to you. </3 i see you and i start to cry. i can't help it. yah know? just seeing you when your looking at her and falling in love. i used to be that girl. now i walk around the halls at school and smile, pretending that i am over him. people believe me, just to shut them up so they leave me alone. i hold back all the tears around everyday. i hate this right now. i just want things to be normal again, like the way they were in december. i want us to be perfect again. i want the group back together. i wish i could just be over you already. i am so miserable. i need you in my life, and i know that i've told you that. it's so hard to see you at school, and know that you don't care about me or love me or even want me anymore. you are the best guy i have ever been with in my life, and i wish i was back with you. i never meant to get in a fight with you. you are the love of my life and i need you. just come back to me, my life would feel normal again. you were the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. i would be the perfect girlfriend, and treat you just how you want. i miss being with you so much, and i wish you felt that way about me too. i fell for you when i first met you, and i still can't seem to get back up. </3 "If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you."
i love you. lots of love.
why can't guys just understand this. i miss him so much.
all my friends say that i should give this to him
[+] if i should?
[-] if its to wierd and obsessive?
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