me: *walks into school* person: *looks at me* me: they probably think i'm ugly me: they probably think i'm a loser me: they probably don't like me me: they probably hate me me: everyone probably hates me
We were in the car and my Dad was all like "if all the other kids jumped off a bridge would you" and I was like "yeah because there'd be a huge pile of bodies to land on" and he started choking and almost swerved off the road
Me on the computer: *listening to music* Me showering: *listening to music* Me walking: *listening to music* Me eating: *listening to music* Me sleeping: *listening to music* Me breathing: *listening to music* Me at school: *playing music in my head*
Last night I was at my boyfriends house. I didn't talk the whole time I was there, just nodded or shook my head. Yet no one even noticed there was something wrong. His Dad took me home, and as I got out I asked my boyfriend to come in my house for a minute. He said no and I started crying, asking him again and again to. He started shouting at me saying "What are you doing? Look at you, you're a freak!" I walked away down an alley, crying. He text me saying "stop being stupid just go inside", and I told him I wanted to die. He said, "one problem, if you want to die why dont you commit" so I told him I would to prove it to him. I didn't reply for an hour, and all I got was the occasional "Sarah???". After the hour, I said "ring me, I've hurt myself" and he wouldn't. I'm so done.