oh that one guy. chapter 11:)
Zak and I cuddled for a little on his bed with the TV on MTV. Then I asked him.
Me: Babe?
Zak: Yea?
Me: Can you tell me the truth?
Zak:*starts shifting positions to look at my face*
Anything for you hun, what is it?
Me: Well I was just wondering,
How far have you gone with
a girl before?
Zak: Well I've gotten a BJ before
Me: Oh okay, because I was just thinking,
I dont know when I will be ready,
But when I am, I want to do... It, with you
But...
Zak: Well thats good to hear that you havent yet!
I want to be your first. But you need
to for surely be ready! I don't want
to pressure you into it, and then
have you not speak to me after because
I will then feel like its all my fault
Me: I understand, but i will be for surely ready,
give me about a week to think about it and
I will tell you when I think I will be ready.
Okay?
Zak: Okay, but don't pressure your self either.
Make sure you want to!
Me: I will, I should get home now for
Dinner.
Zak:*kisses me&I kiss him back* I'll walk you
to the door babe.
Me: Thanks
Zak: I'm pretty sure that we have been talking for a while
now and i've been realizing things, I really like you
Me: i love you
Zak: I don't tell girls I love them, I want to find that special girl
I left, Jumped in my Hummer, backed out and left, I didn't want to talk to him, or see him or anything. What he had just said, hurt me. Am I not special enough!?!?
moreee? comment?