Today I realized;
yeah. My best friends gone.. My brother. A year ago today, I was sitting at home having what I thought was a perfect day, I got a call at 9pm, and you were dead. I didn't believe what they were saying, all I could do was cry. Mom, Dad, Wyatt, Trevor and I drove out to your house that night, I still didn't believe it. A car accident took you away. We spent every day together as long as I can remember. Every day I spent with you, you taught me how to be grown up and handle things in the best way. You were the best and most honorable and perfect person I've ever met, and the best anyone could have ever met. You had a warm smile, and no one hated you. My memories of you I will never forget, I'll keep you in my heart, I promise. Listening to your bestfriends speeches today; you made a positive impact on everyones life with everything you did. You were so young, I wouldn't see you again, I didn't think hugging you goodbye after the lake was the last time I'd ever get to see you. I wish you were here right now, the thought of being so close and not seeing you again is painful. Your opinion always meant the most to me in everything I did. You'll be my inspiration now, and I'll try my best to be a little sister you'd be proud of. On the way home, I didn't let go of your ashes, somehow I expect you to still be here with me, and everyone else. I love you, and miss you so much. I know we fought, but to be honest, you were my favorite brother, You truly did not deserve anything that ever happened.
I'm not going to see you again, and honestly. That scares me.
We were so close. And you taught me to never be afraid.
But now, I am. Without you.
Now Mom and Dad are living life the best they can.
Trevor is going to college soon.
Wyatt was to young to understand.
Kassen will never know his uncle Travis. But I'll tell him you were amazing.
Promise me you'll rest in paradise. ♥
Travis, I wish you didn't leave me.
I'm sorry for not being a better little sister. ♥
-If anyone read this, thank you so much,