TO BE PERFECTLY HONEST,
I'M A LITTLE BIT SCARED.
so far, this summer has been amazing. »♥
» i haven't felt happier in a really long time.
BUT SUBCONSCIOUSLY,
♥» i keep telling myself this can't last. something will ruin it.
and even if that doesn't happen,
summer is over in just one month.
AND THEN, IT'S ALL OVER.
i go back to my normal, boring life. ««
BUT WHAT IF AFTER ALL THIS,
IT'S NOT ENOUGH ANYMORE?
WHAT IF GOING BACK TO THAT MAKES ME UNHAPPY?
i can't stop thinking about that, and i hate it, »♥
» because thinking about it is ruining
HOW HAPPY I AM NOW.
♥» and i'm scared if i push that happiness away,
it'll take a long time to get there again.
I JUST FEEL LIKE SUCH A MESS.
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