And life will always go on. The world will keep turning. You are a grain of sand in the desert that is the universe. Do you think any of this even matters?
Religious Veiws: Deist
Political Veiws: i guess democrat
And I'm bi. and yeah I'm sure.
But I'm not sure of anything else. I haven't lived long enough to understand our world.
I want to be a poet and a philosopher. I am a writer. I finally have started keeping a journal, and one day, I will photocopy the pages of that journal and throw them all over the city, so the world will know that I wear my heart on my sleaves and I have no secrets.
"You may say I'm a dreamer,
but I'm not the only one.
I hope someday you'll join us,
and the world will live as one."
30 day challenge--Hell, imma do it all right now! day 1- 15 facts about you meh.... day 2- the initials of the person you loved for the longest W. I. day 3- your closest friends to you Ana, Charlotte, Sebastian.... day 4- the thing you most fear that I'll never get over my ex... day 5- the saddest moment in your life when I realized I still was crazy for him, and realized it was all my fault it ended...and then that he didnt care about me anymore. day 6- favorite sport(s)...none day 7- favorite song too many to mention. day 8- you deepest secret heh! i dont think so..... day 9- first impression on the guy you like now nice, dorky, total nerd day 10- last time you cried a few days ago day 11- thing closest to your heart the future day 12- when you hear this song you cry dont have one day 13- place wanna visit really badly europe! day 14- favorite book too many favorites day 15- favorite animal too many to name, but mostly a cat day 16- favorite show soul eater i think day 17- last time someone hurt you heh....he still is, he just doesnt know it. day 18- the story behind your life ignorance, by paramore day 19- person who scares you the most wolf day 20- last major injury ran into a cement pillar in the basement of our school one day and had a huge lump on my head for a week. I was distracted by cookies. heh. day 21- favorite youtube video anything by the vlogbrothers day 22- phone type LG octane :) day 23- biggest confection a giant lolipop! ohh you meant confession? uh....i lead guys on sometimes, even when i'm not into them. day 24- last break up ew, it was a friday, december 3rd? day 25- last heart break heh too many to remember day 26- the day you regret the most december 3rd...... day 27- first friend grace moon :) day 28- favorite drink dr. pepper day 29- a letter to someone in your family meh day 30- a letter to a friend meh.
Day two: nine things about myself #1 I'm a pure romantic #2 I like to read and write #3 I care more about a personality than looks #4 I'm there for my friends no matter what #5 I picture my life as a movie or a novel and sometimes as an anime :) #6 I'm definitely a fangirl #7 I get taken for granted a lot and im looked down on by most of my friends #8 I'm still looking for my soul mate #9 I'd really like to murder my ex..... :P Day three: eight ways to win my heart Day Four: 7 things that cross my mind a lot. Day Five: 6 things I wish I've never done Day Six: 5 people who mean a lot to me(in no special order). Day Seven: 4 turn offs. Day Eight: 3 turn on's. Day Nine: 2 adjectives that describes my life right now. Day Ten: 1 confession
Write the first thing that comes to mind. 01 Hello: smile 02 Love: heartbreak 03 Cow: hamburgers! ehehe.... 04 Peace: doves 05 Sky: clouds 06 Mr. big: uhhh.... 07 Horror: movies Answer with only one word. 01 You are a: romantic 02 You drink: dr. pepper!!!! 03 Your first kiss: wolf. 04 Where are you: my room 05 You like: being happy 06 Hate is: a feeling 07 Love is: rare 08 You dream of: drowning 09 You can’t spell: necessary? 10 Your favorite color is: gray..... Answer either true or false. No “maybes” allowed. 01 You like a boy/girl: true 02 You would kiss someone for $10: ew, false 03 You’re addicted to facebook: true 04 You’re addicted to notes: false 05 Pink looks nice on guys?: false 06 You can’t keep a secret: false 07 You have a sibling(s): true 08 You know what an asterisk is: yah true......i think? 09 You dye your hair: false, but i want to. Write the first thing each color makes you think of. 01 Red: blood 02 Green: grass 03 Teal: water 04 Maroon: silk 05 Silver: mercury 06 Brown: chocolate 07 White: snow 08 Peachy: peaches 09 Yellow: daffodils 10 Purple: unicorns!!!!
On Friday, I waited all night on facebook for my boyfriend to get on so we could chat. We do this every night, so I was surprised when he never got on. The next day he didn't text me at all, and I wondered if he died or something. Luckily, he showed up for our date, and I asked him where he had been. He said he had bought a new video game and spent all night playing it and then slept till noon. That video game: BLACK OPS. You dork.
August 25th I met you. You weren't very nice, and I thought you hated me. September 18th I realized you were attractive. September 21st I realized I really really liked you. September 24th I told you I liked you. September 25th I cried over you for the first time because you went offline on facebook without saying goodbye and never came back. September 26th we considered ourselves "together". September 29th we had our first kiss. It was my first real kiss. October 2nd we went on our first date. October 3rd I missed you like crazy, even though it had only been 24 hours since I last saw you. Everything was so happy and perfect in between. December 1st is my last happy memory with you. December 2nd was miserable. December 3rd we broke up. December 3rd I wanted you back. December 3rd I cried myself to sleep. December 6th to December 17th was painful. December 18th to January 3rd was hopeful. January 4th to January 21st was pretty bad. By January 27th I was over you. And by February 7th I had a new crush. It's February 12th and I'm doing fine. I'm happy and myself again. Took me a while but I'm okay. It always gets better. Always <3
So, Today I was at the library, lookin' out the window. I saw this hot guy crossing the street so I watched him. When he got to the other side he walked right into a stoplight post. The guy freaked for a second then pushed the button for the crosswalk and pretended he meant to do that. I would have lol'd. Except I was in the library. ... M A D E / / M Y / / D A Y
And suddenly I realized why you could never have been the "one": whenever I did something crazy, you'd tell me I was being silly. No, I like being crazy. It's not silly, it's who I am. So I need someone who does the crazy things with me and then says: "Wow, that was so much fun." <3
I'm sorry, that was really rude of me to say those things to you over text. haha yeah it was. but that's ok, i forgive you. Yeah, so next time I get angry, I'll curse you out in person and make you feel really awkward in front of your friends. ...uh what? You heard me. ...you know what? texting is fiiiine... :) Naw it makes me feel silly, next time I'll do it in person. :)