I know this isnt pretty but please just read My dad has lung cancer. He's been sick for about 2 years now. He was feeling a lot better recently. The other night he was feeling very sick and couldn't stop coughing. He's very sick and now he's in the ICU at the hospital. He might not make it. I sat in a waiting room for hours with my family just waiting for answers. He's slowly getting better but is still in critical condition. I'm really scared and I'm not sure what to think anymore. I'm not sure what I'd do without my dad. He's my rock and my biggest fan even if he doesnt always show it. Most people can't even imagine this ever happening to them or their family. It's a scary thing and it's really hard. Even though it's scary, it has helped my family become a lot closer and makes all our memories so much more meaningful to me. I'm not doing this for faves. I can promise you that. Please, if its not too much to ask could you pray for him and my family? It would mean the world to me. If you're sill reading this, Thank you. ♥
It's kinda screwed up isn't it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant anything to them. And what hurts the most? Is how they made it look so easy.
I never want to end up like my parents. as horribble as that sounds I honestly don't. I know they're happy but I still want to be in love 30 years after we're married, not just happy. I want to look at my husband and feel like it's the first time I ever saw him. I want every kiss to still give me those butterflies I never want the love to go away. ♥
today i was with him and my friend after school. we just walked around and hung out. i've liked him for a while now. when we were leaving he started teasing my friend and she got "mad" and walked away from us. i said bye to him and tried to walk away but he put his arms around me and said "no don't go!" in this adorable voice. i had to so i started to walk away but he grabbed my hand, turned me around and pulled me close to him. he kissed me and it was so sweet. then he let me leave. i can't stop smiling. ♥
yes this is ugly. i know most of you won't even look at it. i just needed to say that i think i lost my best friend. i saw him wrapped around a tramp and he completely ignored me. the worst part is i havent seen him for two months. i feel like dying. i dont know what to do anymore.