No matter how hard you try and get over someone, you'll still have some sort of feeling for them. Everyone tells me to move on and get over you. But they don't know how hard I'm trying. When I see you I remember the way things used to be, and how they are now. Time is supposed to make it all better, but it doesn't when you're heartbroken. It's so hard to see you with her and pretend like it doesn't tear me apart. To tell myself over and over that I deserve better than you. We both have different loves in our life now. But whenever I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little bit faster like mine still does. I still have your picture, and the necklace you gave me. Along with all the notes you wrote to me. I cry almost every time I look at them now. And I still have pictures of you in my mind. Of us holding hands, of our first kiss. I want to rip up the picture in the box into tiny shreds. But I want to save it because I don't want to forget you. I see a picture of you in my mind everyday. And it won't go away. I want you to tell me that you want me back. But I'm scared that you will, because then I'll have to tell you, I'm still not over the last time you broke my heart. </3