&+ there comes a time when you have to choose between holding on and letting go. And at one point or another, you will regret the decision you make. So live for the moment, and never look back. After all, there's no turning around now.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hello all you lovely girls out there reading this. As far as I'm concerned, you're all pretty damn special. My name is Connor, after my grandpa. Yeah, I know it's weird, but hey. Whatchaa gonna do about it? September 30 would be maaah birthday. I dunno hahah I guess..I play field hockey, sail, ski, and I run track. I play el saxyyyphone, and try to manage my school work (pfft. yeah okay.) I'm about 5'2 with unmanagable hair that I swear I'll shave off at least 4 times a day. So yeah(:
Music is the only thing keeping me going these days. It's been a rough few months and lately Mumford and Sons, the Fray, Green River Ordinance, Nickel Creek, and Chase Coy have been keeping me together.
Love all of you, and remember to keep your heads up.
Take a step back. Look at yourself. You are human; you are beautiful. You are so beautiful. & you can be anything. You can be everything. Don't hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, or your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, or worthless. Do not concern yourself wih things you cannot control. Cry when you need to, then let go when it's time. Do not hang onto painful memories because you're too afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that aren't worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Stop taking life for granted. Live for something; for yourself. Fall in love, fall out of love. Fall in love, fall out of love. Do this over and over again until you know what it really takes to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people. Make someone's day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to its full potential. Just live, dammit. Let go of all the horrible things in your life and just live. And one day, when you're old, look back with no regrets.
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle Life is a maze, and love is a riddle I don't know where to go, can't do it alone I've tried and I don't know why ♥ I'm just a little girl lost in the moment I'm so scared but I don't show it I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Maybe, to us, love is;; Those inside jokes and bus rides, the camp fires and laughing until you can't breathe. Those long conversations about nothing. The hugs and the passing 'hello's in the hallway. The moment you make eye contact and he knows exactly what you're thinking. Playing Go Fish at 3am and having him try to snag a look at your cards, and catching fireflies. The fact that you notice everything about him -his goofy smile or the scar above his eye- or the fact that he hates pictures and only takes them with you. The "hello beautiful"s, or the nights you spend listening to music (comfortable in the silence) The shaky holding of a hand; because you're both nervous. Walks in the woods at night. Hugs around the waist, and kisses on the forehead. Canoe rides, and canoe tippings, snowball fighting. The late night text conversations. Maybe it's all of that, wrapped into one, that makes love so absolutely, completely perfect* *My incredibly brilliant friend told me this. It left me speechless. And as much as I'd love to take credit for it, I can't. Love you, dolly :)
I MISS HIM. But not the kind of missing like he moved. Or I'll never see him again. But that kind of missing where I think of him in the middle of the day, and I think of how he's spending time with his friends, and flirting with other girls, and not spending a minute of his day thinking of me, And I just miss him.
She was sick of watching her best friend cry. So she walked up and tapped him on the shoulder. He turned around with surprise in his face, and she said, "I hope you know what you're missing. That girl standing over there? She's my best friend, and she's in love with you. Every time she sees you, her pretty green eyes shine just a little brighter. And her smile gets a little bigger. The way she can go on about the little things you do, or say, is amazing. She remembers every word you say, and every little detail about you. She would put herself in front of a bullet for you, and all she wants is for you to be happy. But I've also seen the way you hurt her. She wishes more than anything that she was the girl that you flirt with. That she could be the one whose always by your side. And she cries over you. Because she wants, more than anything, for you to love her. That's all she wants. What she doesn't know is that you do love her. I know it, you know it, and everyone else knows it but her. Yeah, we all see the way you blush and stutter when she walks into the room. We see the way you stare at her like she is the 8th wonder of the world when she isn't looking. Every single one of us has heard you talk non-stop about her. So stop playing whatever sick games you are, man up, and tell her. Because she is strong enough to move on. But I bet you the world she doesn't want to. So tell her how you feel, before she gives up." &+ with that, she walked away.
You wanna know what the worst part is? I know how much you love her. I know how much you wish she was yours. I see the way you look at her. I see the way you smile around her. &+ I still couldn't let you go if I wanted to.
You know that feeling;; When you look up at the night sky, and see the one shining star? And you believe with all your heart that this will be the star to change everything? This will be the star to make your dreams come true? Yeah, that's how I feel when I look at you♥