Do me a favor. Dry your pretty eyes.
Go on, change your clothes. Put on a big t-shirt and take off those accessories and go to the bathroom. Take off your all your makeup, take your hair up. It doesn't matter how it looks, just take it away from your face. And now look at yourself. Go ahead, cry if you feel like, but don't you dare to call yourself ugly or something negative. And if you are, I'll ask you to look closely at that girl in front of you. She is a beautiful, young and strong girl. You don't need makeup or smart clothes. You are so beautiful, it's amazing, but it also hurts that you don't see it. Now look again, your smile is breathtaking, it's too bad that you don't smile more, because of some things people are saying. Your eyes are not shining anymore like they did before, people are missing that shine. Your whole face is the most amazing thing you could ever dream of. Girl, you are not only amazingly beautiful, but you are also very talented. You are funny and intelligent. Look at that girl in your mirror - she make people laugh and she have the biggest heart that you could imagine. You are perfect - the inperfectly perfect you. Your flaws makes you, you. It's the best you can be and all you ever have to be. I know that you won't believe one single word of this, and it kills me. Don't put yourself down anymore, you're so much better than that. You are worth more. And don't you dare try killing yourself, don't you even dare. You don't think anyone cares about you, about that girl in the mirror, the broken girl, the girl that hates herself? Well, you're wrong. I do care! I really do care!
mick