“ Nowadays every time we see each other, after I leave you I go home with the miserable feeling that I’m slow and dense about everything. I review things I’ve said, and come up with all the bright and witty things I should have said, and I feel like kicking myself because I didn’t mention them when we were together. ”
ocean pixie* posted a quote
June 7, 2016 8:18pm UTC
i'm a riser, i'm a get up off the ground, don't run and hider, pushin' comes a-shovin' hey, i'm a fighter, when darkness comes to town, i'm a lighter, a get out aliver, out of the fire, survivor
Emily is the most amazing beautiful person you will ever meat and she has the most amazing and beautiful eyes in the whole universe. Her personality is the best any girl could ever have. She will never let you down no matter what happens. She will always be there to make you laugh no matter what even if your having the worst day
When our lives are over and all that remains are our skulls and bones let's take it to the grave, and hold me in your arms, hold me in your arms; I'll be buried here with you, and I'll hold in these hands all that remains.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WORST ATTACHMENT OR DETACHMENT. DO I WANT TO BE NEEDY AND BOTHERSOME OR COLD AND RIGID? SHOULD I NOT GIVE A F/CK OR GIVE ALL OF MY F/CKS? IT'S ALWAYS ALL OR NOTHING.
Don’t be blinded by all of the temporary so much so that you can’t allow yourself to see the fact that God has been here the whole time and HE is madly in love with you and HE knows what He’s doing with your life. Take joy in that and let it motivate you to live life with passion and boldness instead of hinder you into sadness and stress. Stop trying to grab hold of inconsistency and start trying to grab hold of Him cause once you do, life is something worth smiling a big goofy smile about.
The things I've concentrated on for the last five or ten years are ending one by one and leaving me with nothing, which threatens desolation or promises freedom, depending how I take it. It's not a life phase. I think musically. It's the end of a phrase. What will I play next in this free jazz called being human? quote and format by Raxin
justkiddiing posted a quote
May 5, 2016 2:53pm UTC
I always write when they have left because then the story is over because then I can tell it so you got lucky I got the diseases you cursed to me you got the misery you wanted to create and I have no foul taste in my mouth when I call your name and named someone else my treasure things turned around and we never hated each other but it was no love
You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy people you love.