My names is Maddy, I'm sixteen, still haven't kissed a guy cause I guess I'm waiting for the right guy, and I'm from Canada. I dance pretty much everyday, it's my life. A typical conversation would include "what are you doing after school?" "Dance, you?" I love my bestfriends to death, and they are preetty much my shoulders to cry on. We have been through alot together and I'm glad to know that they will always be there. I hate drugs, smoking, and people who think they're the shit when they clearly aren't. People that are all slutty piss me off. Or ones that take your bestfriend.. Which leads to my two best guy friends that told me they'd always be here and aren't. It really sucks when people promise you so many things that they couldn't keep.. especially when you trusted them with your life and they couldn't even handle to give you a thought. They lived here for hockey and I got really close with them, they said that when they moved home they still talk to me and come visit cause they only live an hour away. Ya.. in my dreams maybe. They also told me that no matter what happened with them and other girls that we would always stay close. It's pretty shitty that when they're in town they can't even make the time to come say hi because there "girlfriend" is more important. Ahh I guess I was just another promise they couldn't keep. I'll never understand the fact that you can be there for someone so much then somebody comes along thats "better" then you and all of a sudden its like you meant nothing. Funny how that works. Whatever, forgive and forget right? They'll realize eventually what they had? Ya I don't think thats gonna happen. My mom is the most beautiful girl in the world and I don't know where i would be without her. She gets me through everything and i guess teaches me things the right way. Maybe that's why I am how i am. Don't trust people very easily. I wouldn't say that I have a hard life, cause I definitely don't and you will rarely hear me complaining about it. I always will know that no matter what I'm going through right now, there is somebody out there going through something ten times harder. I'm the kinda girl who's always smiling and yes its real cause I'm alive right? Some people don't get the chance. I talk to anyone and everyone cause sometimes people just need somebody that will give them a thought, and who knows, something you might say could give somebody one more day. Anyway if you're still reading this I can't believe it, haha. And i know I may just be "another" person telling you this, and it most likely isn't gonna make you believe it, but you're all beautiful. Looove you.
So theres this guy, and he's my bestfriend I know love is huge word and everything but everytime time I'm with him I lose my breathe, he's all I think about. Problem is what do you do if he doesn't feel the same? [favorite] if "he" came to mind<3