Names Sierra, I'm 14 years young, & a freshmann:). I can be the nicest girl you'll ever meet, or the worst. You can decide that(; I'm extremely sarcastic, and Im always laughing. You can hardly ever take me seriously, unless Im upset. I hate drama,. I love meeting new people, so drop me a message if you want to talk. im a volleyball player(: i can hold my breath for a minute and a half. Just thought id throw that out there ;D I love my friends and family.. you could say im creative.I love photography and Volleyball, and a little bit of drawing C: Arizona cardinals baby ;D i also like football, baseball and hockey:) i am boy crazy! I have one best friend in the whole world and her name is Cheyenne Martin I am in love with a guy who doesnt even know i exist.. soo yeah talk to me i dont bite.. :)These are somethings that make my day/night a million times better. When do something i dont do a lot, i cant really explain that. When i am surrounded by my friends, makes me feel like im a part of something. When i sitting outside on a roof looking out to the ocean or traffic , i feel like im a part of something. I feel like one thing i do can effect everything i see & it can. I love it when i find music that goes with my life. Music that explains my life or music that.. hmm.. Well, music that.. the beat goes with my life. I like it when I feel like im on a music video. Those nights when im alone looking up into the sky. I am nothing campared to everything. Those nights you see that one shooting star & its pretty ironic that one are thinking about that special someone when you see it. those days/nights i stay up till the early morning just to talk to you. when i watch the bubbles show up when i pour my coke <33 Those thing just make my day/night a million times better. Oh and a clean shave! Now that feeling pretty fucking amazing (: ~Jellyfiiiish
If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?
Love at First Sight So much for love at first sight I should have looked twice I was blinded by your face And your eyes that made me feel like I was lost in space With a second look maybe I could see See what you would have done to me Maybe by looking you in the eyes I could have seen the lies Maybe if I listened I could have heard The flaw in every word They say one look is all you need It also may mislead Now when it comes I might cringe In memory of the pain it may bring But being alone gives me times to think Time to stop staring and blink Maybe I didn't need a second look Maybe it's the first I shouldn't have took -April nmq
Please don't tell me not to cry Please don't say there was a reason why You don't know what I'm feeling Or how much I hurt The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt You think I should go on with life Forget about it and be strong But deep down I'm sad, and I don't want to go along I don't expect you to understand why For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry My life has changed forever, you see And that is why I'm not acting like the same ole me So please don't try to act like nothing happend Because it's changed my life forever I will never be the same again Not today, not tomarrow, but never The best thing you can do for me is just be there Just like always,my friend My broken heart is hurting bad And it will never mend. nmq
You know what? Im sick of this. Sick of always being put down by my "friends". I can't even have a serious conversation with out them making fun of me or some sh/t. Im done with it. In the next school year, highschool, I will find new friends. Better ones. Ones who will support me, not bring me down. Ones who will back me up. Ones who dont keep secrets from me. Ones that i can actually tell a secret too and know that they will keep it. Ones where i wont be afraid to come to school with new clothes or hair because i think theyll make some rude comment. Ones that will actually text/ call for no reason at all. Ones that will want to hangout 24/7 because they miss me. This year i will find someone I will call my bestfriend, and truly mean it.
Why did you do it? Why did you go and stab me in the back, the way you did? We were best friends, or so I thought. You kept it behind my back so you wouldnt hurt me? You knew Id find out sooner or later. You kept it from me to prevent hurting me. But doing that only hurt me more. I dont like having secrets kept from me, or being stabbed in the back. Before you do some thing put yourself in the other persons shoes because no one likes being stabbed in the back, including yourself.
♥ The worst feelings Ive had: -When one of my friends are hurting and I cant do anything. -Being rejected. -When im falling apart and no one is there to help me. -Crying in front of someone who expected me to be strong. -Falling out of love. -Realizing how trapped I really am in this place. -Hopelessness. -Feeling ugly as F*ck because no one tells me otherwise. ♥
Honesly, I hold in a lot. When im upset, I really dont like to tell anyone. Especially the person who made me feel that way. No matter how much anyone askes the answer will always be, " Im fine." even if its not true.
No matter what, once in your life someone will hurt you. That someone will take all that you are and rip it into pieces and they wont even watch the pieces land. But through the breakdown, youll learn something about yourself. Youll learn that you are strong. And no matter how hard they destroy you, that you can conquer anyone.
Its the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. Its crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but youre stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want. when you have so many things to say, but you dont know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. Its so hard to think back how things used to be and look at it now and realize things are different, and they may never be the same again. You tell yourself its not worth it, but if it really didnt matter, you wound spend so much time thinking about it.
Does anybody know what its like to be so mad at someone & in that moment while you're mad at them you say things like "I cant take it anymore, its over, ive had enough, im fed up, im done, its over?" But deep down your feelings for them are still there, you can't find it in yourself to let go, even though you know you deserve better. you want THEM to start being better, you think about the good times you had together & dont let the bad outweigh the good? That despite all the bull-- that person gives you, you still see the good in them when no one else can? F**k it. Call me stupid. I choose to stay in a bad relationship, cause what relationship doesnt have flaws? I just dont wanna deal with anyone else but that person. Who knows what the hell i mean?
I'm just saying Ill never date someone who drinks or smokes and I tell guys that at the beginning and then when they lie about it, they think I wont find out. Just makes me not want anything to do with you.