Me:Hey. I know you probably hate me, but I dont hate you. When you thouht my cousin was really me and I said you should feel stupid, I was just kidding. I feel like a jerk, and every single day I look back on how I coulda done something different. I should of went to that game so I could give you a hug after, but I was busy. I should have called you more, but my service sucked. I should of told you how much you really ment to me, but I was afraid of your response. Im not looking for you to tell me that everything is okay, because it's not .I could of been a way better girlfriend that I was, and ever since I lost you, iv'e realized it, trust me. I'm not looking for you to say that you want me back, because I know you don't. I just wanted to let you know, I love you, I love you still, always have, always will. I just was thinking about it and if you were to never date me again, I would just hope we could be friends, because I wouldn't want to lose someone like you. There, I said it. I admitted it. I. Miss. You. Him: Ok. Me: Ok? Him: Yeah. conversation with ex-boyfriend..Can you believe I still love this kid?