Questions, No Answers
Why am I like this?
What just happened?
Why are we being this way?
Why did you promise?
Why did you promise me love and happiness?
I’m hurting can’t you see!
Did you honestly and truly mean it when you said you loved me for the first time?
Why am I asking so many questions that you seem to never have the time to answer!
Questions, no answers.
What was running through your mind when you said the words meant to break a heart?
Tell me
What was your emotion when you saw me on the ground?
Gasping for air when I couldn’t reach it,
Crying nothing more than “no, this can’t be happening…”
Did you intend to think that I was going to hurt myself after you saw me in such a state?
After the excessive sobbing?
Or did you just think I was over reacting?
Going crazy.
Questions, no answers.
You told everyone.
You told everyone but me.
You told everyone but me because why?
Did you want to feel cool?
Or did you want to save the heartbreak?
Psh yeah right.
Either way you still would have made a girl cry.
But it’s my fault?
That our fairytale ended this way?
Because of my lies?
Because of my
Past?
Apologize is a very strong word.
I don’t usually use it.
I mean I guess you deserve it.
Since I could be the reason for this mess.
Don’t you agree?
Questions, no answers.
Am I wrong to be asking all of these questions?
My nerves can’t take it much longer!
Just answer my words!
Should I even be asking them anyway?
For the whole world to listen to?
I’m not going to say sorry for wondering!
Questions, no answers!
One more question.
Just one last thing.
Should I walk outside that door,
Right over there,
Or should I wait
And take a seat.
Questions, and not a single answer.
noordinarygirl