R.I.P Grandfather
Cancer took another life.Heaven gained another angel.God saw him getting tired and a
cure was not to be, so he put his arms around him and whispered "Come to me".I'm
so sorry for all the pain you suffered on your last days.I can't go a sec without thinking
about you.You're in a better place now.Tears streamed on my face when i saw you
that way.Your body wasn't moving .You weren't breathing.I was hoping every moment
that you could blink your eyelashes and look at me saying something but you weren't
moving.You were so cold grandpa you were so white.When i kissed you i couldn't see
you cause tears covered my eyes.When we went to your grave i didn't believe you
were there i hoped you were home in your bed .I never thought you'd leave.
Everything feels so empty without you. Your room, our house, everything.What i'm
going to do without you?Tell me please tell me how to live without your presence.
I hate myself so much that i wasn't there for you when you were passing away
but please forgive me cause i couldn't see you suffering that way.If tears could build
a stairway, and thoughts a memory lane, i'd wald right up to heaven and bring you
home again.Please watch me over there.I love you so much.I miss you so much.
You'll never be forgotten.
January 30, 2014