Have you ever had that feeling when you just don't know what to do? You're just laying there, everything is completely silent, except your heart is racing, it's beating so hard that you feel like the whole world can hear it. Your stomach is beyond butterflies, it has f*cking elephants jumping around. Any touch, sound, or anything just makes you nervous. You don't know what to do. And then the moment you knew was going to come, comes; and your heart stops, your stomach drops.. and he kisses you.
True story. My friend: Okay, let's try this again.. Are you over him? Me: *Sniffles* Psh, oh yeah, totally. On to the next one. My friend: Good! I'm thirsty, let's get water. Me: *Crys* OMG WE USED TO DRINK WATER TOGETHER !! My friend: Here we go again.
& I HAD THAT FAIRYTALE type of relationship that everyone dreams of. We had long phone calls at night, sleep-overs every weekend, snuck out to see each other at 2 in the morning, went to carnivals together hand-in-hand, partied together, stayed up together all night talking about nothing, told each other our deepest secrets, went on walks, kisses at random moments, spent holidays with family, flowers every Monday, our songs, smiling in the middle of our kisses, hung-out everyday, held-hands in school, chilled with each other's friends, watched movies late at night, we were playful, we had nicknames for each other, we acted like husband & wife at times, cute little things we did to each other, forgave each other, helped each other, loved each other. And now it's all over. I don't know how I'm going to be able to get through this.
Yes, I can't listen to certain songs, go to certain places, and do certain things because it reminds me of you. . . But that doesn't mean im not over you., It means I still remember you, but memories stay in the past.
Conversation between Me & my Mom: Me: Mom, do I look okay? Mom: Honey, you're gorgeous! Me: You're lying, you just have to say that because you're my Mom ! Mom: I don't have to say anything, if you were ugly I'd tell you. Me: Oh.. thanks. Mom: Now that you bring it up, it looks like you're gaining some weight. Me: ......
Dear i Pod, I understand that you only have 20% battery remaining; but I am not home, therefore I can not charge you. So, please stop reminding me. It's getting annoying. Sincerely, A Girl Who is Trying to Listen to Music