How did she not see? the scars on her wrist. How did she not hear? The screaming in the background when they talked on the phone. How did she not tell? The smiles were full of pain. How did she not figure? Everything wasn't ok. >>Besides the fact she was an amazing friend.<< How did she not know. Her Best Friend Was Suffering? stolen from the beautiful RainEmbers
all everyone cares about is my sister and her happiness, and I can't even tell you how worthless and unimportant that makes me feel. If only they knew how I feel about myself and what I think and what goes on in my head, and what I've done to myself. If I was gone, I swear no one would notice and no one would care
"Because in the end, when you lose somebody, every candle, every prayer is not going to make up for the fact that the only thing that you have left is a hole in your life where that somebody that you cared about, used to be."
I'm in love with you, okay? Looking at pictures of us makes me smile and I can't get the smile off of my face. You're on my mind constantly. You're the last thing I think about at night and the first thing I think about in the morning. I dream about you every night. I don't know if you're supposed to be in my head or not, but either way it hurts. And I just want you. You & only you.