What did I do to be treated like this? You have no idea how hard it is for me to see you act like I was nothing to you, like I was just another one of your girls you played. No we werent together but you knew how I felt about you actually how I feel about you and you claimed you felt the same way. Well guess what you dont treat someone you really like the way you treated me. Maybe you are a player and you were just trying to get into my pants! This is it I can feel myself breaking... I still have really strong feelings for you but theres no point in telling you anything anymore because its pretty obvious that you dont care and you never did. Now you act like i`m invisible well dont worry when I get strong enough and get over you ill do the exact same thing to you. But honestly when will it get easier?
Why is it that I can`t shake the feelings I have for him? He clearly doesnt give a f/ck about me like he said he did. He hurt me he really did and he has put me through so much but I still have feelings for him and there not going away. No matter how hard I try I cant get him out of my head. I`ve never had these strong of feelings for a guy. I really wish he felt the same way about me but he told one of my best friends that he doesnt want anything to do with me so idk if he meant it or not. I cant seem to get over him at all. My heart literally hurts a lot! Not a day passes that he doesnt cross my mind. Some of the things he put me through make me tear up because no matter how hard I try to forget the bad I can`t because it hurts so much. I catch myself tearing up sometimes when I think about him and then the tears fall. Ive completely lost myself and no matter how much advice I get I cant seem to get over him. Like I really wish he would come out and tell me how he feels himself instead of me having to hear it from other people. I just dont know what to do anymore... I feel so lost, confused, and broken! </3
Okay some advice please! So I know all of yall know who this is going to be about and if you don`t yes it`s about the guy ive been crushing on. Ok well as you all know his friend told me that he was a player and of course that crushed me! Well anyone one of my " best friends" started talking to him on facebook and he asked her to text him and she said she would but she would be breaking girl code and and all this and they just kept talking and everything. Well eventually she brought up the whole him being a player thing. He said that no he`s not a player and then they kind of got in an arguement. Well she brought me up to him and he said that he doesnt want anything to do with me anymore. When I was told that by my friend did it hurt me? Yes. Did it break my heart? More than you can imagine. Did I cry? Yes and a lot! People tell me to just move on and believe me if it was that easy I would. He texted me Monday night and I tried to stay strong and not text back like I did on that Friday night but Monday night I broke down and texted him back our converstation wasn`t very long though. But anyway I don`t know what to do anymore! Am I chasing someone i`m never going to have a chance with? If he texts me should I answer him and ask him about the whole him not wanting anything to do with me anymore? Should I tell him how he made me feel when he said that? Or should I just ignore his texts try my hardest to stay strong and in time move on? ADVICE PLEASE!
I just want to disappear for a while go somewhere where nobody knows me and start over fresh. People say the past is in the past for a reason but my past has been haunting me and I can`t seem to get over it. I just want to know that someone actually cares about me and loves me.... I just want to feel wanted! I want someone to be there for me, and hold me, and wipe my tears when im crying, and love me for who I am not for who they want me to be. I want HIM still even though I discovered he is a player that doesnt change the way I feel about him. Yeah, I do hate players but not him even if I try to hate him I just cant. I just really want him to be mine because I have this strong feeling he`s the only one who will ever understand me and actually make me feel the way I want to be felt. I`m starting to go back to my old ways and that`s not a good thing at all. I just want him to be here for me and comfort me when I really need it. I really hope something works out between me and him!
So the other day I found out the guy ive been crushing on is a player and honestly that broke my heart last night and he texted me last night but I didnt text him back so he can know what it feels like to be ignored like he would ignore me whenever I needed him... everyone is telling me to talk to him and find out what he really wants but I just dont know about him anymore I mean yes I still like him a lot but players dont impress me! What do yall think I should do?
My heart literally just broke into a million pieces! I was talking to the guy I like best friend and he told me that the guy I like is a player! Oh how I wish I would of listened to everyone when they kept telling me I could do better and that he was a player. It really would of saved me the hurt and tears! I feel like such a dumba**! I can`t believe I didnt see this coming wow! Im so hurt right now.
Advice! Pleas read! Friday afternoon I was in Lubbock, Tx. My nina as I call her but my god mother was really sick and she had been flown to the hospital in Lubbock Monday night. Well they told us she may not make it very long and she didnt Friday evening she passed away. As the tears streamed down my face I texted you and you never texted back at all! You told me that you like me to so why are you treating me like crap? By you ignoring me is this your way of telling me you don`t like me anymore that`s why your distancing yourself? Honestly I really needed you just to be there and comfort me but you couldnt even text me back... you hurt me you really have but I just cant let you go Im going to keep fighting until your mine. My head whispers " let him go he`s a jerk and your hurting yourself more and more each day " but my heart whispers " I can`t I need him" and of course I keep listening to my heart even though it keeps getting me hurt! Advice what do yall think I should do? Please comment with advice and your opinions! It would really help me because ive been trapped in this situation for a month and a half now and I cant seem to get out of it. Every morning I wake up he`s on my mind every night I go to sleep he`s on my mind actually no matter what im doing or whats happening he is always on my mind! HELP! </3
I need new texting buddies and a guy bestfriend! Any takers? Comment below if you wanna be my texting buddy and ill give you my number and comment below if you want to be my guy bestfriend! NO CREEPERS THOUGH! # Leggo