maybe, some people in your life aren't meant to stay there forever. maybe, the people you love the most are only supposed to stay for a certain amount of time. maybe god sent them to you, not to be your 'happily ever after', but just to teach you an important lesson. and maybe, just maybe, every will end up to be like a fairytale. ♥ not my layout, but the quote is all mine(:
you know how there's all the love cliches; like having butterflies && having your heart skip a beat? well i think to a certain extent i knew what people meant when they said that, but actually feeling it is something wayyy different. i was hanging out with my friends, when all of the sudden i randomly saw him from the corner of my eye, && instantly, my heart like, litterally skipped a beat. it was honestly the craziest, most scary, wonderfully awesome feeling in the world. && at that moment, i realized that i really am in love with him. but, it just doesn't matter :/ i know he doesn't like me back; so for now, i'm just going to relive that amazing moment, && hope that eventually my feelings will fade... it's kinda long, but in my opinion worth it? idkk, it's not pretty but whatevv.
it's days like today that remind me why i love summer; hanging out with all of my friends at the pool all day, then spending the night at a festival. seeing people i have not seen in months; hanging out with him. yeah, i wish everyy day could be spent like this (:
i feel like i've missed out on a lot of cliches; ~i never had a lemonade stand ~i've never seen someone get their lunch money taken ~me && my friends never get in fights ~no guy has ever been outside my window throwing pebbles ~i've never kissed anyone in the rain
bedtimee &+ i'm still trying to figure out why i wanted to grow up so fast, because my life right now, is not half as great as it was when i was eight, && my biggest problem was my 8:30 p.m. bedtimee. i really miss those days </3