Dear Ex, Hey. I was just thinking about you today. I think about you every day...but this time, it was different. I couldn't help it...I had to talk to you and let you know how I really feel about this. I just can't seem to get you off my mind. You know you still mean everything to me, right? You always have. I made a mistake. I made a lot of mistakes. I'm sorry. I love you. Well, how are you? How have you been? I haven't talked to you or heard much from you in a while. Is everything going okay? Hows your big brother and your mom and dad? I know you hate me now, but don't worry. I hate me, too. I know you never did truly love me, but I don't hate you. I never did. All those text messages you sent me...yeah they hurt. But I deserved every word of it. Sometimes the truth hurts. You know, I always thought that we were going to grow up and get married someday...start a family together. That's what I REALLY wanted. But sometimes things just don't work out the way people intend them to. Most of all, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for everything. I'm especially sorry that things ended the way they did. When all that stuff was going on, I didn't know what to do. So I did what I thought was the easiest thing at the time...I left. But now I realize what I SHOULD have done. I should have picked you. I made a huge mistake. And there's not a day in my life that I don't regret it. And you know what? If I could go back in time a couple of months, I would change everything. I would have stayed with you and never would have hurt you. I would make it to where none of that stuff ever happened. But I can't change anything and now I'll have to live with my mistakes. I'll have to get over you and try to accept the fact that you're gone...possibly forever. I hope that one day, you'll speak to me again. Or that we'll see each other again. But for now, goodbye. I'm sorry. I love you.