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March 11, 2010 10:06pm UTC

Dear Leah,
I haven't stopped thinking about you. You're a dominant figure in my life. I can't believe that for the thirteen falls, winters, and springs you were alive i didn't get to know you better. I want you to know i love you more than i have every loved anyone. You're such a good listener. I love writing to you. Everywhere.
I had a best friend. He's still alive- but not healthy. Towards the end of December he was on vacation for winter break at his farm house with his family and his best guy friend. He overdosed on Heroine, and went into a coma. For the 36 long hours he was in a coma his friends were worried for his life. He could have died in those hours. Thanking god, he did not. He went to rehab for a month, where he did NOT get better. He smuggled drugs into the rehabilitation center. When he got out of rehab roughly a month later he came to visit some people at school, and when he came... he was high. I love him so much, and his birthday was Wednesday, but i couldn't bring myself to write him a letter. I was thinking about you, and how if your friends could be writing concrete letters to you, they would. We all love you down here on earth, and I'm sure everyone up there in heaven loves you too. You inspire me in every decision i make, even just about writing a letter to a childhood friend.
Thanks for all your help.
You changed my life, and so many others. You changed all of us here in MTL. We realized what it's like to lose someone we care about, and how to care about someone who is gone. You taught us how to love and lose, lose and love. You taught us to be strong. You taught us to be happy. You taught us how to be kind. You taught us how to speak our minds. You taught us how to listen. You taught us how to respect ourselves. You taught us how to respect others. I can only wish you were here with us, teaching us through your life. If you were here, though, and i sound so selfish saying this, but i would have never knew you and been as close to you as i am now. You're my diary, Leah. I love you and miss you so much. I don't deserve to be alive, you do. It should have been me, and everyone in MTL believes that, as well. You've changed our community. It wasn't fair for such a sweet, kind, loving, lovable, young, beautiful, helpful girl to pass away, especially like this.
As always...
Always&forever,
Carly

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lovebuggg321
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March 11, 2010 9:57pm UTC

Dear Leah,
I haven't stopped thinking about you. You're a dominant figure in my life. I can't believe that for the thirteen falls, winters, and springs you were alive i didn't get to know you better. I want you to know i love you more than i have every loved anyone. You're such a good listener. I love writing to you. Everywhere.
I had a best friend. He's still alive- but not healthy. Towards the end of December he was on vacation for winter break at his farm house with his family and his best guy friend. He overdosed on Heroine, and went into a coma. For the 36 long hours he was in a coma his friends were worried for his life. He could have died in those hours. Thanking god, he did not. He went to rehab for a month, where he did NOT get better. He smuggled drugs into the rehabilitation center. When he got out of rehab roughly a month later he came to visit some people at school, and when he came... he was high. I love him so much, and his birthday was Wednesday, but i couldn't bring myself to write him a letter. I was thinking about you, and how if your friends could be writing concrete letters to you, they would. We all love you down here on earth, and I'm sure everyone up there in heaven loves you too. You inspire me in every decision i make, even just about writing a letter to a childhood friend.
Thanks for all your help.
You changed my life, and so many others. You changed all of us here in MTL. We realized what it's like to lose someone we care about, and how to care about someone who is gone. You taught us how to love and lose, lose and love. You taught us to be strong. You taught us to be happy. You taught us how to be kind. You taught us how to speak our minds. You taught us how to listen. You taught us how to respect ourselves. You taught us how to respect others. I can only wish you were here with us, teaching us through your life. If you were here, though, and i sound so selfish saying this, but i would have never knew you and been as close to you as i am now. You're my diary, Leah. I love you and miss you so much. I don't deserve to be alive, you do. It should have been me, and everyone in MTL believes that, as well. You've changed our community. It wasn't fair for such a sweet, kind, loving, lovable, young, beautiful, helpful girl to pass away, especially like this.
As always...
Always&forever,
Carly

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August 5, 2009 12:34pm UTC

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lovebuggg321
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June 16, 2009 9:59am UTC

My favorite part of summer:
is when you wake up;;
&& You don't even know
what time it is
or what day of the week it is.
You just don't care.
You're free.

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
June 7, 2009 10:20am UTC

Eventually,
: you're going to have to choose between the
: one you love and the one you've a l w a y s
` - - - - - - - - -> loved. Don't mess up. <3

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May 25, 2009 8:38pm UTC

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lovebuggg321
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May 19, 2009 8:32pm UTC

I do not hook up, [[up]]
I fall deep.
-I do not hook up.
Kelly Clarkson.

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
May 7, 2009 7:23am UTC

There was this tingling sensation
that built up inside of me
when i was with you.
turns out it was just a
sneeze.

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
April 23, 2009 7:40pm UTC

You are what you
repedidly do....
Exelence is then
not an act....
but a habit!
<3 hehe

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
April 2, 2009 9:12pm UTC

Æ
my favorite store! of all time!

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
April 2, 2009 9:09pm UTC

Çß
a e
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l l
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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
March 22, 2009 7:34pm UTC

I've got a question for you all...
If you had a choice between living forever and dying when you get old...
what whould you pick?
Comment... just want opinions.

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
March 15, 2009 8:11pm UTC

I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know my friends.
I don't know my crush.
I don't know my style.
I don't know my 'lable'.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know a lot. I don't want to. I want to learn.
I'm just happy living and loving life.
the way middle school is.
and the way that it must have to be.
<3

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
March 14, 2009 2:56pm UTC

To
Write
Love
on
Her
Arms

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
March 9, 2009 6:01pm UTC

Reminder! March 9, 2009 at 8:00
Secret Life of the American Teenager
March 9, 2009 at 9:00
Kyle XY
Reminder! March 10, 2009 at 8:00
American Idle
Reminder! March 11, 2009 at 8:00
American Idol
March 11, 2009 at 9:00
Lie To Me
Reminder! March 15, 2009 at 9:00
The Celebratie Apprentice
Just wanted to remind everyone, sometime i forget some of my fav. Shows!!

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
March 5, 2009 8:23pm UTC

If you read about my last therepist quote... heres a continued one.
She told me to write about how my friends are different from other kids in 7th grade. Here it is.
Allie- Has a twenty-three year old sister and a two year old brother. Runs away from home everyweekend. Shows up at my house at midnight crying because she hates her house. Never goes home, EVER. and DOESNT get in trouble for it.
Sarah- Has home problems i can't talk about online.
Elaina- Falls asleep on the couch every night watching TV and her mom doens't notice.... most kids have their parents come in and turn their lights off and say "good night, i love you!" but not me and my friends.
Jess- Her parents don't even know she exists. They don't even notice when she isn't home.
Skyler- Her mom is 30 and her sister is 16. Her sister is on drugs. Hhmmm.
Bre- Her mom doesn't care about her, Her brother is a high school drop out, and ditches school... her mom doesnt know anyhting about her.
Yeah, those are my friends.
If you read the last quote about therepy, you know what kind of things we do for fun. Think about it, are we 12 or 21?

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
March 3, 2009 8:13am UTC

Designer babies!?
whats next!?
Designer dogs!?

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
March 3, 2009 8:12am UTC

...
We're young...
make it last forever.
We've got time...
Make it go slow.
We've got friends...
Make sure you know.
We've got school...
It is important, no matter how boring it is.
We've got a home...
make sure you take advantage of that.
We've got a life...
remember that some people
Don't.
©redit. -©arly.<3

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
March 3, 2009 8:02am UTC

My therepist asked me to make a list of things i have done. Here it is.
I have done a lot of things;
I have; gone to a wild party were the walls were broken through, ditched school to go to the mall, taken the trollie downtown, seen a scary movie in theaters with like 20 of my friends, been kicked out of a movie theater, spent a whole day at the mall, ran away from my house, have friends whose lives are a lot different than anyone elses, I've had to visit my friend in a foster home, I've had to go defend my best friends in court, I've snuck out of my house at 3 in the morning to go sit on the curb with my boyfriend, I've snuck into the movies, I bought a PG movie ticket and then gone to see a rated R movie "instead", I've spent 200 dollars at the mall, I've spend a week eating nothing but eaten park, I've driven my dads car through a parking lot, I've been to a Steelers game with just me and my friends, i went downtown with my bestfriends just to walk around like the college kids do, I've watched more fights than you ever have, I've broken a computer, I've gone for a high ride, I've ditched class to sit in the bathroom, I've dated tons of guys, I've made-out with a guy i really liked, I've ripped my jeans, I've broken my crayons, I've gone a whole 4 day without eating, I"ve skipped school to go to New York with my best friend, I've run away by taking a train to New Jersey, I've spend the night on a park bench behind my old elementery school, I've gone to concerts by myself, I've taken trips with my best friends, and I've spent nights just walking around town taking trolley's and not coming home till 3 in the morning.
I think that i have lived my life just fine...
Because im only 12 years young.

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lovebuggg321
posted a quote
February 27, 2009 9:01pm UTC

Don't be afraid that your life can end...
be afraid that it never began.
- ->

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