I love you.
Right,
Wayne i love you so much its unbelievable.Like I actually CANT explain how much, but I’m going to try my best to describe it.
Its an amazing feeling, it truly is. Waking up with butterflies because of you, its perfect. I dream about you, i make an effort knowing im seeing you yet i dont feel the need to hide behind makeup if i can’t be bothered, because im totally relaxed around you. Lets face it, we changed eachother. I was that shy girl in the youth club, i sat on my own in the corner with my headphones in drawing with my sleeves rolled down and plasters all over me. You were the boy who knew everyone and everyone loved and was always smiling, but was known for fighting and his anger. Now look at us, we started off as two complete strangers, and now i love you more than anything. We spend every day with eachother, whether it be we go on a really stupid, dangerous adventure, or we go to yours and lie in bed cuddling being stupid or having a heart to heart or even sleeping. Those memories they seem so small, so insignificant to other people, the dont seem special. but to me? Theyre the ones ill cherish more than anything ever. Theyre perfect. Like, i used to be this girl that wanted to kill herslef everyday and woke up wishing she was dead, but now i dream about you and wake up smiling, i go weeks clean from selfharm because of you and you are literally my everything. My hero, my life, my entire reason to breathe. I love you more than anyone ever, you make me so happy its stupid. The way you smile, the way you smile with your eyes, your eyes altogether are just perfect, the way you walk, the way you talk, the way youre confident, the way youre protective, the way i tell you everything, the way you hold me, its all just so perfect. Its pretty impossible to explain to you how i feel, but i could talk about you all day non-stop. All the memories we’ve had are stupid, how i could never get bored of speaking to you or seeing you laugh. Idc how cheesy or whatnot this bit sounds but how hodd you are with kids is just downright adorable omg awwww. We might be young, we might be just a pair of messed up kids, but i was onnce that messed up i had no way out, no hope, nothing, and youre my hope, you saved me, you’ve made me glad i stayed alive. And people know me, ive lost in public and people have seen my scars and know my story. They know how depressed i was, yet theyre still trying to ruin my happiness. I wont let that happen, im too happy to explain, it makes me all tingly and its a feeling ive never felt before. I miss you so much right now and its only been a few hours, idc if people say its clingy, i just literally want to spend every minute with you. I love you Wayne Shelton c:
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