So you want to kill yourself? Because you feel nobody cares. Your family hates you. Right? Wrong. Your parents walking in your room in the morning to find a dead body. They'll try their best to not thing negative, that you're just messing around. Then they'll start shaking you. Wondering why you aren't breathing. They'll be broken. Tears. More tears then you ever shed. Was it them? Were they the r...eason you did this? More tears. Pain. Every day and every night. They'll blame themselves. Every second of every day. what about your best friends? you think they wont care? Imagine your principal walking into your class and announcing your death. Your best friend will be sitting there in tears, the girl you always smiled at but never talked to will be crying, and the boy that kicked you under the table just to annoy you will blame himself. What about your teacher? She'll wonder if it's because she couldn't create a better environment for you. Again, she'll blame herself. Pain. Devestation. All in one. Who organizes your funeral? Who goes through your clothes, notes, everything? Those girls that used to bully you at school? They're gonna regret everything. They'll blame theirselves. See, if you killed yourself today you won't see what will happen tomorrow. You wont see anything. You'll be dead. Not alive. Just plain dead. A permanent solution to a temporary problem. Your family will hate themselves for it. Your friends will fall into a depression. All because you thought nobody cared. Well guess what? Someone cares. This is dedicated towards anyone who ever even thought about causing harm or death to themselves. You are loved. Whether you're black, white, homosexual, tall, short, rich, poor, etc. You're beautiful. You're loved. You want to kill yourself? Think about it. Once your dead, there is no going back. The rest of your family and friends life will be filled with guilt, regret, and pain. That you caused. Think nobody cares? Think again.
mariana1998