Hello Beautiful. From my quotes, I will seem ungreatful and annoying, but I really do believe that the world is beautifulI find it amazing how you can be anyone you want in this crazy world. You can make your own decision and save people and help them. You can do anything you want, and I think that's really beautiful. But I do have depression and I am going through dark times. I desperatly searching for the light at the end of the tunnel and I'm scared that I'll never find it, but I have a lifetime to look. I write a lot of songs and I love doing that(: Please believe that you are beautiful, please darling, because you are. Talk to me about all your problems, I'm here to help you 100% I love you for who you are. Stay strong, you are worth more than you know
Give a dash of blood In exchange for pity Shed a tear or two And maybe you'll be loved Skip some meals Take some pills Drown yourself in drink Keep going until they notice Keep going until you can't One more, one more One more sleepless night One more gone too far One more nearly dead One more, one more When will they help? When will they see? When to stop? One more, one more -b.c.
My real Christmas list: To lose 15 pounds To have a boy notice me To not be sad for a whole day To lose 15 pounds To get good grades To have my dreams come true To lose 15 pounds To have my dreams come true To have just one day of fun To lose 15 pounds To lose 15 pounds to lose 15 pounds
This song is for those beautiful little kids who will never get to see their future</3 Loving Goodbye We never know how the day's gonna end When we wake up and the morning begins We never knew what change would be made When you hopped on the bus and gave me a wave I went to my closet and looked at the gifts Wrapped in bows, sealed with a kiss I imagine the smile spread out on you face When you'd wake me up Christmas morning with a loving embrace I think of your future and crying at graduation Your first broken heart and your teenage agrivation Now a pretty memory is all you'll ever be A loving past that was taken too fast I wish that I gave a loving goodbye I wish I could see that smile one more time If only we could dance in the kitchen again If I could take your hand and see you when The light left your eyes and you said your final goodbyes When the fear spread through you and your soul was due I wish I let you stay home, pretending to believe you were sick I wish that time didn't go by so quick I would've said my loving goodbye Now stay peaceful in the sky
Hey I just wrote this song, it's kinda just about things I love hahaha tell me what you think Beautiful [Chorus] A nice warm cup of tea with a new old book to read Camping under stars or a sunset at the beach Nighttime city lights, a country sunrise Working all day with love as pay These things are beautiful and they turn the world around It's in the littlest things in life where magic is found A girl in her room with a thought on her mind The sound of a keyboard, watching the clock change time A cold water after a long hot run New spring flowers meeting the sun Flirting at a party in a loud dark crowded place Taking a night walk with the cool air against your face A letter from your loved one sent in the mail Being told you're wonderful, even as you fail [Chorus] Horoscopes in the morning And the warmth of a fire The smell of a campground And the Ferris wheel going higher Giving a present then getting one in return Being taught something that you've always wanted to learn The eyes of a dream whose dreams have come true The moment someone says, "I love you, too." [Chorus]
*At the beach* My friend: Why aren't you going in the water? Me: I'm afraid that I'll just never come back I haven't gone in the ocean in 3 years because I know that it would be all too easy to swim away
Hey, I just wrote this song...will you please tell me what you think? Fearful Dreamers Sometimes I sit in the pouring rain Wishing I could be one of the cloud's tears Sometimes I watch a passing train Wishing I could be far away from here Sometimes I wish for the pain to be numb But then I'll be right back where I started from Sometimes I want to just sink away But then I remind myself of tomorrow's day There will still be the lies and there wil still be the tears But there will also be hope for our later years We suffer through the heartbreak and all this pain For the chance of a rainbow after the rain [Chorus] We stay in the small town we always knew Dreaming dreams we're too scared to pursue We wish of love then we push it away Fearing the chance it might not stay Hopeful are the helpless and scared are the free Where does that leave you and me? Are we dreamers or doers, could we be both? Are we wishers or pusuers? Too indecisive to take oath After living our whole lives in our head The real world seems only full of dread So [Chorus] Will we live out the lives we dreamed a thousand times Or do we rewrite the story and change all the lines We have choices to make with the world on our shoulders But love will create an easier holder We can run while we can, but we'll stay here to fight The sun sill rises after the darkest night We won't stay in this small town we always knew Where we only dreamed dreams we were too scared to pursue Okay I'm really sorry it's long haha but give me any feedback please!
hey I just wrote this song, tell me what you think please, any feedback is helpful! The Lonely One [Chorus] You're borken, waiting for someone to help you be fixed You're lonely, waiting for someone to hold you through this You sit up late at night When everyone's asleep, you just wonder why There will always be one better So why not like her Always second choice Always insecure There are bags under your eyes From a late night full of cries There are fears under your laugh From all the pain in the past [Chorus] The last one picked The first left behind You think you'll never be more You just keep saying you're fine You don't bother others With this lonely story of yours They don't want to hear about Your inner wars [Chorus] Why are you the one they don't accept You're so abandoned, left with only neglect The last to be invited, if you ever even are You've given up, you've wished on a few too many stars When everything is all said and done You're still left behind, you're still the lonely one
I made it through depression. I'm not going to sit here and lie and say that my life is perfect now. I'm not going to say that days aren't hard sometimes. I'm not going to tell you that goming out of the darkness isn't scary. I'm not going to tell you that I did it all on my own. Because that isn't true. Especially the darkness, coming out of it was to terrifying. But it was worth it. Things got better. I got happier. You can too.
I can't wait for the day that I move to a big city. It will be full of people that I don't know. A new beginning. Faces that haven't seen mine yet. A re-do. I could be anyone I want because people don't know who I have been. A clean slate. I can do what I want whenever I want. Freedom. I can decorate my apartment how I would like to decorate it. Change. I can be who I want. Finally.