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July 29, 2011 8:28pm UTC

If anyone is reading my story I just wanted to let you know that I am transferring it to Wattpad. If you stop reading I understand because it is a little inconvenient. But if you continue to read it I would be very grateful and pleased to know that someone out there is reading my story. My name is the same on Wattpad.
Love always,
Megsmile95

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July 13, 2011 9:12pm UTC

Don't waste my time
with all your nonsense and
lies...

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July 8, 2011 6:16pm UTC

Hey it's Megsmile95...
I just wanted to know if anyone was reading my story. I can understand if you don't because let's be honest.... it kinda sucks but thats okay. But if by some miracle you are could you comment or ya know something? I don't want favs... I just would like to know if anyone was reading...

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July 6, 2011 10:36am UTC

HOW GUYS FLIRT101♥:
> He stares at you a lot
> He hits you a lot(playfully)
>He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
>He yelled, "HI" to your mom that day she picked you up from school
> He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
> His voice gets softer when ever you two talk
> You hung up on him. He called you back
> You where invited by him to a group outing
>He called you to talk about nothing at all.
> He imitates your laugh Which makes you laugh even harder
> He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
> He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
>He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, etc.)
Now make a wish.
Ok stop!!
Your wish will come true if you re-post this
If you don't repost this then you will never get asked out
or you will lose the one you love!
Repost this in 15 min and your wish will come true in 5 days.
Repost this in 10 min and your wish will come true in 3 days.
Repost this in 5 min and your wish will come true in 1 day

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July 2, 2011 12:22am UTC

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June 26, 2011 2:01am UTC

Everyday gets Easier
Chapter 5
Eventually Dani just left. Walked out. To where? I don't know and I truly don't care. She usually does that. She'll just walk out of the house... no explaination. But it doesn't really matter. So as soon as she leaves I let all of the emotions loose in my mind. It felt as though a dam in my mind had broken. Internally I was yelling and screaming for comfort. For someone, anyone to be there for me. But the truth of it all is... you can only be there for yourself. No one person will truly understand the way I feel. But it isn't fair to expect someone too right? There will always be those people though, the ones that truly care and are looking out for you. I could name a few. I call them my best friends.
I suddenly feel an urge of happieness at the thought of my friends. Friends are the family members you choose. Granted they are not perfect. No one ever is. But my friends... well let me just say they are something.
Anyways back to the story....
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I look up at my clock, 2:30 am. I silently groan to myself. Of course I can't actually make any noise because I am sharing my bedroom with my cousin Vanessa. I roll my eyes at the fact that I have to share my room. Don't get me wrong now, I love Vanessa more than she realizes, she the sister I never really had and I love the fact that she lives with us but, I would like my own space. My room is cramped as it is with one person... but two? It's insanity! I swear I can barely squeeze through door that is supposed to be an exit out of the sweatbox that is my room.... Did I mention that the air conditioning does not work in my room and my room is the hottest room in the house? No... well it is! I put my head back down on my pillow and wrap my body in the tangles of my bed sheets and body pillow. I bet you are wondering why I am not asleep.... any sane person would be out like a light by now. But who said I was completely sane? Well anyways, I just don't sleep anymore. I mean I sleep a few hours a night but not much. Maybe like three or four hours a night? It's hard to tell because I doze from conciousness to unconsiousness. My mind has a problem "shutting up". My mind never stops racing trying to solve the puzzle that is my life. So I will usually just text my best friend Mike and listen to music. Mike is unlike any of my other friends. He is always there for me. He was there for me when my aunt died. He was there during the heartbreaks, the dissapointment, and even the Dani issues. He has never stopped caring. That is what I love about him. He is always there for me. No matter what. No matter how complicated my life gets he's there ready to swarm me in a bear hug. Although not gonna lie sometimes his bear hugs hurt... he's a pretty strong guy =). The thoughts in my mind finally began to slow long enough for me to fall into a temporary sleep.
Author's Note:
Hey to anyone who is reading my story I appreciate it! Plus I am not writing this little note on the bottom for faves. But I would appreciate any suggestions because I know this story does not seem like it has a plot but does life really have a definite beginning, middle, and end? This is semi-true story so if you don't like it thats fine. I would still like your opinion. However, I am not asking for fave. I am not writing to get "faves". I am writing to be understood. Nothing more, nothing less.

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June 14, 2011 7:54pm UTC

Everyday gets Easier
Chapter 4
Part 2
She nodded in excitment. "Okay well it is my drug dealer. His name is Dan. We are texting about prices!" I grin at my response and I can't help but laugh! Me and a drug dealer? A drug dealer and I?Hahahaha Too funny! I swear I am the biggest goodie too shoes out there! Of course this only infuriated her more.
"Okay druggie! Be suspicious and do not tell me. I mean really? I am your older sister. You are supposed to tell me EVERYTHING! DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT!?!?!?! IT IS A PRIVILEGE FOR YOU TO BE MY SISTER!" She replied with rage.
Choose the right words. But when I went reply with my mouth completely open I closed it, knowing that I would be better off by not saying anything. You are better off not saying anything at all. So I just wired my mouth shut and just stood there. Frozen. Statuesque. She began to maliciously laugh.
"I swear Peyton. You do not even understand how geat it is to have me as a sister. I am the sister your friends dream of." The thing is though she is right. Many of my friends including Emma tell me how "Oh Dani is so nice!", "She is so nice to everyone", "How could you not like her?", and "I can't see your sister doing that! You must be mistaken"... I have heard it all. My sister puts on a good show for my friends doesn't she? Or maybe she just enjoys making me feel worthless. Either way here we are. Almost everyday. In the kitchen where Dani yet again rips me to pieces until I am bare and exposed.
You would think I would get used to it? But the truth is you never do. You never get used to the verbal abuse. It is like a cut in your heart. When people are constantly putting you down, especially your family who are the few people on this Earth that are supposed to care for you, it is like someone is pulling at the cut. At first you just let it go. But then, the worst part of it all is that it sinks in. You feel every emotion that is said through thoughs words. Anger, frustration, disappointment, disapproval. All there and more. Then you begin to question yourself. Am I really that annoying?
"I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run
I just wanna run
I'm out here all alone
I try to call your house
Can't reach you on the phone
I'll gather up the nerve
I'm packing up my bag
It's more than you deserve
Don't treat me like a drag
I'm feelin' like I keep on talking
I'm repeating
Myself, my words lost all meaning
I keep talking
I repeat myself__"
I kept those lyrics in my mind, I refused to let myself let an ounce of my emotions out because if I do I will gush my feelings like a broken dam. So I stood there emotionless, expressionless and empty.

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June 4, 2011 1:57pm UTC

Everyday gets Easier
Chapter 3
Finally! The best part of the school day... when it's over duh! I grab my books out of my gym locker and race out of that stench whole as quickly as possible. I wave goodbye to my friends and slip on my headphones. Music definition:
Indefinable by words alone. It is not only something you hear but what you feel. It is something your soul can reach out and touch. It originates from all over the world since time began. Complex or simple, fast or slow, loud or soft. It is what you feel, or it could be your method of escape or it could just keep you alive.
That is what music means to me. Seclusion from all of the drama around me. Seclusion from people who are just fake and from people who thrive on all the drama around them.
As I jump on the bus I accidently trip and all my papers fly into the air. Typical Peyton. Way to be. I roll my eyes at myself and start scrambling for my history notes before they fly away.
“Here let me help you with that.” I look up at the unrecognizable voice before me. My eyes go wide as I look at him. Brian. How could I not recognize his voice? Brian is the kindest and polite guy that I have ever met. He has the best personality in the world and plus he isn’t something bad to look at either. ;) He gave me one of his extraordinary smiles and helped me pick up the rest of my books and notes.
“Uhmmm Thanks Brian. I appreciate it.”
“No problem Pey. Anything for someone in need.” As he said this my heart melted. He’s such a gentlemen. I felt my heart stop. But let’s face it he would never fall for me. Look at me. I’m Ugly and I am a freshman, he’s a junior. How would that ever work out? My thought were interrupted by a small tear running down my cheek and a hand on my shoulder. “Peyton…. What is it? What’s wrong? Are you hurt?”
I looked into his BEaUtiful eyes. Deep pools of dark chocolate and just wiped the tear off my face. “I am fine. I uhhh just scraped my knee badly. I’ll see you later.” I replied a little too quickly and I jumped onto my bus leaving him there stunned and bewildered.
“Alright Peyton. I guess I will see you later…” his voice faded from my hearing as I slipped my headphones back on since they fell off when I tripped. Why are you getting so worked up? It’s a boy. Just a boy! You barely know him and come on Pey. You don’t want a replay of what happened to you last time you liked a guy. I slipped on my Ray-Bans and tried to forget how much I just embarrassed myself. I have come to learn a few things in my short fifteen years of my life concerning love since I have only truly loved someone once. Yes it’s true you are never too young to fall in love but, falling in love hurts. All that happens is you fall for someone (and boy did I fall hard) and with luck they fall for you too. But you can never really tell if they do. That’s the problem with guys you get me? They never fully just come up to you and say I like you. Why would they ever do that? Maybe they just have too much fun leading on girls instead of being honest when they don’t like us. But I have learned my lesson. That’s why my heart and soul are locked up. Waiting for someone to have my key in there heart.

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May 19, 2011 7:06pm UTC

The one person you really know you can count on,
is always there for you,
& supports what you do no matter what....
Would be yourself.

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May 9, 2011 8:49pm UTC

Having your heart broken by a silly boy is a waste of my time.
Been there. Done that.
Unfortunately it happened again....

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May 9, 2011 7:27pm UTC

*for girls eyes ONLY*
IF YOU'RE A BOY, EXIT THIS BULLETIN CAUSE IT RUINS EVERYTHING -_-
GIRL TALK
Did you know kissing is healthy
It's good to cry
Chicken soup actually makes you feel better
94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers
Lying is actually unhealthy
Only apply mascara to your top lashes
It's actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you!
89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st move
But 99.99% of girls want guys to make the first move
Chocolate will make you feel better!
Most boys think it's cute when you say the wrong thing.
A good friend never judges.
A good foundation will hide hickeys!..not that you have any
Boys aren't worth your tears
We ALL love surprises !!
Now....
Make a wish!
Wish REALLLLLLY hard !!!
WISH WISH WISH WISH
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Congratulations!!
Your wish has just been received
repost this with the title *for girls eyes ONLY* in the next 15 minutes and...
Your wish WILL BE GRANTED

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megsmile95
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April 29, 2011 4:35pm UTC

BEaUtiful
<3

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April 23, 2011 1:30pm UTC

You had my heart in your hand,
and you played it
to the beat!

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April 12, 2011 4:55pm UTC

Girls are always want the Romeo to their Juliet!
But I am not going to chase after love.
I am going to let it find me!

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April 12, 2011 4:51pm UTC

Without risk their is no success!