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ryannbeem11

1. ryannbeem11
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   January 3, 2013 12:57pm UTC
   "how are you?"
   what i think; broken useless, alone, clueless, confused, betrayed, fragile, on the verge of tears, depressed, anxious, about to break down, pathetic, annoying, misused, distant, lonely, rejected, crushed, about to fall apart, defeated, never good enough
   what i say; "im fine"
   
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2. ryannbeem11
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   January 3, 2013 12:49pm UTC
   I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try so hard to fit in, but you can't. How you hurt yourself of the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.
   
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3. ryannbeem11
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   January 3, 2013 12:46pm UTC
   "What happened to your wrists?"
   
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4. ryannbeem11
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   January 3, 2013 12:44pm UTC
   I can't stop. Sadness is familiar. It's comfortable & it's easy. In a sense that it comes naturally to me. But everything else about it is hard: the way my body aches with self hatred. The way my mind spins with hopeless thoughts. The way it poisons everything i do, every relationship i have, yet it's additcting.
   
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5. ryannbeem11
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   January 3, 2013 12:41pm UTC
   How many times have you texted "i'm okay" while crying?
   Too many to count.
   
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6. ryannbeem11
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   January 3, 2013 12:39pm UTC
   Not nice enough
   Not pretty enough
   Not thin enough
   Not talented enough.
   Not stable enough
   Not calm enough
   I'll just never be enough.
   
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7. ryannbeem11
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   January 3, 2013 12:37pm UTC
   That calm feeling you get after you self harm, its like being high. All of your pain for just a few minutes is physical instead of all those mental probelms tearing you apart. and that night, you sleep calmly.
   its crazy how something so EVIL could feel so good.
   
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8. ryannbeem11
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   January 3, 2013 12:33pm UTC
   I'm falling apart, i can feel every last peice of me hit the ground, its killing me.
   
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9. ryannbeem11
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   January 3, 2013 12:31pm UTC
   I'm sick of making things worse.
   I'm sick of being hurt.
   I'm sick of crying myself to sleep.
   I'm sick of hating everything.
   I'm sick of this fake smile i put on.
   I'm sick of feeling this way.
   I'm sick of letting people down
   I'm sick of being the one who ruins everything.
   but most of all, im sick of being me.
   
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10. ryannbeem11
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    January 3, 2013 12:27pm UTC
    The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one where everyone else is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat and your eyes become blurry from all the tears, The one where you just want to scream. The one where you hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can't breathe anymore.
    
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11. ryannbeem11
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    May 31, 2012 5:44pm UTC
    S t A y
    b E a U t I f u L
    
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12. ryannbeem11
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    April 2, 2012 11:57pm UTC
    sometimes i bawl & bawl & bawl... because you're gone.
    i miss you more than anyone ever could.
    I don't remember your voice
    sometimes i forget what you look like
    but it doesn't mean your not in my heart
    it doesnt mean i dont miss having you
    i doesnt mean i dont want you back.
    R.I.P daddy<3 i'll never forget you</3
    
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13. ryannbeem11
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    January 17, 2012 5:45pm UTC
    LIVE
    LAUGH
    LOVE
    
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14. ryannbeem11
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    January 17, 2012 2:30am UTC
    Everyone deserves a second chance.
    
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15. ryannbeem11
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    January 17, 2012 2:25am UTC
    I try to help anyone & everyone i can because i don't want anyone sad or upset... happy is the thing that makes a girl the prettiest.
    
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16. ryannbeem11
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    January 17, 2012 2:22am UTC
    Being beautiful doesn't mean looking pretty, if you're confident than to yourself you can be the prettiest girl in the world... and that's all that matters.<3
    
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17. ryannbeem11
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    January 17, 2012 2:16am UTC
    Girl: Anyone who says Disney World is the best place in the world has obviously never been in your arms.
    Boy: Well, you've obviously never been to Disney World.
    
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18. ryannbeem11
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    January 17, 2012 2:14am UTC
    Im just a girl...
    *i make mistakes.
    *i say thing i dont mean.
    *i fall in love too fast.
    *i hurt the ones i love.
    *i confuse people.
    *im not perfect.
    but...im just a girl
    
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19. ryannbeem11
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    January 17, 2012 2:10am UTC
    You can say whatever you want about me; i guess im just
    UNIQUE
    
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20. ryannbeem11
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    January 17, 2012 2:08am UTC
    Not fearing anything can give youall the freedom in the world.
    
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