even talked to him coming and crying their eyes out telling him its going to be okay.
    a) That's my job.
    b) Umm...why are you so upset, you've never talked to him before?
    All this false sadness is really pizzing me off. Like, seriously? It makes him happy that all these people are coming in, but he doesn't see that they're all just coming to make themselves look good...
    Well, anyway. Today we were sitting in the lobby with this girl named Kara that was all up on my man. I wanted to punch her. She actually tried sitting in his lap. She could have broken his leg, he's all skin and bones and she's not the skinniest girl around and...once again, sitting in his lap? That's my job.
    The nurse made Kara leave (thank god, I was going to be putting her in a hospital room of her OWN soon) and let me stay for a little while longer, she always does.
    We got back to Tyler's room and there were a couple things waiting for us. There was the normal "Get Well Soon!" balloons and flowers, but there was also an envelope on his bed addressed to him and there was a CD on my chair that said "For Sarah" on it. I knew the handwriting. It was Kyle's..
    Tyler has a portable CD player because he's really that cool. So he handed it to me and let me listen to it while he read the letter. He kept glancing at me. I started to tear when I heard the first words playing:
    "I'm desperate for changing, I'm starving for truth..."
    It was our song, but he was singing. I learned as I listened to the rest of the CD it was him recording himself singing and playing acoustic guitar. There were only four songs but it was enough to get his message across:
    1. Hanging by a Moment, Lifehouse
    2. Breakeven, The Script
    3. The Reason, Hoobastank
    4. This Ain't a Love Song This is Goodbye, Scouting for Girls
    (author's note: at least listen to these songs or read the lyrics before you continue reading)
    I was holding back the tears when his voice spoke.
    "Hey Sarah...its Kyle. Incase you didn't notice. Umm...well these are songs I think will explain to you how I'm feeling. I'm an idiot. I will admit that, but I also wanna ask you NOT to read the letter I wrote to Tyler, it's kind of personal. Umm..I love you. And you should know that. I'm not in love wiht you anymore though. And if something happens to Tyler I want you to know I'm here for you, not to date you, because I know you would never want to date me again, but to protect you from the scumbags like me. And that is a promise I will keep forever. Goodbye Sarah, I love you."
    I really did love Kyle back, as he said I wasn't in love with him, but I still cared for him. A lot.
    Tyler motioned for me to come over to his bed after he crumpled up the paper and threw it out.
    "You know I love you, but I think you should leave now." he said.
    "Leave? Why?" I asked.
    "I think you have some unfinished business. I'll see you tomorrow, okay babe?" he asked.
    I kissed him for a long time. "Maybe I'll talk to him. But not in person."
    "Makes no difference to me. I trust you. And him." he said and smiled.
    "I'll be okay alone, go." he reassured me.
    I hugged him and left the room.
    Who knew that would be the last time I would talk to him?
    TTFN,
    Sarah.
    (Comment/Fave if you're still reading. LOL umm I also threw out the whole "pregnant" thing. It was dumbb...kbye!!!)
    
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19. stephanielynnn
    posted a quote
    August 14, 2010 10:31pm UTC
    FOR ALL READERS OF THE FRESHMAN DIARIES:
    I'm working on a new part now and I'm sorry for the delay. Twice I've written it and was about to send and my computer went awall and shut off the internet thus losing my work. So I've been frusterated with it. lol
    ALSO...
    Does anybody wanna make me a pretty layout ? :) kthanks.
    
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20. stephanielynnn
    posted a quote
    August 12, 2010 12:41pm UTC
    The Freshman Diaries
    "'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you"
    You should be able to believe them and feel completely comfortable saying it back. That's what I had with Tyler.
    I haven't written in this stupid diary in three months because, well I've been at the hospital almost every day. The second day of our relationship Tyler was thrown in the hospital and has been there ever since. He's not on life support but they need to monitor him all the time.
    I need to record how I'm feeling. When I was at the hospital I was researching brain cancer and treatments while Tyler slept and held my mind and I found a surgeon who will do an extremely risky procedure that will either cure Tyler...or kill him. It's completely free because of the risks and it's something I really wanted Tyler to do.
    He was getting weak. Instead of his athletic physique he was like a skeleton and had lost all of his hair. He was going to die no matter how much he told me he was going to fight through it all. He woke up and squeezed my hand and whispered,"I love you." to save energy.
    I hugged him and said,"I have something to tell you."
    He tried to sit up, but couldn't I pressed a button to move the mattress up. "Thank you." he said and kissed my hand,"What is it?"
    I was beginning to cry to see my boyfriend dying,"There is a surgery. It can cure you completely and we won't have to worry about the cancer anymore."
    "But I could die." he said sadly. "I don't' know if I could do it, I may have a chance of living still Sarah. Maybe in another three months..." he whispered.
    "Tyler. The doctors have been talking, you're not going to make it to six months. You could die tomorrow. I don't see why you wouldn't want to do this." I said.
    "Because I wouldn't be with you. I knew about this procedure Sarah. I didn't want you finding out."
    "Why?"
    "Because, then you'd want me to get it, and frankly. I don't wanna die." he said.
    I turned and walked away.
    "W-Where are you going?" he asked crying,"I need you."
    "To get the doctors." I said.
    I called the doctors into the room to tell him the truth.
    "Tyler Johnson, you have a couple weeks to live at the best. I'm sorry son, it's not looking good. This procedure can save you. We've had it work before. We've also had it fail. If you want to stay alive it really is your only choice. We have papers here for you to sign if you want it done." he said. "Someone is getting the procedure done today. We won't know if it worked for another week, it puts you in a coma for a week. Some wake up, some don't."
    He walked away and Tyler looked at me crying. I climbed into the hospital bed with him and held him. "It'll be okay Tyler. I'm here." His mother walked in after talking to the doctors.
    "Tyler. We have to do it." she said.
    "I know mom. But I don't wanna not wake up. I need to be here for Sarah. I need to be the father for her child. I need to be here." he said.
    "You won't be here definitely if you don't do this. You may still have a chance." she said and handed him a pen. "Do the right thing Tyler...please."
    Oh yeah. Did I mention? Kyle got me pregnant. How special :)
    "Sarah. Should I do it?" he asked.
    "I'd be upset if you didn't..." I muttered.
    "Okay." he signed the paper.
    Had he made a deal with the devil?
    TTFN,
    Sarah
    (comment/fave if you're reading)
    
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