I just want to disappear for a while go somewhere where nobody knows me and start over fresh. People say the past is in the past for a reason but my past has been haunting me and I can`t seem to get over it. I just want to know that someone actually cares about me and loves me.... I just want to feel wanted! I want someone to be there for me, and hold me, and wipe my tears when im crying, and love me for who I am not for who they want me to be. I want HIM still even though I discovered he is a player that doesnt change the way I feel about him. Yeah, I do hate players but not him even if I try to hate him I just cant. I just really want him to be mine because I have this strong feeling he`s the only one who will ever understand me and actually make me feel the way I want to be felt. I`m starting to go back to my old ways and that`s not a good thing at all. I just want him to be here for me and comfort me when I really need it. I really hope something works out between me and him!