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  1. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
    posted a quote
    October 3, 2012 4:51pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 14: Sam's POV
    "Are you ready?" I asked Kendra the next morning.
    She nodded vigorously, letting her blonde hair fall into her face, before walking out of the room.
    A few seconds later, she walked out, dragging a suitcase the size of two of her behind her.
    I glanced to Kyle, and we shrugged, as Sean snorted a laugh.
    "Did I miss you saying that you're moving out?" Dana joked to her, laughing.
    Kendra looked at the four of us puzzled, then down at her suitcase.
    "I'm not moving," she informed her, "I'm just making sure I have enough to last me a week."
    "More like a lifetime," I said lowly to the guys, before the three of us burst out laughing.
    Kendra glared straight at me, and immediately we all stopped.
    "I'll see you guys later," I said to the Sean the Kyle, then nodded at Dana.
    I still didn't know what to think about her, from what it seemed she wasn't too excited of my presence.
    Dana waved back, before engulfing Kendra in a tight hug.
    "I'll miss you! Tell you aunt I said hello, also!" she exclaimed, and Kendra agreed.
    "I'll call you later tonight!" she told her as I grabbed her suitcase and left the room.
    The walk off campus was silent, just the three of us.
    I started considering the baby a person, because in five months, it would be.
    I personally was excited, and Kendra even knew that.
    But there was so much to do in the little time we had left after school and work that I was afraid we wouldn't even have a room set up by then.
    Personally, I was especially happy to be with Kendra.
    Just her presence alone lights up the room, and she's constantly smiling and happy.
    She was just a loveable person that anybody could fall for.
    At first, I wanted the baby to be a boy, but as time started passing on, I've grown on the idea of a girl, in hopes she'd be an exact replica of Kendra.
    From her eyes, to her fingernails, there wasn't a thing I'd come to dislike about her up to now.
    I know we'll be together for a while, hopefully forever.
    I guess I just got lucky, meeting her in the coffeeshop one day, and seeing her at a party the next.
    It still is pretty weird to think that if this whole mess never had happened, we probably would have never spoken again.
    But I can say for myself that I'm glad it had.
    Yeah, this chapter is super short, but I kind of just wanted to add at least one Sam's pov, so you know what's going on in his head:D hope you like!

  2. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 30, 2012 4:56pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 14
    "I'll be fine, Aunt Lindsey." I reassured into the phone.
    My aunt let out a short laugh before she finally replied to me.
    "I know you will, he seems like a good guy, sweetie." she said.
    I tossed an extra sweatshirt in my suitcase, just in case, then walked back over to my closet.
    "He really is," I said, grabbing a few pairs of shoes out of my closet.
    My phone made a beep noise, letting me know I had another call as I threw the shoes on top of my clothes.
    "I have another call, I'll talk to you tomorrow!" I insured, and we said our goodbyes.
    I clicked over to the next line, "Hey Ken," Dana's voice chirped into the other line.
    I laughed as I took a seat on my bed, right beside my suitcase.
    I had just talked to Dana ten minutes ago in the kitchen, how far could she have gone to?
    "Hi Dana," I said through my giggles, "what's up?"
    "Come out and watch a movie with me, nobody else is here." I heard her pout.
    I stifled another fit of laughter, and agreed to her.
    We hung up, and I walked outside into the living room, where Dana was cuddled up on the couch.
    She looked over to me, and flashed me a smile as she pat the area beside here.
    I nodded as I walked into the kitchen, and grabbed two bottles of water from the fridge.
    Once I was back where Dana was, I sat down as I handed her a water bottle.
    It actually felt weird being with Dana, I had barely had any time with her.
    Between both of our schoolwork, and our jobs, and the fact that I was preparing for everything with Sam now, everything was hectic.
    "Where have you been?" she started, as if reading my mind, "I feel like it's been weeks since I'd even spoke to you, and you're across the hallway!"
    I laughed with a nod as I agreed with her remark, before taking a sip of water.
    "I know, there's been no Dana Kendra time," i sighed, curling up my bottom lip.
    Dana nodded, engulfing me into a tight squeeze.
    "So, how's everything going, with Sam and all of that I mean," Dana brought up, as we tried to decide on a movie to watch.
    I shrugged, glancing at the t.v. screen. There wasn't much to say.
    "It's different, but things are running smooth so far. Thank God." I replied to her.
    Dana nodded as I spoke, letting me know she was listening.
    I knew she still wasn't to excited with the fact that I actually was dating Sam, which may be a factor to us not speaking in a while. But I really think she left that behind her.
    She may not like him, and we all know it, but she deals with it all.
    "What about you?" I asked, a sly grin on my face, "any more cute guys?"
    Dana looked over to me from the t.v. and raised one single eyebrow at me before replying.
    "Well, there is one guy, but I just think he'd cute, that's it." she said, shrugging a shoulder.
    I widened my eyes at her like she was crazy. Did she actually think she'd get away without telling me?
    "Details?" I demanded with a smile.
    Dana shook her head modestly, "it's nothing, I swear." she laughed it off.
    But I didn't leave it there, I needed to know, now that it was brought up.
    "Oh come on, just tell me! Maybe I could set you two up," I grinned, nudging her with my elbow.
    Dana dug her hand into the bowl of popcorn in between the two of us, pulling out a handful.
    "I don't think it'll work out, Ken. It'd make things weird, you know?" she sighed, tossing the popcorn in her mouth after speaking.
    I giggled as she struggled to fit all of the popcorn in her mouth.
    "Oh come on, it can't be that bad. Unless it's Kyle or Sean," I laughed, and Dana laughed nervously.
    "No way, Dana. One of the boys?" I said in shock.
    Before Dana even had the chance to open her mouth, the door of our dorm opened up, revealing both Sean and Kyle, along with a few guys.
    "Hey girls," the each nodded at us, and we waved back.
    "It's definitely Sean, isn't it?" I said quietly in her ear as the boys piled into the living room.
    Dana locked her mouth shut, then threw away the key behind her.
    I'm going to be taking that as a "yes."
    Sorry I've been MIA for all week! School was s hectic!
    Anyway, what are your thoughts? Is Kendra right? Is it Sean?:O

  3. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
    posted a quote
    September 25, 2012 9:05pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 12
    "Could you take this order? I have to ring this one up" I asked Jamie, and she nodded.
    I made my way to the cash register, punching in the prices, and recieving money.
    "Here you go," I smiled, handing the young guy his change.
    He thanked me, grabbing his coffee cup and bag of donuts, before walking out the door.
    This unusual random rush of customers had been going on for nearly twenty minutes now, it was crazy.
    However, being on my feet for that long, rushing around non-stop didn't have the greatest effect.
    My back was killing me, my legs felt like jell-o, and I guess the fact that I now had a partially visible belly weighing me down was also a factor.
    Jamie walked over to the register, finishing up the order she'd finished, and I walked over to help the next customer.
    "Can I hel-hey Sam!" I smiled, suddenly feeling better.
    Sam grinned, hoisting himself up over the counter far enough to peck my lips, "Hey."
    He walked around to the back side of the counter where Jamie and I were, giving room for the next customer.
    "What are you doing here?" I asked, as I began the next order.
    He shrugged, leaning against the coffee machine I was using at that point.
    "I was going to see if you wanted to go eat on your break," he suggested.
    I capped the to-go cup of espresso, and handed it to Jamie.
    "I'd love to, but I actually have to be on break to do that. Seeing how many people are here, I don't think that'll be anytime soon." I sighed, and so did Sam.
    Soon enough, his face lit up, probably with some kind of idea.
    "I could help out," he paused as my head shot up to him, "I mean if you want." he shrugged.
    "You don't have to, Sa-" Sam shook his head, before cutting me off.
    "No, I want to. Besides, I could use a little extra work," he said, like it was nothing.
    I smiled, opening my mouth to speak.
    However, before I could object to him, he was already helping the next person in line.
    I rolled my eyes playfully as he helped Jamie and I finally get through that whole rush.
    "Thank you," I said to him, as I finally took a seat.
    Sam smiled, shrugging his shoulders, "It really was nothing."
    "Nothing? You probably helped get through close to fifty customers at once," Jamie said from behind us.
    Sam shrugged sheepishly at Jamie, before turning back to me.
    "I should really get going, I have class in twenty minutes," he started.
    I nodded, slipping my hand around his waist as I gave him a kiss on his soft lips.
    "And who might this be?" A voice asked from behind.
    I quickly pulled away from Sam's grasp, and turned around to my manager, Dan.
    Oh great.
    "I might be Sam, Kendra's boyfriend," he said with some spite, slinging his arm around my shoulder.
    Oh great, looks like I'm going to be out of a job in a few seconds.
    First Dan catches me locking lips with my boyfriend, and now he's giving him and attitude.
    "Is that true?" Dan asked down to me, raising one of his eyebrows at me.
    I bit my lip, glancing at Sam before reluctantly nodding.
    Dan stared at me for a moment, his face scrunched together, and i prepared myself for my punishment.
    You see, Dan was pretty strict when it came to having any distractions , it's disrespectful to the customers.
    "Well, is there a possibility he'd like to start working here?" Dan continued, and I quickly shook my head.
    "Thanks, but Sam's good. He's already workin-" I felt a pair of fingers cover my mouth.
    "I'm up for it." Sam added in, before I could wiggle out of his grip.
    Sorry for not posting more often! I will start now:)

  4. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 23, 2012 6:29pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 11
    The next morning I woke up, and went along with my morning routine.
    I took a quick shower, got changed and ready for the day ahead of me, all before 10:30.
    I guess you could say I was an early bird, but I had my moments where I'd sleep until 12.
    "Ugh," I groaned, as my stomach flipped, leaving the leftovers from last night in the toilet.
    This is going to be something I do not miss one bit.
    "Is everything okay?" I heard Sam ask curiously from behind.
    I looked over at him, and gave a reassuring smile before nodding. I completely forgot he was even here.
    "It's just morning sickness," I shrugged as I stood up.
    Sam yawned, and scratched the top of his head groggily as he attempted to speak.
    I raised an eyebrow, unsure of what language he was speaking exactly.
    "Does that happen every morning?" he asked, shocked.
    I nodded, and folded my arms over my chest as I leaned against the sink.
    "And some afternoons, you get used to it." I said like it was nothing, which it pretty much was.
    I guess it was like a new addition to my morning routine, just not by choice.
    "Wow, I've never known about that." Sam said over his shoulder as he walked back into my bedroom.
    He took a seat at the foot of the bed, and I made my way beside him.
    "There's a lot of things you don't know." I laughed, and Sam snapped his head towards me.
    "What's that suppose to mean?" he asked, his face seeping some hurt.
    I threw away the urge to laugh at the look on his face as I replied.
    "I meant with parenthood. We're both pretty new on the subject." I said with a grin.
    Sam's face softened, and he threw his hands behind him, carefully placing his weight on them.
    "Think about how much things are going to change. I still have no idea how we'll handle it." he said, looking straight ahead.
    I sighed, slumping my shoulders.
    "You and me both." I said back.
    Sam sighed, rubbing the back of his neck as he let out another yawn.
    "Where could we even keep a baby in these dorms?" Sam said, confused.
    I shrugged. We couldn't have pets in our dorms, let alone your own child!
    "We'll have to buy a house, and paint a room, and wow this is going to be a lot." Sam said, his eyes widening in worry.
    "What about the apartment you have? Where you said you barely stay?" I asked, curious.
    Sam sighed, shaking his head.
    "No can do. My parents bought it for the once a year that they actually come visit me." he replied.
    "So why don't you talk to them, they'll ave to understand." I suggested and Sam shook his head again.
    "It's not that easy, Kendra.." he trailed off, and I rolled my eyes.
    "Oh come on, it's not like they don't even know yet," I laughed, playfully shoving his shoulder.
    Sam stared at me in silence, before he nervously laughed along with me.
    "You didn't even tell your parents that you got somebody pregnant?!" I asked.
    Sam looked at me, his green eyes glazing over, "That involves me actually talking to them," he grumbled
    I looked at him for a while, thinking of how to reply to that.
    "Look, it's complicated between me and my parents, okay?" he raised an eyebrow at me.
    I shook my head. "No, you have to tell them."
    "Kendra," Sam began.
    I crossed my arms, and shook my head again, "No, Sam. You have to tell them."
    He sighed, "I'll try," I smiled, letting out a little excited squeal, "No guarentees."
    Whoa, this chapter was borrrring

  5. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 21, 2012 11:43pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 10
    "Where are you going dressed all cute?" Dana grinned, a bowl of popcorn in hand as I walked out of my room.
    I bit my lip, i couldn't tell her I had a date with Sam, she'd think I was crazy!
    But I also couldn't lie to my own best friend, that wasn't fair. She at least deserves to know sooner than later, right?
    "I'm going to a movie," I said, walking past her, "with Sam." I continued, quietly.
    I heard Dana couh once or twice, and I turned around to see her staring at me.
    "Like a date? Kendra! I told you to be careful with him!" she protested.
    "I am being careful! It's one date, we're not getting married or anything!" I said back.
    Dana looked at me, raising an eyebrow.
    She raised her hands in defeat, and I sighed as she took a seat on the couch.
    "Alright, alright. Just don't come crying to me when he breaks your pretty heart." she said with a smile.
    I jokingly rolled my eyes, slipping on my shoes.
    "Don't worry, Dana. I'm a big girl." I reassured her as there was a knock on the door.
    "Have fun! Don't be out too late!" Dana called out from the couch as I walked out of the dorm.
    "So, where to first? Papa's Pizza, or the movies?" Sam asked, as we exited the campus.
    "Hmm," I said as I tapped my chin.
    Almost as if making up my mind for me, my stomach growled loudly.
    "Looks like little Sam made up his mind." Sam chuckled as he glanced over at me.
    I raised an eyebrow. His? How would he know our baby's going to be a boy?
    I rested my hand on, what was the beginning of, my baby bump and looked over to Sam.
    "What if he's a she?" I asked, fiddling with my seatbelt as Sam came to a hault at a red light.
    "Then she'll be kiddie Kendra," he smiled, turning his attention back to the road as it turned green, "but I think we're going to have a boy." he continued, looking at me in the corner of his eye.
    I looked back up at him, "What makes you say that?"
    Sam shrugged, turning on his blinker to pull into the partially crowded parking lot of the pizzeria.
    "I don't know, it's just a hunch I have." he said, pulling into one of the few open spots.
    "Well, I hope your right," I said, stepping out of the car.
    Sam did the same as me, slamming his door shut before he jogged to catch up.
    "Why's that?" he asked, as we stepped onto the sidewalk leading to the front enterance.
    I looked up at the cresent moon, then the stars, before looking back at Sam and shrugging.
    "I dunno, I've just always wanted my first born to be a boy," Sam grinned, "besides, maybe he'll be as cute as his dad." I joked.
    Sam stopped, and so did I. He grabbed my hand, and kissed my cheek before we walked into the pizza place together.
    I bit my lip to hide my blushing as the waitress led us to our table.
    I really think Dana was wrong about Sam, as was I.
    Sure, he did leave at first, but he's really trying and proving that he wants this. And I truely think he does
    He even had said it himself he'd never had a real family before, why would he lie about that?
    No matter what Dana says, or I say back to her, I could see me and Sam in the future.
    Well, obviously we'll be stuck together like a ball and chain, but mean together, as a couple, perhaps.
    I mean, I obviously am not head over heels in love with him, or anything like that, but who knows.
    My Aunt Lindsey always tells me that God works in funny ways, and everything will happen for a reason.
    Maybe this little baby was God's way of bringing me and Sam together, in some weird way. You know what I mean, right?
    "Hey Kendra?" Sam asked, as I dug into my mozzarella sticks.
    I looked up at him over the stringy cheese between my mouth and the fried breaded cheese stick.
    "Yeah Sam?" I asked after I swallowed my food.
    Sam hung his mouth open for a second, working up the courage, before shaking his head.
    "Nothing. It can wait." he said, not really minding.
    I looked at him suspiciously for a few seconds, before digging back into the food.
    What? Can't a pregnant girl be able to pig out without being frowned upon?
    Not too long after, the two of us were finished, and completely stuffed to our limits.
    "Ready to go?" Sam said, glancing down at the check.
    I peeked over at the bill, and reached into my wallet to take out some money.
    "Kendra, save it. I'm paying." Sam warned in a stern tone.
    I opened my mouth to protest, but instead of starting an arguement, put the money away, and slumped down in my seat.
    ******
    "I had fun, Sam." I smiled, trying my best to his my shivers.
    Even though I was dressed like I was in New York in the winter, I was freezing.
    I must have been catching a cold.
    Sam smiled at me, interlocking our fingers, "Me too." he breathed onto my neck.
    Shivers went down my spine, but it wasn't from the cold air brushing against my skin, I was actually warm at that moment.
    "I'll call you when I'm on my way tomorrow?" Sam said, and I looked into the opened up dorm door.
    It wasn't late, so I doubt anybody was home and would be home for hours.
    Personally, I hated staying alone in the dorm. It was boring, and never failed at making me feel lonely.
    "You can come inside, stay the night if you want." I said back to him.
    Sam smiled, and nodded gently.
    "I'd like that." he replied, before we walked inside.
    So what's everybody's thoughts on Sam so far? Should she trust him? Or listen to her best friend?:O Comment your thoughts!
    By the way, here's Kendra's outfit!: http://www.polyvore.com/kendras_outfit/set?id=59246996#stream_box

  6. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 20, 2012 4:32pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 9
    I was called into work for all day Friday night, which didn't really bother me much, seeing as I had an essay that I did not want to start waiting at my dorm.
    The coffeeshop was actually much busier than it usually was, which was pretty good.
    That meant I was on my feet most of the time actually doing something, which I preferred more than doing nothing like usual.
    I also wasn't working a shift myself, Jamie was with me also.
    "So, are you and him dating now?" she asked as she rung up a customer, referring to Sam and I.
    I shrugged, it was weird I guess.
    "We haven't gone on a date, or anything near that. But he treats me so perfectly." I daydreamed, before being brought back into reality with the ding of the cash register.
    "Well, I think you two should. I heard him talking about you to some of his friends during Italian yesterday," Jamie winked, and I rolled my eyes.
    "I think your baby's going to be pretty cute, I mean, look at him!" she continued with a giggle.
    I smiled as I thought about that, before turning my attention back to the customer.
    I memorized their order, and walked over to the coffee machine to fill it.
    "I don't know still, Jamie. Dana said she had a pretty bad feeling about him." I said.
    Jamie gave me a strange look, like I was crazy or something.
    "I don't think Dana should be speaking for you. If you like him, go for it!" she encouraged.
    I thought about it momentarily, before shrugging.
    "I don't know, I'll see how it all goes," I said, and Jamie smiled.
    "Hey! Kendra!" I heard a voice say, as the small rush of customers finally ended.
    I turned around to Sam, and immediately I felt my mood rise.
    I was still iffy with him, but then again, Jamie was right: Who is Dana to judge about him?
    He is my baby's father, not hers.
    "Hey Sam," i grinned, and he walked around and entered the back side of the counter, where Jamie and I were working.
    "What the hell are you doing?" I whisper shouted at him, and he gave me a sheepish grin.
    "Look, Kendra. I've been thinking, we're having a baby together, right?" he began.
    I stared at him strangely. Has he missed the entire past two months?
    "Well, either that, or I've been magically getting the stomach virus whenever I wake up and I've been gaining some weight." I laughed, resting my hand on my hip.
    Sam smiled, and playfully rolled his bright blue eyes.
    I stared at them, hyponotized. God, I really do hope our littly baby looks like him, or at least has his eyes
    "Anyway, I think we should give us a try. I mean, we are stuck with each other whether we like it or not." he suggested, shrugging.
    I glanced over to Jamie, who raised an eyebrow before giving me a thumbs up.
    Sometimes, it was like she was a psycic or something. She always seemed to bring situations up randomly, and not too long after they happen.
    "Sure, why not?" I replied to Sam, and his face instantly lit up like a bunch of Christmas trees.
    "Really? This is awesome. Okay, I'll pick you up at 7 tomorrow, okay?" he said, excitedly.
    I giggled shortly, and nodded, "I'll see you then."
    He grined, repeating what I'd said, before giving me a long, hard kiss, and walking out.
    I watched in complete awe as he left the coffeeshop, before turning to Jamie.
    "Were you born with a sixth sense or something?" I laughed, and Jamie smiled.
    She opened her mouth to speak, "Let's just say I have a talent when it comes to this." she winked.
    Well, I hope you guys are liking this story so far:)

  7. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 19, 2012 7:32pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 8
    "Want to go get something to eat?" Sam suggested, as we got back into the car.
    I shrugged, not caring. I ate just before, also.
    "How about frozen yogurt?" he added, and my eyes lit up.
    "Ohmygosh, yes! That's my favorite!" I squealed, and Sam laughed as he began to drive.
    "Pinkberry, or Red Mango?" he inquired to me.
    I tapped on my chin as I thought for a moments. "Red Mango!" I finally said.
    Sam nodded, and made a right at the next light.
    "Ladies first." he grinned, opening up the door of the shop.
    I felt my cheeks flush, and I thanked him sheepishly as I walked inside.
    "Order whatever you want," Sam said from behind me, as I stared at the menu, "it's on me."
    He began pulling out his wallet, and I turned to him and shook my head.
    "No way, I don't want to to spend money on me." I protested, and Sam sighed.
    "Kendra, it's fine. Besides, I kind of owe you big time." he said lowly.
    I rolled my eyes, and placed my hand on my hip as I shook my head.
    Sam glared at me, before his face softened into a smile, "Okay, okay. You win." he gave in.
    I smiled, and ordered my usual: a regular chocolate with strawberries and chocolate chips.
    Sam ordered himself something similar, except instead of strawberries, he ordered every kind of candy there was to put on as a topping.
    "Are you two together, or separate?" the woman behind the counter asked, as I opened my Coach wallet.
    "Together," Sam said, at the same time I said the opposite.
    I glared at him as he handed the lady a ten, and punched him lightly as she gave him the change.
    "Ow, what was that for?" he asked, as we took a seat at a two-person table.
    "I told you you didn't have to pay for me!" I told him.
    "I know I didn't," he said, eating a scoop of his yogurt, "but I wanted to." he grinned.
    I bit my lip, trying to hide the fact that I was blushing around Sam again.
    I know Dana said I should be careful around him, and I knew that to begin with.
    I didn't have the best impression about him after her just left the coffeeshop when I'd first told him.
    But, from what it seems, he wasn't a bad guy at all.
    "So, tell me about yourself." Sam said, with a grin.
    I eyed him over my frozen yogurt cup, and raised an eyebrow.
    "What do you mean?" I asked back, confused.
    Sam chuckled, briefly, "I mean, we didn't really get to know each other before," he trailed off, "you know"
    I nodded, twirling my plastic spoon under the tip of my index finger.
    "That is true." I said with a shrug.
    "Well, what's your family like?" Sam asked, leaning back slightly in his seat.
    I bit on my bottom lip, still playing around with the spoon.
    I don't think anybody here knows about my family, not even Dana.
    I mean, it's not that they hadn't asked, I just didn't want any of them really knowing, you know?
    It was a, tough subject, I guess you could say.
    "My parents died when I was 3, in a car accident." I said, fighting back the urge to tear up.
    It sucks, knowing that you never really got the chance to know your parents, and you'll never know them
    Sam's face fell, and he opened his mouth, trying to find the right words to say.
    "Kendra," he said softly, "I didn't know, I'm s-" I cut him off.
    "It's fine, you don't have to apologize," I paused, "Anyway, since I was so young when it happened, I never got to know them, or my sister."
    Sam stared, cueing me to continue.
    "The three of them were on their way home from the hospital, when it happened. I've been living with my aunt ever since. At least until I came here." I said with a small smile at the last part.
    Sam gave me a sympathatic look, then replaced it with a half-hearted grin.
    "I guess you could say I never really had the taste of a real family too," I shrugged, slumping down in my seat.
    I took the last bite of my frozen yogurt, noticing Sam was watching my every move.
    "Well think about it," he began, his face starting to lighten up, "we both will now."
    Let me know how you guys are liking the story so far!

  8. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 18, 2012 8:08pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 7
    "Hey baby mamma," Dana grinned, as I walked out of my room to the kitchen.
    I rolled my eyes at her, opening up the fridge as pulling out the milk carton, which I learned was empty.
    "Ugh, Sean, I told you to stop doing that!" I shouted at him, and he and Kyle snickered.
    "I can't help it, you look so funny when you're mad." he managed to say through his laughing fit.
    I flicked the top of his head as I walked past him, shutting both boys up.
    I walked back over to the fridge, and pulled out the left over pancakes from yesterday and heated them up.
    "When are those weird cravings for you going to start? I've always wanted to try chocolate dipped jalapanos." Kyle said, slurping the last of his cereal.
    "Ew, dude, really?" Sean said, and Kyle shrugged, sheepishly.
    "What? My mom said they tasted good." he replied.
    Dana and I listened to the boys agrue back and forth for a few minutes, before I heard a knock on the door.
    Dana gave me a look as I opened the door up to Sam.
    "Ready to go?" he asked, raising and eyebrow up.
    I laughed, and shook my head, pointing at the pajamas I still had on.
    "Does it look like I'm ready?" I asked him, and Sam let out a long sigh as he rubbed his temples.
    "I told you we had to be at the doctor's by 12, Kendra." he said, serious.
    I playfully rolled my eyes at him, "Calm down, grandpa. I'll be ready in two minutes." I said as I walked away.
    He shrugged, and walked into our dorm room, taking a seat at the table between the boys.
    I heard the two of them talking, as I got changed into an outfit.
    As I walked back out, Dana pulled me backwards into her room.
    "I have to ask this. What's going on with you and Sam, now?" she asked with a raised eyebrow.
    I shrugged, I really had no idea.
    "Well, I just want you to be careful with him. i still don't entirely trust him, you know?" she said, strangely
    I nodded, Dana couldn't possibly think I was that obvlivious.
    "I know, Dana. He did leave me at first, I think it'll take a lot for me to trust him." I reassured, and Dana smiled, "but he will still be apart of this with me."
    Dana sighed, before nodding. "Okay, I trust you," she said with a ear-to-ear smile.
    I did the same, and squeezed my best friend tightly.
    It was awesome, knowing I had somebody who had my back all the time.
    "Are you ready now to get going?" Sam asked, as I walked past him and grabbed an apple.
    I nodded, taking a big bite out of the Granny Smith, and Same stood up.
    "Okay," he held out his hand, and I glanced over to Dana before reluctantly taking it, "Let's go." hi smiled
    We walked through the hallways, making small talk until we were outside, and stopped at his car.
    I fell into the passenger seat of the 2010 Ford Mustang, and Sam did the same into the driver's seat.
    "Do you even know where this doctor's place is?" I said to Sam, as he pulled out of the parking spot.
    Same gave me a playful smirk, and nodded.
    "Of course, K," he reassured, glancing over towards me.
    I shrugged, as made myself comfortable in the seat as Same drove.
    The whole ride was no longer than 20 minutes with the massive amount of traffic we got near the beach.
    Then again, it is Saturday. Everybody is probably on their way to the beach.
    "Name, please?" the man behind the desk asked, looking up from his computer at us.
    "Kendra Cossanto." I replied, and the man raised an eyebrow.
    He looked back down at the computer, and gave me a thumbs up once he signed in my name.
    I know, this chapter was much shorter than the other's so far:P The next one is longer I promise!
    Taylor's outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/kendra_outfit/set?id=59072115

  9. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 18, 2012 9:57am UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 6
    I let out a frustrated sigh, and violently wiped at the tears dribbling down my face.
    "It's going to be fine. I'll be right here, whether you like it or not." Sam encouraged.
    He started rubbing the nape of my neck gently, and I let out a sigh, trying to calm myself down.
    I crossed my legs, and leaned back on the sofa, relaxing my back.
    "But I'm a freshman in college. I'm 18. I can't have a baby around." I said to him.
    A small smile tugged at the corner of Sam's mouth, and he thumbed away a single tear.
    "So what? I'm 19, and a freshman in college. Big whoop" he shrugged, and I gave a half-hearted smile.
    "I think we'll be fine. But I think we should at least stick together, okay?" Sam suggested.
    I looked up at him, reluctant to agree with him. But I still nodded.
    "Pinky swear?" he said, holding up his hand.
    I nodded, interlocking our pinkies, "Pinky swear." I replied.
    Sam flashed me the same Hollywood smile he did when we'd first introduced ourselves.
    He let out a long breath, and propped his feet up on the coffee table in front of the two of us.
    "You know, I've always wanted a family." he blurted, his blue eyes looking into my green ones.
    I raised an eyebrow, curious for him to continue.
    "I mean, growing up, it was me and my parents. But they were never around, so I never got a taste of it all. Now I have a chance, and we could use this whole apartment, if you want, I mean." he ranted on and on about how I could stay here, and he'd come on weekends.
    "Or we could stay together." I suggested, and Sam glanced over at me.
    "What? You did say we've got to stick together, right?" I said.
    Sam smiled without his teeth, and nodded, "Right."
    I jumped as I heard the sound of a wolf howling, something I only thought happened in movies.
    "I hear those all the time when I stay here." Sam shrugs, like it really is nothing.
    I looked over to him, and nodded slowly. I should really be getting home soon, I'd been here for hours.
    I glanced outside through the window, seeing how dark and dreary it looked.
    I highly doubted Dana, Kyle, or Sean were up, they all had early classes tomorrow.
    I thought I'd be home earlier, so I didn't think to bring my keys.
    "Is it okay if I stay here tonight?" I asked Sam, and he nodded.
    "That's fine. I just have a class at 10 tomorrow, so you could stay here if you want." he suggested, and I shook my head in disagreement.
    "I have a 10 o'clock class also." I said, and Sam nodded, standing up.
    "Then I think we should both go to sleep soon, right? Come on," he laughed, "I'll tuck you in."
    We walked up stairs, into his bedroom.
    "Look, I'm really sorry about this. I mean, if it wasn't for me being an idiot, this wouldn't be happenning." he randomly said, as I sat down.
    I shrugged, "I don't think it'll be so bad." I laughed, catching a small smile on his face.
    "G'night, Kendra." Sam said, walking towards the door.
    I hear another wolf howl that made me jump. It sounded even closer than before.
    "Wait, you're leaving?" I asked, and Sam turned around and nodded.
    I bit my lip, glancing out the window as he spoke. "I'm going to sleep on the couch."
    I shook my head, patting the spot beside me, "Can you stay with me, I'm scared." I said, truthfully.
    Sam smiled, closing the door, leaving the two of us alone in the room.
    He walked over to the other side of the bed, and slid in beside me.
    We both looked for a comfortable position, and once we did, I felt his hand rest on my waist.
    I'd deny it if you asked, but at that moment, I felt like we were a perfect family.
    Just me, Sam, and our little baby.
    I hope you guys are enjoying this one so far! Also, I just want to recognize edance123 for constantly sticking to me and my stories. CHECK HER OUT!:)

  10. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
    posted a quote
    September 17, 2012 11:39am UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 5
    Dana talked me into going down to the pharmacy and buying a test.
    "That'll be $3," the young woman behind the cash register said to me, and I pulled out a $5 bill.
    "Here, you can keep it." I reassured her, taking the bag, and quickly walking out of the store.
    I pulled out my phone, calling Dana to tell her I was walking back now.
    "Ooft," I mumbled as I bumped into somebody, "I'm sor-Sam?"
    Sam straightened his back, and wiped off his pants before giving me a sheepish smile.
    "Oh, hey Kendra, I was actually looking for you." he started, and I began walking away from him.
    "If you're going to apologize, don't." I said sternly, keeping my back to him.
    I heard Sam sigh, before his hand reached my shoulder and he spun me around.
    "Look, I shouldn't have just left like that. I jus-I didn't know what to do." he said, ashamed.
    I rolled my eyes at him, resisting the urge to kick his leg.
    I know I was being a bit over dramatic, but I had every right to be!
    "You didn't know what to do?" I repeated, and he nodded.
    I shook my head, annoyed, and turned to walk away.
    There was no way I wanted him to be apart of this, anyway.
    I should have known he was just a jerk, like the all the others.
    "Kendra, come on, just give me another chance." I heard him say from behind me.
    Another chance? I hadn't even given him a first chance!
    It's not like we're even dating, or were for that matter. We were at a party, we did some things. That's it.
    Who cares if there was a possible chance I'd be having his child?
    Actually, that sounded completely stupid, of course I care about that. But that's besides the point.
    I didn't know Sam, I didn't need him if in fact what I think was going to happen, will happen.
    "I have to go." I said coldy, walking in the opposite direction from him.
    A few minutes later, I was back on campus in my dorm on my way to our room.
    "I'm back," I sang out to Dana as I walked back into the dorm rrom.
    Today it was only me and Dana, like most Wednesday's; Sean and Kyle both had classes and practice.
    "You got it? Go take it." she demanded, pointing towards the bathroom me and her shared.
    I sighed, and walked inside.
    ******
    "So, am I going to be an aunt?!" Dana shouted from the other side of the door.
    I bit my lip, still looking down to where the little pink plus sign was basically taunting me.
    "Congratulations." I said without emotion, as I opened the bathroom door.
    At the look of my upset face, Dana yanked my arm into a tight hug.
    "Oh, Ken. Don't worry, I'll be the babies father," Dana giggled, and I cracked a small grin.
    Dana really was such an awesome friend. She was able to make me laugh at any time.
    "But on a more serious note, you should let the real father know." she said, with an eyebrow raised.
    I hadn't told her that Sam and I had a run-in on my way back to the dorm, there wasn't a need to.
    I sighed, she was right.
    Though I may not be happy with Sam, and what he did, he deserves to know.
    "Sam?" I said into the reciever, as he answered the phone.
    "Everything okay, Ken?" he replied, and I felt my eyes begin to well up.
    I felt horrible. Not for Sam, or me, but for our little baby.
    Ever since Saturday, I'd done my best to ignore his exsistence.
    Thinking about it now, though, there's no way I could do that for long, it wouldn't be fair.
    "I'll be up there in two minutes." he said quickly, then hung up.

  11. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
    posted a quote
    September 16, 2012 11:32pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 4
    "Hey Ken." Dana said, as she walked into the coffeeshop.
    I raised an eyebrow at her. Dana hated coffee more than anything, why was she here?
    Besides, it was Saturday, she told me on Wednesday that she had a date set up then.
    "What's up?" I asked as I cleared one of the tables free of the mess that was left.
    Dana shrugged, taking a seat at one of the high-set tables near me.
    "Nothing, I'm waiting for my date." she grinned, and I looked at her confused.
    "Why here? You hate coffee." I stated.
    Dana nodded and pointed at me like I was right on the money.
    "I do! But I need to to approve of him, make sure that he's right for me, you know?" she asked, flipping her long brown curls over her shoulder.
    I nodded, and placed the bucket of dirty utensils and dishes on the counter.
    "I gotcha, Dane." I smiled, suddenly feeling uneasy.
    I felt my knees wobble, and my stomach lurched as I went to sit down.
    "Oh s//t." I mumbled, as I purged into the nearest garbage can.
    I heard Dana freak out, as I tried to re-gain my cool composure.
    "What the hell?!" Dana shouted as I suddenly felt a wave of nervousness fall over me.
    "I need to go make a call." I said, pulling my cell phone out of my pocket.
    I walked away, scrolling through my contacts for a specific name and number.
    I waited as the line rang a few times, before somebody picked up on the other line.
    "Hello?" I heard Sam's husky voice speak, and I bit my bottom lip.
    I thought about hanging up at that moment, because I was afraid of what may happen.
    "Hey, Sam? Can you come to the coffeeshop, I need to talk with you." I replied, reluctantly.
    Really thinking about it, mine and Sam's "actions" a few weeks ago were kind of a spur of the moment, you get what I mean?
    "Yeah, sure. I'll be there in a few" he said, and we hung up.
    "So, what's wrong?" Dana asked as I walked back to her.
    I took in a deep breath, and blinked back a few tears. This couldn't actually be happenning.
    "I slept with Sam, and I think I may be pregnant." I said quietly, hanging my head.
    I could feel Dana's eyes on me, and I knew her mouth had dropped in shock.
    "What makes you think that?" she replied calmly, like it wasn't anything serious.
    "Well, I was suppose to get my period on Monday, and it's never late." I began, "And I just threw up."
    "And you haven't gotten it still?" I shook my head, "Oh my God." she finished.
    Dana walked around the table to me, and gave me a tight squeeze.
    Just seconds later, the bell on the front door sang, meaning somebody was here.
    "So, what's up, Ken?" Sam asked, as relaxed as anybody could be.
    I looked over to Dana, who nodded, and excused herself to go to the bathroom.
    Sam accepted her seat once she was gone, and looked at me confused.
    "Sam, when we, you know, did you use, you know?" I managed to partially sputter out.
    Sam's blue eyes widened, turning from a bright, ocean blue, to a deep indigo.
    "Oh s//t. Oh s//t. Oh s//t. You're not," he trailed off, and I shrugged.
    "I don't know yet," I said, as he stood up, pacing back and forth.
    He opened his mouth to say something, then paused, before he left the shop.
    I watched in awe as he left, the sound of Dana's voice gripping me back to reality.
    Sam had just walked away me and what could possibly be our child.
    "That son of a b-I'm going to kill him." Dana growled, and I grabbed her arm.
    "Leave him, he's not worth it." I said, my eyelids starting to brim with tears.
    I'm trying to look for a good format, what do you think about this one?

  12. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
    posted a quote
    September 16, 2012 3:38pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 3
    "You're so beautiful," Sam whispered to me as he leaned his body against me.
    The smell of alcohol filled into my lungs, but I couldn't have smelled any better than him.
    I took the last sip of my drink, and looked into his blue eyes, which were almost completely dilated.
    "Prove it," I slightly slurred, and a sly grin casted upon his face.
    I wrapped my arms around his neck as he kissed me hard, his hands tightly on my waist.
    He probably wouldn't remember this in the morning, and we barely knew each other, but it was an amazing feeling.
    Suddenly, the feeling ended as he jerked his head away and looked to the side at his shoulder where somebody dropped their drink on.
    "Let's go to my room, there's too much chaos here." he mumbled, and I nodded, following him around.
    Not too long after, we reached a room, which was almost empty other than a bed, desk, and a tv.
    "I don't stay here that much, so there's barely anything." Sam said, and I nodded, looking around.
    "So, what do you want to do?" he continued, and I smirked.
    I walked over to the bed he was sitting on, and immediately kissed his lips, wasting no time crawling on top of him.
    I wasn't exactly sure what came over me at that moment in time.
    I was drunk, but I wasn't wasted, where I couldn't control my actions.
    I remembered everything just fine, and for some reason, I wanted Sam at that moment.
    "Whoa," he chuckled, as I stripped him out of his shirt.
    I caught myself looking at his sculpted body for sometime, in awe.
    But Sam, though the two of us weren't dating, was built.
    "You know, we don't have to do anything." he groaned, and I shook my head.
    I didn't know what came over me when I replied.
    "No, I want to." I said, and he smiled.
    ******
    "Ugh," I grumbled, throwing my head in my hands as I walked to the counter at work.
    "Looks like somebody partied to hard last night," one of my co-workers, Jamie, giggled.
    I looked over at her, and shook my head.
    "Not really, actually." I said, remembering the night before.
    Jamie laughed again, and rolled her eyes playfully.
    "Oh shut up, Kendra. I saw you and Sam having some fun." she replied with a wink.
    My face lost it's color, she actually saw Sam and I, you know.
    "You saw?" I said, my eyes widened with each word I said.
    "Kendra, you two were sucking face in the middle of the living room." she reminded me.
    A wave of relief came over me, and I smiled nervously at her.
    "Oh, that." I replied with a small laugh.
    Jamie looked at me intensely for a moment, before her eyes widened as well.
    "No way, you and Sam didn't," she trailed off, hoping I'd gotten the point.
    I shook my head at her, laughing like she was completely out of line.
    "Yeah right, Jamie. You know I'm not that bad." I reassured her, and we both laughed.
    She shrugged, shaking it off.
    "I guess you're right," she smiled, as a customer walked up to the counter.
    I really hope you guys like this story so far:P Leave some feedback please?

  13. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
    posted a quote
    September 16, 2012 12:20pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 2
    One of Kyle's friends from the football was having a party the next night, in his apartment right off of campus.
    The four of us planned on going, of course. Who would turn the offer of a party down?
    "Kendra, I have the perfect outfit for you." Dana said, bursting out from her room into the living room.
    I looked over to Sean, who was trying his hardest not to laugh.
    Dana and I may be roommates, and best friends, but we were certainly not alike.
    Dana and I had completely different tastes in clothes, hobbies, and anything else you could think of.
    I knew Dana had something I would not enjoy wearing planned out for me.
    "What is it?" I asked.
    Instead of replying, Dana grabbed my arm, and pulled me into her bedroom, where she had two outfits set out on her bed.
    "Try it on," she smiled, shoving the clothes in my face before I could see them.
    I sighed, and walked across the hall, into my own room.
    I slipped into the mint shorts that were just a bit too small, and a crop top that was missing a whole half.
    I walked back into Dana's room, where she was already changed, and doing her make up.
    "Dana, this outfit will so not work." I said, glancing in her full-bodied mirror at myself.
    Dana paused from her make-up application, and turned to face me.
    "Oh shut up, you have a killer body, so you look pretty hot." she reassured, and I rolled my eyes.
    However, I knew there was no way I was going to be winning in an arguement with her.
    So it was best if I just gave in, and dealt with it.
    "What about shoes?" I asked, and Dana smirked from behind her mirror.
    She quickly finished another coat of mascara on her lashes, before bolting into her closet.
    She came out just moments later with a pair of 6 inch black heels.
    Was she kidding me?
    "These don't go with my outfit, but they're my favorite pair of shoes, ever." she said, handing them to me.
    I raised an eyebrow, and slipped the shoes on, feeling unsteady.
    Well, this was going to be a fun night, wasn't it?
    ******
    The instant I walked into the apartment, the beat of my heart was in sync with the music, literally.
    I've been to dozens of parties before, and loved everyone of them.
    But I don't know. From that moment I walked in, I felt uneasy about the night ahead of me.
    "You okay, Ken?" Sean asked in my ear, as I stood there like a deer in headlights.
    I nodded, giving him a reassuring smile as we walked inside.
    "Leave her be, Sean. It's wittle Kendra's first house party." Kyle teased as we each grabbed a drink.
    I rolled my eyes, taking a long sip from the red plastic cup in my hand.
    "You guys are such a//holes." I joked, just loud enough for them to be able to hear.
    Kyle and Sean each shrugged, giving each other a high five.
    "Finally you show up, Kyle!" A voice said from behind me.
    I turned around, coming face-to-face with Sam, from the coffeeshop just yesterday.
    "Sam?" I asked, completely confused. This was his party?
    "Hey Kendra." he grinned, cooly, giving his head a quick nod towards the boys.
    "Dude, let's go find Jessica and Amber." Sean said as he slapped Kyle's shoulder.
    Kyle nodded at his friend, and the two left quicker than I could even follow.
    "So, looks like you finished your essays." I joked to Sam as he re-filled his cup.
    He shrugged, "I have a few hundred words left on each," he took a sip, "Want a re-fill?"
    I looked down at my empty cup, and nodded as I handed it to him.
    He loaded the plastic cup to the brim, before carefully handing it to me.
    "Thanks," I sincerely said, before taking a sip to lessen the change of spillage.
    This was going to be a pretty instresting night, now.
    Here's Kendra's outfitttt!: http://www.polyvore.com/kendras_party_outfit/set?id=58927927
    I give notifications to anybody who comments:)

  14. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
    posted a quote
    September 15, 2012 4:58pm UTC
    Never Be the Same
    Chapter 1
    I let out a bored sigh, as I tapped my fingers impatiently on the counter.
    Why is it that every time I have plans made, I'm mysteriously called into work?
    I mean, my boss does promise me a little bit of extra money for coming in, just to help out, but still.
    I'm still 18, straight out of high school, and in my freshman year of college.
    On the days me and my roommates are off from classes and work, we like to go out and do something.
    But of course, with the luck I've had all my life, something always comes up, leaving me sitting in an empty coffeeshop, while Dana, Sean and Kyle all get to go out. Fun.
    You'd think, being one of the few coffeeshops in the middle of town, a lot of people would be in and out of here. But no, not with the luck I have, as I said before.
    I can honestly say, in my entire life, my luck really has been anything and everything but good.
    Whether it was finding the right guy, or being the line leader in the fifth grade.
    "Hello? Anybody there?" I heard an unfamiliar voice say, knocking me out of my trance.
    I felt my body jump, and I regained my composure, noticing a customer waiting patiently.
    "Oh, wow, I'm so sorry." I said, recognizing the person in front of me.
    I wasn't sure exactly of what his name was, but I knew he was a pretty avid customer here.
    He looked about my age, with bright blue eyes that almost matched the California ocean, just down the road, light brown hair, with even lighter brown natural highlights.
    To top it all off, he had perfectly tanned skin that just made all his features pop.
    "It's nothing," he said, flashing me a Hollywood smile.
    His teeth were the most perfect set I'd probably seen in my life.
    He was definitely a brace-face when he was younger.
    I stood up straighter, and smoothed out my shirt, suddenly feeling a bit self-conscious to be wearing my work clothes.
    "So, what could I get for you?" I casually asked, turning away from him and towards the coffee machine.
    I looked over to him as his mesmorizing blue orbs looked up at the menu board above me.
    He tapped his chin as he read through it, thinking for a minute or two.
    "I'll take a medium cup of coffee, extra light and sweet. To stay." he finally said.
    I nodded to him, and turned my body fully away from him and got to work.
    "Being stuck finishing up essays is not really the way a college student wants to spend a Friday, you know?" he chuckled, as I set the finished cup of coffee on the counter.
    I nodded in agreement, ringing his order up into the cash register.
    "Welcome to the club," I sighed, "I got called in last minute and had to cancel my plans for tonight." I finished with the ding of the cash register.
    "That'll be $2.50 all together." I continued, glancing down at the screen, then up to him.
    The guy nodded, holding up his index finger as he stuffed his hand into his pocket.
    Once he finally got his wallet out, he took out a $5 bill, and handed it to me.
    "Keep the change, Kendra." he said, and I wondered how he knew my name.
    That is, until I remembered I was at work.
    I looked down at my name tag quickly before accepting the money, and tossed it in the cash register.
    "Thanks," I trailed off, embarassed. I didn't know his name, yet he already knew mine.
    "Sam." he finished, running his fingers through his full hair, with yet another Hollywood smile showing.
    "I'm Sam."
    Okay, I know you'll all hate me, but I'm going to do this story, because I'm lost with the sequel to Beautiful Disaster:( I know, I'm the worst, but I'm hoping to finish this one out. And I also hope you guys all enjoy!:)

  15. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
    posted a quote
    September 9, 2012 11:36am UTC
    Beautiful Disaster
    Chapter 36 Part II: Taylor's POV
    "There, your hair is done." Kerrie said to me, and I looked in the mirror at how perfectly she braided it.
    It was a good thing I had Kerrie as a friend, I was never able to braid my own hair, even a simple one.
    "You're the best, Ker." I said, before thanking her.
    "It's no problem, but I really should at least teach you a three-stranded braid." she said, resting her hand on her very tiny baby bump.
    Kerrie went for another appointment, just a few days ago, after she hit three months.
    She learned that she'd already gained a good 15 pounds, which actually was good.
    It was cute to see how excited she'd become, especially since her mom didn't kill her when she told her.
    I raised an eyebrow at her, completely lost on what she was speaking about.
    "A regular, everyday braid, Taylor." she finished, and I nodded, catching on.
    I looked over past Kerrie at her wall clock, noticing the time.
    "Okay, I should really get going," I said, pulling out my phone, and sending a text to Brett.
    She smiled, and nodded. "I'll text you later! Have fun." she winked, and I rolled my eyes.
    I gave her a squeeze, before I walked out the door.
    I waited a few minutes until Brett texted me back, letting me know the back door was unlocked, and to just come inside.
    I shrugged, stuffed my phone in my pocket before checking both ways and walking across the street.
    I made my way to the backyard, and carefully opened the back door, closing it as quietly as I could behind me.
    "Well she is, so maybe she could meet Taylor." I heard Jordan say, from the kitchen.
    I didn't want to interrupt their conversation, so instead, I listened quietly as I walked into the living room.
    "Did you finally tell her about your little marine plan?" I heard Jordan then ask, leaving me puzzled.
    Marine plan? What did he mean by that?
    "I'm telling her later on tonight." Brett replied, leaving my questions still unanswered.
    "At least you decided to tell her now, and not when you leave for boot camp in June." Jordan added in, chuckling.
    I heard Brett laugh briefly with him, before he spoke.
    I didn't even hear what he had to say, though. Because before he said a word, I was out the door.
    I ran around back, knowing I made enough of a comotion for somebody to come after me, and to the front yard.
    Not even checking both ways, I ran across the street, to my car.
    I know I was extremely stupid for running, but I didn't know what to do.
    What would you do if you found out, unintentionally, that you're own boyfriend, who you love and adore, will be leaving you in a few months?
    Well, usually, I'd find the nearest bathroom, and purge away all my pain.
    But I couldn't do that in Brett's own house, I needed to go home for that!
    I know I may be sounding extremely stupid for making it a big deal, but that's just exactly what I am.
    Stupid. A wh//e. A liar. And most importantly, a fat b//ch.
    Being called every one of those names came flooding back to me, and I thought not to even go back to Brett's house.
    It's not like I deserved him anyway. He was popular, and handsome, and athletic, and perfect.
    I was just, a mess.
    I felt my eyes sting as the tears in my eyes hit my eye liner as I stopped at the red light.
    I waited patiently, silently sobbing in the comfort of my car, until the light turned green.
    I began driving, not even noticing the swerving car running through the red light.
    That is, until it slammed into my side.
    After that, I saw nothing but glass, rain, and red, and felt nothing but blackness, and pain.
    THE END.
    Welp, that's Beautiful Disaster, as of now. I'll be doing a sequel (obviously). So I have to ask this, do you guys want it now, or after a new story?

  16. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
    posted a quote
    September 8, 2012 10:56pm UTC
    Beautiful Disaster
    Chapter 36 Part I: Brett's POV
    "What time should I come later?" Taylor asked, as the six of us left the diner.
    I shrugged, "Anytime is fine with me."
    We reached both of our cars, at the same time as our friends.
    "Okay, I'll call you when I'm on my way." Taylor said, and I nodded.
    Frankly, I was not looking forward to later on, I knew there was no way it'd end well.
    Taylor squeezed my hand, and smiled.
    Our lips brushed briefly, before hearing the sound of a car horn.
    "Let's go, Bretty, I have places to be!" Andrew called out, poking his head out of the front seat.
    I rolled my eyes, cursing under my breath.
    "I'll see you later, Brett." she said as she laughed.
    I said goodbye, and watched momentarily as she walked across the parking lot to her car, before walking to mine.
    "Get in the backseat." I directed Andrew, and he hopped back into the backseat.
    Once he was situated, I opened the door, and fell into the car.
    The entire car ride home, Andrew kept blabbering on about how cute Casey was, but I wasn't paying attention.
    I was thinking of all the different ways I could actually tell Taylor what I needed to.
    In fact, I was thinking so much, that I actually missed Ryan's block when I went to drop him off.
    "Dude, let me know how it goes." Ryan said, as I finally pulled up to his house.
    I sighed, slumping in the front seat as I put my car into park.
    "If I actually have the balls to say it." I said, not looking over at him.
    Ryan rested his hand on my shoulder.
    "Chill out, Brett. Everything'll work out just fine." he reassured.
    I sighed again, and sat straighter up in my seat.
    "I hope so." I said, turning my head to Ryan.
    Ryan half smiled, and opened up the passenger door.
    "Don't worry, I know it will."
    ******
    "Brett! Could you just take that pizza out of the oven!" My mom shouted from the shower, after the timer went off.
    I pulled myself up off the couch, and made my way into the kitchen, as my cell phone buzzed in my pocket.
    I pulled it out, seeing a text from Taylor telling me she was on her way.
    I replied, letting her know the back door was unlocked, and to just come inside. I don't really think anybody would mind, hopefully.
    I first turned off the timer, so the annoying beeping would finally stop, then set the pizza on the counter.
    I looked around, making sure none of my sisters or Jordan were anywhere to be seen, and snuck a piece of pepperoni.
    "Nice try, little bro. But I saw that." I heard Jordan say from behind me.
    I turned around, to see him standing near the opening, a smirk on his face.
    He walked right past me, and opened up the fridge, taking out a can of soda.
    He walked back towards me, and took a piece of pepperoni himself.
    "Did mom tell you that Riley is coming over too?" he asked, and I shook my head.
    Riley was my brother's girlfriend of about four years.
    He met her in his freshman year of highschool, when she was first here.
    "Well she is, so maybe she could meet Taylor." he said, and I shrugged.
    Jordan continued, "Did you finally tell her about your little marine plan?" he asked, and I shook my head.
    "I'm telling her later on tonight." I replied, and he nodded.
    "At least you decided to tell her now, and not when you leave fot boot camp in June." Jordan laughed half-hearted.
    I nodded, chuckling with him.
    "Yeah, good thing." I said, right before hearing a door close over.
    Uh oh:O
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  17. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 8, 2012 1:52pm UTC
    Beautiful Disaster
    Chapter 36: Brett's POV
    "Just grow a pair and tell her." Ryan encouraged, and Andrew nodded in agreement.
    "Yeah, but what if she hates me after that?" I asked, somehow causing both of them to laugh.
    "The day Taylor hates you, is the day I actually find a long term girlfriend." Andrew joked.
    I rolled my eyes, and slumped in my seat slightly.
    The three of us were meeting both Taylor and Kerrie, along with another one of their friends, Casey, at lunch today.
    "Who knows, dude, Kerrie said this Casey girl is apparently a lot like you." Ryan said to Andrew.
    Andrew scoffed, "That doesn't mean s//t."
    Ryan and I looked at each other, and shrugged.
    "Whatever you say," I said, as I pulled into the parking lot of the diner.
    Luckily, I found a parking spot, the third one down from being closest to the door.
    After I parked, the three of us got out, and walked inside, where the three girls were waiting.
    "Well, finally! And you guys say girls take forever." Taylor joked, poking my shoulder with her skinny finger.
    "Actually, those words have never come out of my mouth." I said defensively as I grinned.
    Taylor rolled her eyes, as we all walked inside.
    "So," she said, as she slipped into her seat beside me, "what exactly did you have to tell me?"
    I smiled, as the rest of our friends sat down.
    "I told you, I'll tell you later tonight when you come for dinner." I reassured, and she pouted in her seat.
    I smiled, and kissed her plumped lips, instantly making her smile.
    As I went to sit straight again, she grabbed my face, and kissed me again.
    "I love you so much, Brett." she smiled, her creamy brown eyes staring into my green ones.
    I felt so guilty at this moment, I couldn't help it.
    I knew I loved Taylor more than I expected to love, well, anyone I'd date.
    I knew I made her just as happy as she constantly made me, and I was going to shatter than when I tell her my plans for after graduation later tonight.
    I was afraid she'd be upset I didn't tell her sooner, or because of what my choice was, and leave me.
    But I didn't even want to imagine that happen. I mean, every person I'd come close to, left.
    First my dad, then Dylan, I can't let Taylor slip through my fingers as well.
    But she did just say it herself that she loves me, what would make her want to leave me then, am I right?
    "I love you too, beautiful." I grinned.
    Okay, you're all going to hate me, I know. But I think the next one may be the last of BD:(
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  18. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 7, 2012 9:56pm UTC
    Beautiful Disaster
    Chapter 35: Taylor's POV
    "Where's Kerrie?" Ryan asked, in school.
    I shrugged, slamming my locker shut as the boys stopped beside me.
    "She told me she wasn't feeling great, and she'll probably come in later." I said.
    Ryan looked nervous, he always did when it came to Kerrie now.
    Ever since a few weeks back, when they scheduled an appointment to have the doctor confirm Kerrie's pregnant, he's constantly worrying.
    Actually, the more I think about it, both of them were nervous nellies.
    Ryan excused himself, and walked away, pulling out his phone as he did.
    He was obviously calling Kerrie, making sure something wasn't wrong.
    We all watched him walk for a second, before turning to face each other.
    "You know, that's probably the third time he's called her since I've seen him this morning?" Andrew pointed out.
    "Wow, that's a lot." I said, truthful, and both boys nodded in agreement.
    "Dude, what ever happened between you and the Samantha girl?" Brett asked Andrew.
    He shrugged, like it was nothing.
    "Well, I liked her, and we dated for a few weeks, but then at Luc's party, I met Rachel." he replied.
    I rolled my eyes, as Brett snorted. Typical Andrew.
    "Well, if it ended pretty bad, I suggest you leave before she sees you." I grin, noticing Samantha's medium length fire engine red hair.
    Andrew and Brett turned around, and Andrew turned back to me panicked.
    "I'll see you guys later." he quickly said, before walking the opposite way.
    Well, by the looks of it, I guess the two of them ended really bad.
    Brett and I watched him turn the corner, disappearing, leaving the two of us alone.
    "Did you have anything for breakfast this morning?" Brett asked, randomly.
    The two of us both hadn't brought up the topic of my eating habits in a while, which I was fine with.
    I mean, I would eat around him, just like I said I'd do, but once I got home, it would all come back up.
    I felt horrible for breaking my word to him, in a way. He actually thought I was getting better.
    Which I was, kind of.
    I'd have small things to eat through out the day. Then, instead of purging after I was finished, I'd wait until the day ended.
    I half smiled, I had an apple before I left.
    Even though it's barely anything, it's still something.
    "An apple." I said, truthfully, making Brett smile with his teeth.
    "If you're lying to me, I'll feel like such an idiot for being so proud." he chuckled, pinching my shoulder.
    I flinched, and glared at him in mock anger.
    Truth was, i don't think I could ever find myself mad at Brett.
    It was the day before winter break started, so Brett and I had been together for a little under half a year.
    He truely did turn out the become my best friend. I literally went to him for everything.
    I shook my head, confidently.
    An even bigger smile reached Brett's lips, and he rested his hand on my cheek as he planted a soft kiss on my lips.
    "I love you, do you know that?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.
    "You've said that once or twice."
    Aw man, only one or two more chapters until the end of the story:( But don't worry, at the end, you guys could choose what you want to see next! I'll definitely be doing a sequel to this, I just want to see when you guys want it!
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  19. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 5, 2012 10:05pm UTC
    Beautiful Disaster
    Chapter 34: Taylor's POV
    Brett and I waited patiently in my room, as Kerrie took her test in the bathroom.
    "It's been like an hour, where's that chinese food?" Brett mumbled, glancing at his phone.
    "Brett, I think what's going on right now is a little more important than chinese food." I stated.
    "You know, most guys don't usually spend the day with their girlfriend, waiting for her best friend to take a pregnancy test." he said, shrugging.
    I rolled my eyes, and opened my mouth to speak, just as the doorbell rung.
    "Yes! Finally!" Brett cheered, before bolting out of the room and down the steps.
    I laughed, following behind him into the hallway.
    I watched from the top of the steps as Ryan walked passed him into the house.
    Kerrie must have finally called him after I told her to about twenty times.
    I watched the boys for a moment as they began speaking, then knocked on the bathroom door.
    "Ker, Ryan's here." I said, and heard the door unlock.
    I waited a few seconds, and soon enough, the door creaked open, revealing a teary eyed Kerrie.
    "Did you get the results?" I asked, nervously.
    I probably already knew the answer, though, judging by her re-smeared mascara trail on her cheeks.
    She nodded, closing her eyes and taking in a deep breath.
    "It's positive." she managed to muster out through her tears, though her voice was cracking.
    I didn't say a word. Instead, I engulfed my best friend into one of the tightest hugs I'd given her.
    "Relax, Ker," I whispered, as she sobbed loudly.
    I felt terrible for her, how couldn't I?
    We're talking about my best friend having a baby, while still in her junior year.
    Imagine her telling her mother? I wonder what she'd even say!
    Knowing her mother as the strict, but slightly laid back, parent, along with her father, she'd be chained into her room for life. Away from her friends, school, and the rest of her family.
    "What happened?" Ryan asked, his face alarmed as we both looked at him.
    I looked over to Kerrie, forced an encouraging smile onto her face, letting me know it was fine for me to leave.
    I gave her a funny glance, as if asking if she wanted me to stay, and she shook her head.
    I shrugged, and walked out of the room, leaving the two of them alone.
    "What happened?" Brett asked, as he bit into his wonton.
    I grabbed the other half of the wonton, and stuffed it in my mouth.
    "You tell me. She's crying, and now they're talking." I said, shrugging.
    Brett's eyes widened slightly, "No way. It was positive?" he asked, surprised.
    I nodded, thought I was surprised myself.
    Kerrie had her entire life planned out from when we were 11 years old.
    So far, it'd been going as planned. She had visited Florida State, like she dreamed, and they had their eye on her with lacrosse.
    But now, if the test was true, that all may go down the drain.
    "But, switching to a less life changing subject," I laughed, before continuing, "what were you talking about before?"
    Brett turned towards me, and pointed to himself. "Me?"
    I nodded, "Yes, you, Brett. You were saying something earlier before all this."
    Brett tapped his chin, before his face lit up as he remembering.
    "Oh yeah, that." he said, his mood seeming to drop.
    "Look, Taylor, I don't think we should talk about it now. Too much stuff at one time."
    I rolled my eyes, "Don't worry, Brett," I reassured, "I love you too."
    SOrry I was MIA for a few days! I've had school! If you don't get a notification tonight, I'm doing them all tomorrow!
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  20. rasgirlx018 rasgirlx018
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    September 2, 2012 7:30pm UTC
    Beautiful Disaster
    Chapter 33: Taylor's POV
    I stared at Kerrie, who's cheeks were covered in a mix of hot tears and mascara.
    I knew something was really wrong, Kerrie barely ever cried, except for the time her Aunt Maddie died.
    Brett threw his head back, and mumbled a few choice words under his breath.
    I ignored him, he could wait, just a few more minutes to tell me what he had to say, right?
    "What's up, Ker?" I asked, and she immediately enveloped me into a hug.
    "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have gotten mad at you, it was so stupid of me." she choked out through her tears.
    I smiled, and accepted her apology, but that couldn't have been why she was so distressed.
    There had to be something else going on also, but maybe she only wanted me to know about it.
    I gave Brett an apologetic look, and he nodded, grabbing the remote, and turning the t.v. on.
    I pulled Kerrie up the steps, and we walked into my room together.
    "Okay, what's really wrong, Ker?" I asked, as she sat on my bed.
    I said next to her, and she laid her head on my shoulder, crying even harder.
    "I'm such a mess up. I can't believe this happened." I listened as she went on and on about how terrible what she did was.
    I thought something happened where she broke-up with Ryan. So when the truth came out, I was completely shocked.
    "Taylor, I think I'm pregnant." she finally said, leaving me in shock.
    No way. Kerrie, the athletic, ditzy, happy best friend I knew and loved, having a baby?
    "Well, did you take a test?" I asked her as calm as I could.
    She sat up straight, and shook her head as she rubbed her eyes.
    "It's just, I hadn't gotten my period, and it's like a week late." she informed, and I nodded, taking it in.
    "And, if you are, you know, it is Ryan's, right?" I asked, and she quickly nodded, "Does he know?" she shook her head.
    I sucked in a breath, and pulled my cell phone out of my pocket, dialing a number.
    "Taylor, please don't tell me you're calling him, you can't." I smiled, and shook my head at her, just as Brett answered.
    "What's up, babe?" he asked simply, and I asked him to come upstairs.
    He agreed, and came up a few seconds later, completely confused.
    "Do me a favor?" I asked, and he nodded. I pulled a ten out of my pocket, "Go to the drug store and pick up a pregnancy test." I said, handing him the money.
    Brett froze, and eyed me nervously, "Why would you need t-" I rolled my eyes.
    "Not for me, dummy. For Kerrie." I replied, saying the last sentence must lower, hoping Kerrie wouldn't hear and get upset again.
    He nodded, and left the house, leaving me and Kerrie alone for a few minutes.
    we apologized to each other, promising it'll never happen again. Then we filled each other in on what had happened in the past week or two.
    "Well, from what it looks like, I got pregnant," she murmured, and I gave her a tight hug, "but what about you?"
    "Well, Brett was admitting his love for me before you barged in," I joked, giggling.
    Kerrie's mouth dropped, "No way. See I told you that you two would fall in love," she winked.
    :OOOOO What's gonna happen now?!
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