i guess you can call me jess
im 14 and probably single for the rest of my life
i play *deep inhale* piano, guitar, oboe, clarinet, saxaphone, violin, a smidgle of the flute and trumpet.
i also love singing. but because i'm an alto (very deep voice) i can't sing a lot of my favorite songs :(
theres this guyyy..... (:
i'm addicted to music (list of who i love below)
im a freshman in high school
im kinda sad all the time, sometimes without a legit reason
i hate world history with all of my fucking heart
and thats it :)
Below is a list of my favorite artists, my specifically favorites bolded
Music: Coldplay, Ben Folds, Benton Paul, Frank Ocean, Marina and the Diamonds, Lana Del Rey, Regina Spektor, All Time Low, Cage the Elephant, A Day to Remember, Deadmau5, Ed Sheeran, Evanescence, Jon Schmidt, Marianas Trench, Olly Murs, Panic! At the Disco, Porcupine Tree, The Script, Simple Plan, Skrillex, The White Stripes, Yellowcard, Oasis, Mayday Parade, My Chemical Romance, Arctic Monkeys, Walk The Moon
it bothers me when people think that when they're the ones with no friends, the ones where no guys love them, they think their life is tough. they have reasons to be upset. but it hurts when your surrounded by people who love you and you're still sad, because you have no reason
do you ever find yourself hurting everyday, sometimes to the point where you don't even have a reason to why you hurt. in the middle of class wanting to break down and cry but knowing you can't because no one will understand. how can they understand if you don't even understand.
i dont know if anyones heard, but there was a shooting at sandy hook elementary school in newtown, connecticut. im from southbury, a town right next to newtown, and my friends mother worked at the middle school and i have friends who knew people in the elementary school. this is a very scary and upsetting time for us. 27 people died, 18 were children children, as in kindergarteners and first graders. how must those parents feel knowing their little kid, so happy to go to school, isnt coming home? the children who survived are traumatized for the rest of their lives. the news is considering this one of the worst school shootings in history. i just ask that you please pray for these families and the children of newtown, connecticut. they really need it
I've moved on to a new someone Now that I realize the one I used to love would never love me back because the relationship is near impossible, I've gathered up my feelings and moved on. And it sorta worked....I found someone new.... BUT THE RELATIONSHIP IS STILL NEAR IMPOSSIBLE. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME
THIS REALLY POPULAR HOT KID IS IN MY SCIENCE CLASS OF ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY CLASS (THERES LIKE 5 OF HIS OTHER POPULAR AND SMART FRIENDS AT LEAST IN THAT CLASS) HE CHATTED ME ON FACEBOOK ASKING ME A QUESTION AND WHEN I HELPED HIM HE SAID "ooo ok thanks brah" SOMEONE HOOK ME UP TO AN OXYGEN TANK I CAN'T BREATHE!!!!
Conversation with me and my friend. Me: I don't get popularity. It's so stupid. I don't even know where I fall Friend: I know, right! It's like, everyone is so beautiful and I am a potatoe. Friend: But people like potatoes now. Me: Friend: Me: Friend: Me: Obama: Spongebob Squarepants: Aliens: Steve: One Direction: Friend: So I'm kinda like a brussel sprout. Me: Friend: Me: Friend: Me: You have no idea how accurate that statement was. True Story
i just found out my grandfather has been diagnosed with lymphomic cancer. please pray for him, i have never lost anyone close to me and i don't want to. i want him to live, i will miss him. he was my inspiration to start making music and to play piano. i dont want to lose him now.
im really stressed. any good stress busters? (my situation: loads of schoolwork, and the first soccer game tomorrow and i am the teams new goalkeeper and ive never played before and the team we are playing is insanely good. plus my jazz band audition was today and i find out friday and am freakin out)