requiem posted a quote
December 29, 2013 12:28am EST
"Don't say that. You know how much you mean to me. I'm sorry it's not in the way that you want, but that's just how it is. You're my best friend. At least, you used to be. And still sometimes are . . . when you let your guard down." He smiled the old smile that I loved. "I'm always that," he promised. "Even when I don't . . . behave as well as I should. Underneath, I'm always in here." "I know. Why else would I put up with all of your crap?"
requiem posted a quote
October 5, 2012 11:03am EDT
You're amazing, you know that? You see me breaking, falling apart, »♥ +++ so full of hatred, and yet you love me. You see me crying, weak, and yet remain unphased. I don't know how you can love me; But whatever the reason is, I hope it doesn't go away.
requiem posted a quote
October 4, 2012 10:42pm EDT
I'd like to THINK that I never did what I did to you, ♥ AND THAT I NEVER SAID WHAT I SAID TO YOU. But the truth is that I did, and I can't change that. I'M ONLY HUMAN (♥) I MAKE mistakes. »»» I know who I am because of those mistakes. I LOST YOU BECAUSE OF THEM.
LosINg HIM Was BLue (( LIKE I'D NEVER KNOWN. MISSING HIM Was ♥ DaRK GRaY, aLL ALONE. »FORGETTING HIM WAS LIKE TRYING TO KNOW SOMEBODY YOU'D NEVER MET ♥♥♥
you want to know » what makes me love HIM more than I loved you? IT'S BECAUSE WHEN YOU GOT ME, I WAS PERFECTLY UNUSED. I was fearless, and a hopeless romantic. when he got me, »» I was (( bruised & battered )) ++ I was afraid of the world, and cynical about love. AND YET HE DIDN'T LEAVE ♥
requiem posted a quote
September 22, 2012 5:33am EDT
[♥♥♥] back when we were DATING, we used to call each other Romeo anD JuLIeT and the i r o n y is that just as Shakespeare INTENDED; we enDeD♥ In♥TRaGeDY
requiem posted a quote
September 14, 2012 4:23am EDT
“ This is, I believe, different from the suicidal wish of those who are in so much pain that death feels like relief, different from the suicide I would later attempt, trying to escape that pain. This is a wish to murder yourself; the connotation of kill is too mild. This is a belief that you deserve slow torture, violent death. ” - MARYA HORNBACHER WASTED: A MEMOIR OF ANOREXIA AND BULIMIA.
requiem posted a quote
September 5, 2012 8:50am EDT
THAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH US, WE'RE TOO MUCH ALIKE. We're both stubborn & always want » to get our own way. We both hate to be wrong & love to be right. But that's the thing about love. No matter what happens; we always come back for each other one more time.
requiem posted a quote
September 5, 2012 6:03am EDT
I will never forget how you smelled that day like your mom did your laundry and like you wanted me to want you and breathe you in until I got lightheaded and had to sit down and I will never forget the way you looked at me like you could sort through all the clutter in my head and I will never ever forget how your voice sounded soft and sudden and illuminated just like your eyes when you said I was different and that was the exact moment when I let myself feel again
requiem posted a quote
October 29, 2011 7:58pm EDT
I'm not good at relationships I always manage to find the flaws sometimes in others but mostly my own. I foretell the ending then go and create the cause save myself and end up alone.