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May 20, 2012 10:56pm UTC

I knew him for six years, and when he moved to Toronto we stayed in touch, txting everyday, and calling on the weekends. he was my best friend. I trusted him,i loved him.May 14 12:48 he passed away. he killed himself.i was the last one talking to him. he txted me for hours that night before he did it. when i stopped txting he promised he wasn't going to do anything dumb. he said he was fine. but i guess something changed...the point of this story is not to make you feel sorry for me. it is to make you see that you never know when someone is going to leave your life. i planned on having him around all my life, i thought i would have years to tell him the things i wanted to, but now i can't. tell the things you want people to know. you never know when you will lose them. and don't let those words be hateful. because you never know what those words could make someone do.

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April 15, 2012 4:04pm UTC

I will always have the scars of my old life, to remind me I can survive.

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March 21, 2012 7:57pm UTC

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March 21, 2012 7:32pm UTC

What is wrong with me?

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February 20, 2012 11:01pm UTC

Witty what a waster of time!

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pateycakes
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February 16, 2012 11:19pm UTC

I need someone to talk to....

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pateycakes
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February 12, 2012 6:58pm UTC

I don't know if I will go to school tomorrow, why? because my eyes might be swoolen from crynig al night. you were my best friend, i looked up to you so much. you were the reason i wa getting better. now we are done and i don even knows whos fault it is....

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January 22, 2012 4:54pm UTC

I just posted this on facebook, it's to a guy friend....it broke my heart to do it but I don't deserve to be treated the way he treats me....
You take all the time you need, because i'm done. I know i am not the best person in the world but i don't deserve to be treated like crap over and over again. I messed up and I will do it again i'm sure,it's called growing up. But I am tired of feeling like I can't be myself, I am tired of trying to not make you mad at the smallest things. you're not a bad person and I will still stand up for you, but if I mean that little to you, I'm done...

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January 20, 2012 10:39pm UTC

Started wearing make-up, that's what studying for exams has done to me. lack of sleep, not eating, stressed, smoking too much, losing social life, cranky 24/7. yea better cover that crap up...

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pateycakes
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January 20, 2012 10:35pm UTC

Exams
are gonna kill me

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January 19, 2012 8:56pm UTC

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January 16, 2012 5:17pm UTC

Friend coming over for the night, gonna smoke a J. should have a time!

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January 10, 2012 7:51pm UTC

gonna get so high until i die

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January 10, 2012 7:48pm UTC

Oh if you only knew

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January 10, 2012 12:45pm UTC

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January 9, 2012 6:44pm UTC

I warned you she was leading you on, you got mad at me and wouldn't talk to me.
Now the weekend came to an end and you looked like crap, I asked what was wrong and you just put down your head.
You told her how you felt and she broke your heart,
I saw the hole thing coming I even told you too, but boy you didnt listin to me and now I feel bad too.
You think I'm trying to ruin your life? yea that's what she said. But damn boy don't you see I'm looking out for you instead.
I fight for you, look up to you, and I even take your pain, but boy I'm startin to think I'm playing a losing game.
I know I'll never leave you, your friendship is too dear, but please boy wont you hear.
The ples, and cries that I yell out to try and make you hear, that I am not the girl you think you figured out to be.
I'm the one that's by your side that's where i'm ment to be.
Next time if I warn you I hope you'll spair the pain, and see that I am saving you from her freakish ways...
But if you chose to fight with me and speard more stupid lies, I'm afriad then that will be the day I say goodbye...

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January 3, 2012 7:20pm UTC

If you think suicide is the selfish way out, then you try and live everyday with thoughts of wanting to die, thougths of how your not good enough and that no one cares about you. Try living with all that and so much more. Then you tell me that is the selfish way out. you are the selfish one for wanting me to stay around living with all this pain inside!

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pateycakes
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January 1, 2012 5:35pm UTC

Oh crap
I ment to send the picture of my cuts to my girl friend. When I sent them to HIM!

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January 1, 2012 2:33pm UTC

Donnie Wahlberg

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December 28, 2011 7:17pm UTC

God damn it why did i have to fall for the
irish....

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