*Hello, im sam. From NewYork and 13 years of age.*
The girl who is crazy& always seems to be happy. The girl that doesnt care what people think and doesnt seem to let anything bother her on the outside. Everything seems to be different. Alot of things are different. And i feel everythings a lie. Nothings right anymore. Lets just say "i want to be a kid again"..
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Here's what it is. I'm no were near perfect and i hate when people bother me. I get called fat and ugly to many times to count. It bothers me alot. No one knows. I have no friends at all. I have no one i trust. Nothing.I seem to mess everything ther possibly is to mess up. I'm and outsider.Pretty much EVERYONE hates me. I dont get texted ever, and people seem to hate my personality. Alot of people judge me by my looks and dont even give me a chance. Who cares. I'm alone most of the time and spend my time listening to music or on witty. They make me feel like im a somebody. Alot to ask.
♥.All i want is to be noticed, To be somebody.
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Someday i want to become a cop. Its possible. But i seem to doubt myself. I love how people talk.. as in i love to hear life stories and stuff. My favorite color is green. I can be a bitch at times. But thats normal. The only thing i want is to be wanted. Thats all. But its hard to get. Music. Music gets me threw everything that gets in my way. I hate when people see me cry. I feel weak. I see myself as a strog person. I love meeting new people and talking, so comment on my page? I love taking pictures and Late night phone calls. I trust no one, so if someone really special comes along and gets trusted by me. It's a score. But i doubt anyone would notice me. I may have 700 friends on facebook. But i talk to 0. I may have 400 contacts but 0 talk to me. I'd love to move someday and become someone. I want to be noticed. And to be noticed i have to get out of my shithole city and become something. I have hope. It will happen. Fuck haters. Thats all i can say.
Love you alll.