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Why, why do you have to be so selfish. All you ever think about is yourself, and no one else. You are the most narcissistic person I have ever met and top of that you are so blind and so in love with yourself you don’t even see it. People are so afraid to confront you cause all you ever do is yell. Not like our opinions even matter to you anyways. For once could you maybe stop worrying about what girls think of you, and stop worrying because you are single, and have no one to you know to do that thing that older adults do. You go out and buy girls expensive things, and take them out to dinner because you think that maybe if you do that they will love you, or want to you know do that thing again but if you stopped, even for a second, you would find that there are people who care about you, because they love you for who you are, not someone you aren’t.
There are people standing there trying to help you, but all you know how to do is listen to yourself. Listening to other people isn’t a bad thing, it could really help you out in life, but I am sure even if you did listen to what people had to say, you would just let it in one ear and out the other. You wouldn't even consider taking the advice and using it. I think that even if God came down right now, and said to you, you are acting like a child, grow up, smarten up, and he said whatever else he had to, you wouldn’t even think twice about not listening. You say hurtful things in the heat of the moment, but you don’t even say sorry when you are cooled down.
Do you realize the pain and torture you put people through. Oh and please don’t even give me that “Even if I asked you to spend time with me you wouldn’t” bull crap, because you don’t even have the slightest idea. You say you know me, but you really don’t. Not a half, not a third, not even a sixteenth of who I am today. I am 17 now, and in one year I am going to be 18. I am growing up so quickly, and you aren’t even around to see. I tell you things, great things, exciting things, and all I get is a smile. I have plans, big plans, great ideas, but you aren't there to listen. When you are it's for a second and you don't even look directly at me. Do you even notice me, do you even care about me. Do you even love me? I would never say any of this to your face, not because I am scared of afraid of you, which sometimes I am. I won't say it to you cause you wouldn't even hear a word that I am saying. Talking to you is like talking to a wall, although I prefer talking to the wall instead of you most days. You have your moments, when you want to do things and help me out, but those moments are rare. Sometimes you could do it for a few days, and I think you have finally started to change, like that will ever happen though. Maybe one day you will change and want to be a better person, but when that day comes, I may not be around. I have tried to have a relationship with you, but it has failed mulitple times. Please don't even tell me that it's all my fault, you know it's you. I am your daughter dad, whether you like it or not. You don't have to be there all time, oh wait yes you do. I used to have hope that you would come around more often, but I have given up wishing you will change Even when you and mom were still together you never noticed me. Actually I take that back, you did notice me, but only for the bad things I had done, and never for the good. You show me off to people like I am some kind of trouphy, tellingg them I am your beautiful, loving, helping, caring, kick butt dancing daughter, but I think even a trophy get's more credit then you give me. You know that band Green Day? Go listen to their song. It's the one called "Perfect" I'm never going to be good enough for you.