I want to die . Yes I want to , I lost everything , I broke up with this guy cause he was to far and when i needed him he couldnt be there and it was to hard , there was another guy that could be there for me , and well i went to go hang out with him today and i got lost and he told me to get the 7;40 bus or go home so i tryed and i didnt make it and he said im stupid im worthless , and then i cried at a bus stop and my bestfriend came and pick me up and held me well i cried , he hurt me so badly , and then i got home and found out my friends sister died and i started crying more , and now my ex just told me im nothing to him anymore , his tripping out on me , i dont know what to do anymore ... god kill me please ?