Loneliness
Her smile hung loosely
like a veit, barely concealing
the hatred that took refuge
in her eyes.
And the constant beating of
her heart, almost made you
think she wasn't empty inside.
She was learning how not
to let the out side world
affect her. But it would
take some time.
Thought it was time she
didn't have. Pain, anger,
emptiness: those she had
plenty of. It was the
time she was missing.
The times when they talked;
the times that although
he wasn't hers, she could
hope one day he would
be; the times when a
smile on his face made
her eys sparkle, but now
that smile wasn't directed at her,
not even in friendship.
Now that smile seemed to
tear her soul in two,
releasing every feeling
except loneliness.
Inside that torn up heart
the loneliness stayed,
to be occasionally
replaced by longing.
Longing for one of those
eye twinkling smiles to be
thrown her way.
Then maybe the hatred
and emptiness in her eyes,
her mind, her soul, her heart,
her very being
could be replaced with something else,
if only for a second,
even if it's only friendship.
This broiken hearted,
hollow souled girl
was in hate with this boy,
because he wasn't in love with her.
I wrote this a while ago, I know it's long, but I think it's pretty good.
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