a poem I wrote in ISS, long but lemme know what you think! ♥ Be Yourself Thinking down on yourself is more than a thought It’s an inward battle you’ve constantly fought. No one can see it as you walk by Or know that Popular Boy isn’t such a tough guy. You hide it inside until you want to explode The anxiety you carry is such an immeasurable load. People may think you want attention or seek some kind of pity But truth be told you don’t want anyone to notice you don’t find yourself pretty. It may seem like everyone loves you and cares about your life But in reality their lies pierce you like a sharp knife. It’s not that people are mean; it’s just your own confused mind That fact that you need help is where your heart has resigned. Forced smiles and fake laughs are plastered on more than not You just sit there and feel pain as your self esteem begins to rot. Don’t let your muddled feelings make you do something you’ll regret Like trying out pills, alcohol, or cigarettes. Your life is too fragile to let a teenage phase corrupt it all So don’t forget to do things that will help in the long haul. Everyone will talk and hear about what’s going on It may be hard to open up at first but you can’t avoid them for too long. The frustration and anger will go away after a while Being sad and depressed is just not in style. As teenagers we want to experiment and try anything we can But if we just float around we’ll fail without a game plan. No one will ever entirely understand how you feel But eventually you got to stop hiding and just be real. You may be embarrassed or fear getting in trouble But if you truly want help many people can be there for you, on the double. Ignore all the negative thoughts in your head Just make those hating voices encourage you instead. Everyone has their story and their own personal issues So how about we sit down and talk; with a box of tissues. You can never fully know what goes on in another’s life So stop treating people like you don’t care and acting through strife. Whether you want to or not you can’t keep everything inside A safe place and good advice is what you need someone to provide. Once you’ve hit rock bottom your reality check will be very hard All these problems have your emotions extremely jarred. So take a step back from the wildness of teenage years Wipe those tears Eliminate fears Yell out cheers Because nothing can change you, except yourself So don’t put that wonderful personality on a shelf. The hurt will fade and the pain will subside Just be your true self having faith as your guide.
He left this adorable voicemail on my cell cause I missed his call. Then after we talked for hours I still wanted to hear his voice..♥ so I played the message over and over again and it gave me butterflies everytime.
The night this [boy] broke my heart... my mom walks into my room. I'm a complete mess.. she says, " are you just going to go to bed or lay here and let your mind go a million places at once?" "I'll just go to bed mom." Yeah Right. ♥ -true story <|3
I am from missing you. ♥ I am from seeing you move on more and more each day and carrying on like nothing ever happened. I am from your sparkling blue eyes and your flaw less smile. I am from crying myself to sleep and feeling my heart sink when I see you. I am from regretting I wasn't myself with you and from not being able to let go. I am from being abandoned and confused. I am from holding it all in and never even thinking about talking to you about how you hurt me because you've forgotten about me already. I am from getting attached too easily and craving your attention and love. I am from missing you. ♥ just venting, all mine. :|
i still have those flowers you gave me on valentines day [even though their dried up] i still have those love notes you wrote to me [even though there wrinkled] i still have the sweatshirt you gave me on christmas [even though its too small now] i still have the same feelings for you, as i did before [even though you don't anymore] <|3 all mine