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Ethanol
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June 5, 2013 3:14pm UTC

Online shopping:
me: hey this is cute
me: *checks price*
me: never mind i'll find someone like you

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hellyeahitskat
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June 4, 2013 6:41pm UTC

Sunset ch 4
It was Christmas break now. Only four days till christmas to be exact.
I was out shopping with my mom for last minute gifts and also trying to pick a gift for Ryan.
We have only been together 2 weeks and I was still learning about what he liked and didn't.
So I didn’t really know what to get him “Does he like belts?” my mom asked holding up a studded belt.
“I don’t know. But he sure needs one. His pants are always falling down,” I said.
“We can get him a belt then. Do you want to go to Hot Topic and get him that Rise Against shirt still?”
she asked. “Yeah. I’ll do that now while you pay for the belt,”I said.
I left Spencer’s and took the escalator upstairs to Hot Topic.
I scanned the selection of oh shirts they had displayed on the wall.
Finally spotting the shirt I wanted to get him I got his size and went to the counter to pay for it.
I hoped he liked it. Rise Against was his favorite band after all.
I meet up with my mom at the car and we went home.
At home I picked out a box and put his gifts inside.
I wrapped the outside with a Christmas tree wrapping paper.
I added twirled ribbons and a bow to complete it.
I slid it under the Christmas tree in the way back so my cat wouldn’t try to mess with the ribbon.
I couldn’t wait to give him his gift and also see what he got me.
Tomorrow he would come over and we would make breakfast together.
Later we would plan to do some other things the rest of the day.
I couldn’t wait to be in his arms again and see his smile spread across his face when he laughed.
Just all those little cute things you see in a guy that makes him special.
Those things were running through my head now.
A smile spread across my face.
I couldn’t be happier to be with Ryan.
♥ ♥ ♥
The next morning he came over and just like we had planned, we made breakfast together.
My parents laughed at us because we kept bumping in to each other and dropping things.
I thought it was funny also, I couldn’t stop laughing most of the time.
When my parents had left we exchanged gifts.
“Open yours first!” I said handing him his gift.
“You have to open yours to! At the same time we will, “he said.
We both opened ours gifts.
He had gotten me a shirt from Zumiez that had an anchor on it which I loved, and he had given me one of his necklaces. After he had opened his I gave him a kiss and a hug.
“Go try it on for me,” he said smiling and held the shirt out to me.
I went to try on the shirt and walked out to show him “It’s too big,” I said looking down at it with a frown.
I looked up to see Ryan frowning also. “We will just have to get you a smaller size,” he says.
I changed out the shirt in my room then went to meet Ryan in the driveway.
We got into his truck and headed for the mall.
When we got to Zumiez they were out of my shirt.
So I had to pick a different gift. Sorting though the different clothes I found a obey dress that I liked.
Ryan bought me the dress and we went back to his truck.
I was buckling my seatbelt thinking we were driving home only to realize Ryan had leaned his seat back and was laying down placing his hands behind his head.
“What are you doing?” I asked. “Relaxing. It’s not like we r in a rush are we?” He asked.
“No,” I said unbuckling my seatbelt and leaning back my seat.
Ryan reached over and switched on the radio to a country station.
I turned to look at him and notice him humming along with the song with his eyes closed.
He had such a pleasant smile on his face. I wanted to kiss him so badly.
I leaned over about to do so when he opened his eyes.
His smile widened and he pulled me into his seat with him.
I leaned my head against his chest has he brushed his finger though my hair.
“You’re so pretty,” he said. “I’m so lucky to have you.” I looked up at him and smiled.
“Thanks babe. I’m so lucky to have you also,” I said.
He tilted my chin towards him and kissed me softly on the lips.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and we started to make out.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
It was such a perfect moment only to be shattered by my phone ringing.
“Hello?” I answered. “Where are you? You need to come home,” my mom said through the receiver.
“We will be home in a bit,” I say then hang up. “We have to go now,” I say to Ryan. “I heard,” he said.
I slide back into my seat and we pull out of the parking lot.
I was starting to get annoyed by the country station he had put on and was about to change it when Ryan’s hand stopped me mid way.
“I like this song!” He said as Luke Bryon’s, I Don’t Want This Night To End, came on.
As the song played I started to like it. This is a first, since I don’t like country music.
Ryan looked at me and saw my nodding my head to the music.
“This is going to be our song,” he says with a smile. I started to listen to the lyrics closely.
He was right; it should be our song,
because I never wanted any night I spent with him to end.

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hellyeahitskat
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May 14, 2013 7:04pm UTC

Sunset ch 3
It was getting late and we were still in hospital waiting.
Close to 11pm a nurse informed us the Ryan's parents were coming
and we should probably go home because it was late.
We agreed and and left.
Sterling dropped me and Liz off at her house and we crashed in her living room.
But I didn't get much sleep.
So many thing were running through my head.
First, I didn't know what to think of Ryan doing drugs.
Second, I knew I was going to have to have a talk with him about it.
I didn't agree with him doing drugs.
And now after he OD I defiantly wanted him to stop.
But what if he doesn't? Should I leave?
Could I handle being with a guy who does drugs? I didn't know.
This situation has never happened to me before. I
could only wait for the next time I see him to talk all this out.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
It was now Wednesday. I was standing in the school parking lot waiting for Ryan to get me.
Today we were going to talk about the drug overdose.
I was really nervous. I had no clue how the conversation would go.
He could agree to stop or he could disagree and
not stop and I would be debating weather to leave him.
Or I could stay with him and deal with it and eventually get him to stop.
Or he could leave me. I couldn't stop thinking of all the possibilities.
His truck pulled into the parking lot and I walked up to it.
I opened the door and slid in.
"Hey," I said. "Hi," he said looking down.
"Soooo.." I said not really knowing how to start the conversation.
"You do drugs?" I asked bluntly.
"That was my first time. Mike had given the pills to me. He told me it was safe and I would have a awesome time on them. I didn't think he gave me more then I was suppose to take," he said.
I had known mike for a long time.
I knew he did drugs and I knew he wasn't the best influence on people.
He was still my friend but I never thought he would get Ryan to agree to do drugs.
When I had told mike I liked Ryan he had said he was a good kid and straight edge.
Guess that's changed now.
"I don't know what to think." I said.
"I can only ask that you won't do it again" I said looking out the windshield.
His hand reached up and lightly turned my head to face him.
"I won't Do it again if you don't want me to."
"Your promise?" I asked.
"Of course. I care about you to much to stand seeing you hurt by the decisions I've made."
I looked down not knowing if I could believe him.
He tilted my chin up, bringing his face closer to mine and looked me straight in the eye.
"I promise you Katie," he said.
I nodded my head and he leaned in and kissed me.
It was a soft and gentle kiss but just his touch sent a rush of excitement through my body.
But the kiss ended all to soon.
He pulled away and smiled at me.
"Let's get you home before anyone notices you aren't home yet" he said.
We pulled out of the parking lot and started are way to my house.
Ryan hugged me good bye and I went inside.
Things had turned out better then I thought they would.

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hellyeahitskat
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May 9, 2013 7:40pm UTC

Sunset ch 2
I open the door and let Ryan into the house. "Hey babe" he said and pulled me into a hug.
"Hey" I said back. I kissed his cheek and turned to introduce Liz an Ryan to each other.
"You guys ready to go?" He asked. "Ya" says Liz and I together.
We follow Ryan outside to his truck and got in.
We pulled out of the drive way and Liz started to give Ryan directions to downtown were the festival was.
We were driving on a road that went along the coast line.
The night couldn't have been more beautiful.
I stared out the window for a little bit. I lglanced forward and realized Ryan was driving on wrong side of road.
I turned to look at Ryan and ask what he was doing and i realized he was slumped over passed out.
The car was about to swerve off the road and into the water.
"OH MY GOD" I shouted as I grabbed the wheel and got back onto the right side of the road.
Liz had looked up from her phone as I jerked the wheel and grasped onto the safety handle.
I steered the car into a nearby driveway .
Putting the car in park I started to shake Ryan by the shoulders attempting to wake him up.
"What just happened?" Liz said in a shaky voice. "We almost ran off the road!" I said.
"Is he passed out? What do we do? Wake him up!" Liz started shouting at me.
"I'm trying to!" I shouted back. My mind was reacting slow and I couldn’t think of what to do.
Liz had gotten out of the truck and come around to the driver’s side. She flung the door open.
"I'm going to check for a pulse,” she said.
Why hadn’t I thought of that? For all I knew he could be dying and all I was trying to do was wake him up.
"His pulse is slowing! " Liz shouted. "I'm calling 911," I said and pulled out my phone.
A operator picked up asking for my location and what had happened.
I told them the incident and they said a ambulance was on the way. From a distance I heard the sirens coming.
Thank god who ever lived in the house we were at wasn’t home.
But then again, maybe they could have helped us.
I climbed out of the truck and stood waiting at the end of the driveway with Liz.
The ambulance pulled up and emts pulled Ryan out of the truck and strapped him to a stretcher.
A Emt walked up to us and told us we could meet them at the hospital.
They loaded Ryan into the ambulance and pulled out of the driveway.
Liz called her boyfriend Sterling to tell him where we were and to ask if he could take us to hospital.
A couple minutes later Sterling pulled into the drive way and we got in his car.
“What happened?” He asked. Liz gave him a run through of what happened.
After that we drove in silence. I was so worried. I didn’t really know what to think.
What was wrong with him? Why wasn’t he waking up? Why did he pass out in the first place?
So many questions ran through my head and no answers seemed to come to mind.
We pulled into the hospital and got out of the car.
We walked up to the front desk of the waiting room and asked how Ryan was doing.
The lady behind the desk looked him up on her computer and told us that he was in intensive care and being helped as we spoke.
We then went to sit in the waiting room.
Liz and Sterling started to talk about random things and include me in their conversation but I just ignored them.
I didn’t know what to say anyway.
The only thing I could think about was if Ryan was ok.
Only with my luck would this happen in the first week of dating someone.
20 minutes passed. Then 30 before a doctor or nurse came to gave us an update.
A nurse finally walked up to us. She told us Ryan was on his was to recover and had survived the worst.
“What actually happened to him?” I ask.
“He had overdosed. We had to inject activated charcoal which binds the drug so the body can’t absorb it,” the nurse said.
“What did he overdose on?” Liz asked. “Ecstasy,” said the nurse.
My eyes widened. I was in complete shock. I would have never thought Ryan was the type to do drugs.
He seemed to have is life together and going good. But then again you never know.
Even the highest of people can do the worst things.
Either way this was how I found out
Ryan did drugs.

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hellyeahitskat
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May 8, 2013 4:12pm UTC

Sunset ch 1
I Was laying on my best friends bed as she looked in the mirror putting on makeup.
She was getting ready to go see her boyfriend and invited me over for a bit before she left.
"You know you don't need make up. You look better without it" I said to her.
She shrugged and continued to apply her eyeliner.
Trish was 15 years old, 5'10 tall and skinny. She had pale skin but it looked good on her.
She had long black hair and what they call sunflower eyes.
Trish was really outgoing. The type of person people want to be.
Some people think we are sisters. I can see how sometimes, but other times i cant.
I was 15 years old and tall but only 5'7.
I had brown eyes and long brown highlighted hair that seemed to never stay straight like Trish's did.
I had slightly tan skin and I was skinny.
I was the type of person who cared about there looks but not to much.
Trish cared a lot about her looks which is probably why she always looked like a model.
In the end, I envied her.
She had the looks, the confidence, the lasting relationship.
But for once I got lucky.
I had just gotten a new boyfriend. Ryan Thornton.
My confidence was high for once and I was also starting to care more about my looks.
"So who's this guy your dating? The one you didnt bother to tell me about last night
and I had to find out on facebook that he asked you out yesturday." Trish said.
"Ryan" I said. "How did he ask you out? Where were you guys? Give me details! " She said.
I gave her a run through of the previous night.
How Ryan came over for a movie night and at the end of the night, in my driveway he asked me out under the Christmas lights. I also told her how he lifted me off my feet and kissed me.
Just telling her what happened last night gave me butterflies in my stomach all over again.
My mind went back to me and Ryan's first date.
I remember a week before he had canceled the date to try to get back with his ex.
Two days later he told me if I wanted, the date could happen again
since him and his ex wouldn't be getting back together.
But he'd understand if I didn't want to rush into anything after he had just canceled on me.
I agreed to go though. And it turned out to be one of the best decisions I've made so far.
Ryan was perfect.
Ryan was 18 years old. He was 6 foot tall and skinny. Buzz cut hair and light skinned.
He was outgoing and really funny.
He had a job at a pet shop and he drove! Which is a huge plus compared to my ex boyfriends.
And he was mine! "Earth to Katie!" Trish said as she waved her hand in front of my face.
I came out of my thoughts and said "yes"? "I have to go on my date now ill see you at school tomorrow." She said.
I got up off her bed and walked with her out of her house.
Her bf and his mom were waiting in car for her. I said good bye and walked the 2 houses down to my house.
I was lucky to live so close to my best friend unlike some girls who there best friend lives far away.
I crashed on tmy couch and fell asleep for the rest of the day
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
It was Friday and I was sitting in my last class watching the clock Tick away slowly.
I was going to spend the night at my friend Liz's house so I could stay out late and see Ryan.
My teacher Mr. Montgomery was going on about poetry
and assigning us a poetry project for the weekend.
But I was only slightly paying attention when Ryan texted me.
'Can't wait to see you babe'.
A huge smile spread across my face. I was so excited.
After school I went home with Liz. She let me borrow a outfit of hers and helped straighten my hair and do my makeup.
Ryan would be coming over after work and taking us to a festival.
Then Liz's boyfriend would meet up with us later.
Around 7pm there was a truck pulling into the driveway and not long after a knock on the door.
Ryan was here.

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hellyeahitskat
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May 7, 2013 8:37pm UTC

Sunset
Prologue
Theres always that one who will steal your heart.
They will give you the world and much more.
They will make you feel loved.
They will make you feel safe.
And then their gone. Your heart broken. Lost. Sad. Lonely.
And no matter what they did to hurt you. you know you would take them back in a split second.
They would always have a place in your heart. And you can do anything about it.
You can’t forget them. You can attempt to hate them but know deep down you don’t.
This is what I call a first love.
We all have one. A first love. If you don’t yet you will one day.
It’s a sweet n’ sour thing.
Something you love to have but hate that’s its gone when it’s over.
Lots of people don’t want to fall in love. And I think their missing out on a wonderful experience.
I know the heart break sucks but I think it’s still worth it.
I don’t regret any of it. Every moment. Every kiss. Every hug. Every fight. I want to remember it all.
Because this person who I consider my first love showed me what it was like to view the world from a different perspective.
He showed me what love is. He showed me things my parents tried to keep me away from.
He made me try new things. Good and bad. He helped me experience life in a way most people consider bad.
He also took me down a road in life that I never thought I would take (but got off of).
A road that they warn kids in school not to take. The low road. What churches consider sin.
The road your parents would ground you for if they knew.
And this is the experience I’m about to tell you. Because one sunset, I meet Ryan Thornton.

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doublesidedice
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June 2, 2013 5:40pm UTC

I'm never really sure how to respond to "lol."

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January 1, 1970 12:00am UTC

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Hale_Storm18
posted a quote
June 2, 2013 5:24pm UTC

Being a good friend isn't just "defending" your friend. It's also calling them
out on their sh.t and being real with them. Some of you fail to realize this.

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Butterbear
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June 1, 2013 12:43am UTC

I don't know about you guys,
but I'm a white girl and I can't even relate to half of the "Super White Girl Problems"

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bye*
posted a quote
June 1, 2013 10:55am UTC

pros of dating me:
-you can literally kiss me whenever you want there will never be a time im not down for that
cons of dating me:
-i have no idea how to kiss so it’s probably gonna be really lame for you im sorry

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Amenah
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May 21, 2013 4:41pm UTC

common writers' problem:
when you plan out a scene for one chapter, and it ends up being 2,812,098 words long.

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Amenah
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May 26, 2013 5:30pm UTC

If they can't hear you talking, scream 'til they do.

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Amenah
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May 26, 2013 5:36pm UTC

Shout to be heard.

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Amenah
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May 26, 2013 5:39pm UTC

regret is not just a six letter word.

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Amenah
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May 13, 2013 2:55pm UTC

have you ever met someone you think you could love?
It doesn't have to be in a romantic way or anything. Have you ever just come across someone who has all the qualities you respect in a human being and on top of that they seem really kind and sweet and everytime you talk, they're nothing but lovely?
And you find yourself a little scared to talk to them because what if you end up messing it up and they think you're a bit weird? And you know they're actually too nice to let that stop them from talking to you, and you just really really want them to think you're good because their opinion is actually important.
And this doesn't happen often because it's not often you find someone you genuinely like and want to get along with.
And then, there's this fear that you aren't going to measure up, so you put more effort into getting them to like you.
Like I said, it doesn't have to be in a romantic way, but it can be; it can also be just another kid who seems just as lost as you, and yet has got their act together and they're just cool and nice and great and you want them to like you because that's a friend you want to have. It can be someone you want to talk to a lot, someone you wish wanted to spend time with you; because they've got flaws and they still manage to be perfect and you think that's just amazing.
And even though they're such a great person they think you're cool too and isn't that just lovely?
& you know sometimes they have moments when they break down to you and cry and you see how seriously vulnerable they are and that just makes them shine brighter in your eyes.
And you just want them to be happy because out of everyone they deserve it, they really really do.
Their greatness kind of scares you but in a really gentle way and you just keep doing what you're doing and hope that sometime in the future they'll call you a close friend or say that you somehow affected their life in a positive way.
You just keep trying, and hoping.
And then in the end nervousness keeps knawing at you and you just end up making a really rambly quote about it and hope they don't see it but still kind of hope they do because ermahgeeerdddd just be my friend ok?

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Amenah
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May 13, 2013 4:05pm UTC

I just realised it's May. Summer's around the corner. ♥

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Amenah
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May 13, 2013 5:02pm UTC

I'm in the mood to talk about myself. Sorry, followers, this must be boring. ^-^
1. Do you sleep in your bra? ouch no.
2. Do you like noodles? To an extent.
3. Do you enjoy drama? I assume it means "any situation or series of events having vivid, emotional, conflicting, or striking interest or results" - in which case, definitely. I like it when people live their lives.
4. Are you a girly girl? What other species of girl are there?
5. Small or large purses? I can't pull purses off. XD
7. Are you short? Nurp.
8. Do you like somebody? I like some people, but no-one in a romantic way.
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty? Not in the slightest. :L
10. Do you like Halloween? I don't not like it.
11. Favorite time of year? Autumn, probably. The leaves omg so beautiful.
12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? My mother was annoying one morning, so I went to the bathroom to trick her into thinking I was getting ready, and fell asleep on the mat. *facepalm*
13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? I did. Nobody else haha.
14. Are there any rumours going around about you? Hahaha yes, a few. ^-^ They're all hilarious.
Be Honest:
1. What color is the bra that you're wearing? Grey, you nosy xxxxxxx.
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? It doesn't matter if I love him.
3. Longest relationship? I've never been in one.
4. Do you have a best friend? Yes & she's fantastic.
5. Have you ever had your heart broken? Oddly, no. As selfish as it sounds, I kind of want someone to break it. It's like the things made of ice. -.- *yes we're talking about my heart*
6. Have you ever thought of having cosmetic surgery? I've thought about having it in that I've wondered what it feels like, but do I want it? No, never. xD
7. Do you like your life? I'm lucky I have one so I'd better xxxxing appreciate it.
8. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? I plan to. >.< Seroiusly, it's on my 2013 bucket list.
9. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? Girls - most guys I know are right turnips.
10. How long have you had a facebook? Never mwahaaa. It seems too stupid.
11. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? Ooh... yeah. Sorry, bro.
12. What are your biggest fear(s)? Velociraptors. Just.. holy crap. Them, and going to hell. And uh.. losing people who are important to me. I'm pretty carefree so I cling to what I do care about.
13. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Of course.
14. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? No. xD *heart of ice* I have difficulty caring enough.
15. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater"? Hell to the NO.
16. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? Many times.
17. Do you ever wish you were famous? Never, no, please no. I would hate it with a passion.
18. Are you currently missing someone? It's not a painful missing - I just wish my best friend was closer.
19: What are you doing right now? Talking shamelessly about myself.
20. Cowboy or gangster? saofijdlkjfsdlkjfsd *explodes* A gangster with a cowboy hat & accent.
21. Face or body? I have both? Or wait, oohhh in a guy? It doesn't matter if I love him.
22. Sweet or sexy? It doesn't matter if I love him.
23. Contacts or glasses? It doesn't matter if I love him.
Yourself:
1. Eyeliner or mascara? I'm too lazy for make-up, but eye-liner if I bothered hahah. I have long lashes. ;D
2. Pink or black? Both. Together. *universe explodes*
3. Pumps or flats? ...I feel so stupid right now. What's the actual difference? D;
4. Skirts or trousers? Trousers.
5. Socks or leggings? Socks as long as skin isn't showing.
6. Hoodies or jackets? I'm not fussed as long as the thing keeps me warm.
7. Heels or sneakers? I'm kind of clumsy. I have trouble in flats sometimes. *sigh*
8. Straight or curly hair? It's like this retarded mixture - wavy, I guess. ^-^
9. White or black? Both again. I love colours. xD (Oooh but theyre shades: THANK YOU SMARTASS.)
10. Smoothies or lattes? FOOD BOTH OMG.
11. Diet or regular sodas? I recognise no difference. XD
12. Water or daiquiris? I'm sorry, what the flip is a daiqklsajdfksldfj?
13. Pearls or diamonds? Both are natural miracles, but I think diamonds look more beautiful.
14. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen? ....
15. iPod or cell phone? Uh.. music.
16. Friends or family? ....xxxx. Friends, I think. You choose them.
17. Lip gloss or lip stick? Too lazy.
18. Manicure or pedicures? It would have to be a pedicure, I bite my nails too much hahah.
19. Tank tops or beaters? .... *clueless* I'm sorry what the heck is a beater. xD Ah, Americans.
20. Big sunglasses or small? I'm not a boy, size isn't that big an issue. Big enough to cover my eyes?
21. Sunglasses or purses? Sunglasses - I have less chance of losing it. -.-
In a Guy:
1. Funny or serious? It doesn't matter if I love him.
2. Romantic or daredevil? It doesn't matter if I love him.
3. Dark eyes or light eyes? It doesn't matter if I love him.
4. Long hair or short hair? It doesn't matter if I love him.
5. Curly hair or straight hair? It doesn't matter if I love him.
6. Hockey player or football player? It doesn't matter if I love him.
If you read this, please comment why. XD

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