and you know what hurts the most?
loving him, and not being able to say it,
because i would be judged. rumors would fly,
and gossip would spread, and i would be shunned.
because i'm not supposed to like him. he's not my type.
i'm supposed to like the quiet, thoughtful boy
with the intense eyes. but why can't i like the boy
who makes my heart skip, who makes me
want to melt?