Yesterday I made a quote about wanting to kill myself on my 17th birthday. I got off witty, cried and walked down to the water by my house. I was ready to jump and drown myself by putting a weight on top of me. And then I heard a family coming behind me so I couldn't do it; Like it was almost a sign that it wasn't my time and to hold on. Then I woke up and came on witty and I saw all these beautiful strangers who I don't even know who told me they wanted me here on Earth. People I have never met actually care about me-it's crazy. You've all kept me here and I thank you for telling me to keep going. You all mean so much- I'd appreciate it wittians could favorite this so everyone knows I'm alive and so that people could see my gratitude. Thank you <3
CHINES E FOOD. during one of the lowest points in my eating disorder; a few weeks before hospitalization: my mother brough chinese food home for dinner. chinese food had always been my favorite, but my eating disorder wouldn't let me eat anything that "fatty" so my mother and i got in a fight. after silently sitting at the end of the table waiting for everybody else to finish their food, my mother reached for the fortune cookie and tossed it to me. she asked me if i wanted it. i threw it back to here and screamed, "NO!" she knew i would put up a fight otherwise, so she said, "fine, i'll eat it - but the fortune is yours." she cracked open the cookie and read what was inside. "NEVER GIVE UP, THE BEGINNING IS ALWAYS THE HARDEST." on the back of the cookie where it gives a word/phrase to learn in chinese, the phrase was: TO EAT. now here i am, 6 months later, and in recovery. The fortune cookie was right. NEVER GIVE UP, THE BEGINNING IS ALWAYS THE HARDEST.
Long Distance Relationships are, in my opinion stronger than others. Trust is the biggest thing in a relationship, right? and you need a lot of trust to believe that someone is faithful from hundreds of miles away. Sure, you don't get to hug or kiss the person everyday. But just imagine how amazing it will be when you finally meet them. And how perfect it's going to be. You fight less. Laugh more. Trust better. Long Distance Relationships are hard - harder than a lot of things, but they're worth it in the end. Feelings are feelings. Love is love. No matter how far away you are. I Love You Adam♥ Not my Quote; MeeAndYoouFormats; Wonderstruck_Layouts www.wonderstruck.jimdo.com
Her eyes don't light up when she hears your name anymore. She doesn't get chills when you walk by her & her heart doesn't race when you smile at her. You don't get to her like you used to. You're just a bad memory in the back of her mind. So don't be surprised next time you make your way past her & she doesn't even glance your way. & don't bother trying to talk to her, you won't get a response. She's over fighting the same losing battle. The saddest part is that you have no one to blame but yourself. She gave you every change you could have asked for. & you messed up every time. Now she walks around with nothing but a smile on her face & she laughs louder than ever before. Looks like you lost her, bro.
okay, i'll admit it... i get jealous when i see him and her together. i get angry when people say that they're cute together. i get annoyed and upset just thinking about that fact, that he picked her over me. i get really emotional when it comes to him. i get bad thoughts about myself when i see her. i get jealous of her. i get mad at him. i get it though, he'd rather date a nice, smart, pretty, likeable girl more than me. i get it, she's got everything i don't. i admit it, i get it all.
Please don't pretend, like you ever actually cared about me. Cuz All You Do, ||||||||||||||||||||||| is give me hope that one day you'll come back; BUT I KNOW YOU NEVER WILL « CUZ YOU LOVE HER; AND I'M STUCK TELLING MYSELF I neveR MeanT Anything to you...///