Rachel* posted a quote
November 25, 2015 12:30am UTC
Maybe we'll meet again one day. Maybe one day we'll be right for each other and it won't be so hard for you to love me. I really hope that one day we'll reconnect because no one has ever caught my heart in quite the same way. But that day isn't today. Today we don't quite work out and as much as I care for you, I can't keep pretending that we do. So I'm saying goodbye. But maybe one day, I won't have to. (god I'm going to miss you)
You know how when you're driving and it's pouring down rain, you drive under a bridge and everything stops. Everything goes silent and it's almost peaceful. Then you finally get out from under the bridge, and everything hits you a little harder then before. You were my bridge.
Moving on from someone you loved is a constant battle. It physically and mentally drains you because you're constantly fighting back memories and feelings. And that's why at 2 am when you're all alone, you become weak. You're so tired of fighting it. And then the memories come back and the longing returns and suddenly you want to pick up the phone and you want to be in their arms, but you don't do it. Because in the morning you'll have to go back to being strong again and you'll have to go back to fighting it, and a phone call wouldn't change anything anyways..
If I ever decide to give up on you, just understand how much that took out of me. I'm the type to give endless chances, always have your back when you're wrong and truly accept you for who you are. When the rest of the world doesn't want you, I will. So if I ever give up on you, understand it took everything I had left inside of me to leave you alone. Because if I love you and care for you, there isn't anything on this planet I wouldn't do for you.