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  1. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    December 5, 2013 6:36pm UTC
    Secure with my Insecurities
    i'm sure that i'm insecure. Can you blame me? Can you blame me that I know you've been with better, prettier, or more experienced? It stings a bit, to know I'm almost just like the rest. My presence truly holds no significance. Ten years from now, will you be saying "oh man, i remember her." Unfortunately, I know you won't be. You'll probably hear my name, and it'll ring a bell, but will you get a small flutter? Or even smirk a bit at the tender sound of my name? I don't delude myself by saying that i'm not special since I'm unable to be your first anything, but god, maybe you deserve better. Or maybe I do.
    I'm sorry, that I cannot be you're better. As much as I hope I could be, I cannot.
    I'm sorry.

  2. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    December 3, 2013 3:06pm UTC
    Rubbed Raw, And Reeling.
    I admit it, i did something incredibly stupid. Something full of deceit. I knew i shouldnt have.. but i did. I wanted that rush. That type of rush every teenager experiences when she does something rebellious. The knowing you went against all odds, and proved others, even yourself, wrong. I
    craved for the touch that i was curious for. Truthfully, i thought this moment was just
    the product of adolescent chemistryenthriced by the same admiration. The numbness, the nerves, the vulnerability of that touch. Electrifies like circuits around your body. The guilt sets in knowing your innocence has been revoked. That first time, that only occurs once in your life, completely changes you. You feel oddly different, temporarily good, but very much, blemished emotionally. The uncertainty rushes in through short sparks of self proudness. It the weirdest bittersweet self discovery that consumes you with the bitter than that delightful sweet. My advice, wait. Wait until you find someone who'd make that bittersweet moment, utterly beautiful. That takes away that horrid bitter, that you never want to face again. Someone who knows your flaws and will accept your gorgeous vulnerability. Thats how it should be.

  3. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    August 20, 2013 12:20pm UTC
    Not in the Best Shape.
    Losing is a matter of unevitable oblivion. Tremendous losses not only break you, but they shape you. Grief not only changes you, but it reveals you. It reveals you in the most raw ways any human can ever possibly be. The true emotion is peeling open. Perspectives change, in every branch of your life. Sympathy is not only the worst comfort, but simple haiku advice such as "things will get better" or "keep your head up" loses its meanings. Love found me, but I did not want to find it.

  4. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    March 9, 2013 9:14pm UTC
    My friends and I started the first day of kindergarten
    with sweaty palms and runs in our tights
    and Dillon got bashful when he saw me get on the bus
    and hid his head in the seat
    and Michelle and I played dress up for hours in her mother's closet
    talking about how it would be like to act like
    the big kids.
    My friends and I started the first day of middle school
    with sweaty palms and new jeans
    and Dillon and I kissed under the jungle gym last year
    but he liked another girl more than me.
    and Michelle kissed all her big brother's friends
    and tried to be just like
    the big kids.
    My friends and I started the first day of high school
    with sweaty palms and big text books
    and Dillon has been dating Hannah for two months
    and gives me looks in the hallway.
    and it seems like Michelle has been trying to play dress up in her mother's
    closet again.
    and all the boys look at her and she loves it.
    And it seems like no one will take you seriously unless
    you're a big kid.
    My friends and I said good bye the last day of senior year
    with fond memories and our graduation caps
    and Dillon took his own life last year
    because Hannah forgot they were dating
    for a night.
    And Michelle stays home mostly now
    because her baby needs her more than she needs her degree
    and it scares me now
    because we are
    the big kids.

  5. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    February 22, 2013 11:56am UTC
    understand that, if you're cold i'll keep you warm.
    and besides, there's so much beauty in a storm.

  6. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    February 8, 2013 7:25pm UTC
    She forced a smile, said,
    "Boy, come kiss my mouth—I'll set you free.
    You know that hope you're holding to? It looks an awful lot like fear.
    Now, you're so quick to fall on failure, and so quick to raise your voice, like,
    'If I can't find a mistake to blame, we didn't have a choice.'
    Oh, but you had option.
    I was your chance to feel complete,
    But when I leaned in close to you, you
    Kissed your fear instead of me.
    You had my hand in your hand,
    You had my lip in your teeth,
    You had my heart on your sleeve,
    You had a chance to breathe.
    But, boy, you wouldn't let your fear recede so I moved on.
    And it's too late to change your mind now,
    You got scared, boy, and I got gone.
    Now you failed, and there's no way to turn back time.
    You had your chance, boy, I tried."
    "You tried?" I looked her in the eye and smiled,
    "My girl, you must understand that fear is not some product that I made.
    It crept unwelcome in my head the day they had her torn away.
    It changed me.
    Now at the end of everyday I lie awake at night and wait
    To feel the wires of my brain get cut and quietly rearranged, and
    Hear my beaten heart exclaim, 'Still, I refuse to let her go.'"
    So we escape to our mistakes for they wait patiently for us.
    Oh, how they always wait for me.
    If my fear has kept me here only my fear can set me free.
    And I'm sorry, dear, but don't you dare say another word.
    How could I risk holding your heart in me while still in love with her?
    You were wrong."

  7. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    February 8, 2013 7:19pm UTC
    I know it's late
    and i know,
    i messed up.
    But i love you.
    so,
    can we please
    make up?

  8. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    February 8, 2013 7:14pm UTC
    touching him
    is like realizing
    all you ever
    wanted was
    right
    in
    front
    of
    you

  9. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    February 8, 2013 7:11pm UTC
    A girl met a boy.
    And she loved him
    more than
    moonlight
    and the starry sky
    more than
    changing seasons
    or oversized sweaters
    more than
    polaroids and postcards
    old typewriters
    or record players
    concert tickets
    and the text she
    highlighted
    in her favorite novels
    she had come to love
    everything he was
    and everything she
    had made him into
    her heart swelled as
    the days passed by
    she was so full of love
    for him and hope
    that she forgot to do
    what so many forget to do
    she forgot to leave room
    to love herself.

  10. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    February 1, 2013 8:03pm UTC
    Once upon a time, there was a girl and a boy. The boy was crazy about the girl right off the bat. he sent her long meaningful texts. he gave her little gifts here and there. he called her beautiful. what more can a girl ask for, right? although, the girl was hesistant. she was hesitant to become attached and to fall in love. she knew the pain that came along with that from experience. he was glorious. he had blue eyes, straight white teeth, and just a wonderful face. her friends thought she was crazy if she didnt go for it. so, she went for it. they both became endlessly attached to each other. they longed for each other, and dreamed about being together for so long. they were happy. problems came their way, and obstacles struck. but they both knew: "the course of true love never did run smooth." but of course, the girl's parents did not approve of him. for, she got fantastic grades, and he didn't. she was te type to stay home, and he was the type to party. she would never even go near a cigarette or a drink, and he would tamper with those objects every weekend. he began to lose hope. how can they pursue their love if she didnt have the freedom she deserved? so, they broke up one week before their one month anniversary. she wasnt left too hurt, because she secretly hoped he'd come around again. he missed her though. he saw her happy, smiling, laughing. it killed him. he went back for her, and of course she let him back in with open arms. this time, the girl knew she'd have to go behind her parent's back to be with the boy she loved. the boy didnt know. she would sneak out every time she could, just to hold, cuddle, and kiss the boy she thought she couldnt live without. doing something wrong felt awfully right for her, because in her eyes he was worth it. sometimes it pained her when he wouldnt realize how much she sacrificed. he still smoked, sometimes even in front of her. she acted like it never phased her, but she was just holding her breath. his friends were the epitome of low lives, she couldnt be herself around them but somehow she coped with it because she knew he was worth it. the boy soon realized, they were just complete opposites. he was blind at how much she was truly trying. he never knew the complete truth. so enough was enough, he gave up when it got tough.. although the girl truly feared that deep down. they broke up. 3 weeks later, he found a new girl. someone magnificent, that acted just like him, and someone a lot prettier. the girl? she was back to experiencing the excruciating pain she was hesitant to feel. little did he know. and little did you know, that girl was me.

  11. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    January 21, 2013 10:30pm UTC
    Today, January 21, 2013.
    I noticed I no longer needed someone.
    I don't need someone to remind me how great I am.
    I don't need someone to kiss, and hold.
    I don't need to fall in love, when there's all the time in world.
    I don't need a guy to complete me.
    I don't need to be dependent.
    I need to focus on how great of a person I am.
    I need to focus on how someone will appreciate that, one day.
    I need to focus on what really matters;
    like school, friends, family, etc.
    I need to be positive.
    I need to stay strong.
    & for now, I need to stay independent, until i'm ready.

  12. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    January 13, 2013 5:54pm UTC
    you know you're in love when you sincerely love the little things.
    you fall in love with the smell of his hoodie.
    you fall in love with his face.
    the way his eyelashes curl
    the color of his eyes
    the little freckles and crevices.
    the way he smiles
    and the way he laughs.
    the little light facial hair,
    and how they stick out ever so slightly.
    and how his face feels when you grab it.
    the way his cheeks feel against your hands
    how his lips feel against your lips
    how his lips feel against your neck
    how his teeth feel biting your lips
    how his tongue feels.
    how soft he is
    how gentle he is
    how amazing he is
    how perfect he is.

  13. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    January 13, 2013 5:30pm UTC
    I'm a victim.
    I'm a victim of a heartbreak.
    people will just look past this, because this quote is boring.
    just like my story.
    i found someone close to me.
    someone i utterly adored.
    he was the closest thing to love i have ever reached in my life.
    we met beginning of the year.
    i was only 15, and he's 16.
    he treated me like a princess right off the bat.
    we texted all day, every single day.
    for months.
    i met his family, we talked for about 2 1/2 months prior to going out.
    we dated for almost a month, and we broke up right before our one month.
    of course, i was crushed.
    but on our one month we got back together.
    day after new years, we broke up a g a i n.
    this time around, i know it's permanent. & i know what people might say,
    "it's stupid to say you've almost fell in love with someone if you didn't date that long"
    trust me, i used to say that all the time too.
    but now i understand how it feels like.
    to be so close to someone, to have someone to kiss, to have someone to hold, to have someone to call you beautiful, to have someone to tell you how much they adored you, to find someone who can relate to you in so many ways, to have someone to make you feel safe, to have someone to trust.
    so. this quote is for the girls who've gotten close to love, or have been in love.
    this quote is for the girls who remain to stay strong
    this quote is for the girls who keep their head up
    this quote is for the people who're going through a heartbreak
    and this quote is especially for the people who never g i ve u p.

  14. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    October 29, 2012 11:51am UTC
    i miss the old witty, lol

  15. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    July 13, 2012 3:20pm UTC
    on the phone with my old crush.
    him: you know how you said you're never anybody's first priority?
    me: yeah..
    him: that really hurts me, because i know if i ever liked you, you would be my first priority, you're an amazing girl.
    the most bittersweet moment of my life.

  16. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    July 13, 2012 2:42pm UTC
    i miss you.
    the old you.
    the one i was so comfortable around with.
    the one that laughed at my jokes.
    the one that talked to me every single day.
    the one that made me weak to my knees.
    the one that gave me butterflies.
    the one who used to write me little letters and send them during class.
    the one that came to me for all your problems, because you knew I cared.
    the one that gave me tight hugs.
    the one that gave me soft long kisses, even though we were never official.
    the one who always knew how to make me smile when I was upset.
    the one who made me feel important.
    the one who would miss me even if we didn't talk for just one day.
    the one that stayed up with me 'till one in the morning, even if it was a school night.
    the one who would tell me i looked beautiful.
    the one i fell in love with.

  17. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    July 9, 2012 7:09pm UTC
    i'm tired of crying.
    i'm tired of being sad.
    i'm tired of pretending.
    i'm tired of being alone.
    i'm tired of remembering.
    i'm tired of missing people.
    i'm tired of being different.
    i'm tired of feeling worthless.
    i'm tired of being left out.
    i'm tired of feeling empty inside.
    i'm tired of wishing i could start over.
    i'm tired of dreaming of a life i'll never have.
    but most of all... i'm just tired of being tired.
    nmq/nmf. just saving it.

  18. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    July 9, 2012 7:06pm UTC
    Ugh,
    All the good things in my life
    are so temporary. Can I just
    have something good stay in
    my life, for a really long
    time? I just want to be happy.

  19. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    July 5, 2012 3:38pm UTC
    Okay well,
    I'll admit.
    Freshman year actually wasn't so bad.
    I met amazing people, and made new bestfriends.
    Lost a bestfriend, but people come and go.
    Fell really hard for a bunch of guys, but experienced a really rough heartbreak.
    I experimented with things I never thought I would even have the balls to try.
    It had its ups and downs.
    I wouldn't trade that year for anything in the world though.
    I did everything with no regret, and it taught me to live life to the fullest.
    but maybe just maybe, sophomore year can be much more amazing?
    C L A S S O F 2 0 1 5.

  20. secrets_x33 secrets_x33
    posted a quote
    June 2, 2012 9:23am UTC
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