lizzypierce

lizzypierce
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December 5, 2011 10:30pm UTC

Hidden secrets.
Hidden lies.
I should be happy,
But I want to die.
I have the "good life"
So no one can predict
About all the pain
I self-inflict.
So many words
Rattle in my head
Meant to be funny,
But they were hurtful instead.
They won't expect it
When that day comes around
When those bullies all watch
Me being placed in the ground.
Was that their goal
To push me over the edge?
Did they want me to hurt myself
Until I was dead?
(all mine)

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lizzypierce
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September 19, 2011 6:54pm UTC

running is like another way of cutting for me. i run until i can barely breath, just the heavy breathing as if the next breath will be my last makes me feel better. i run to keep my thoughts away and when someone makes fun of me while i run, i just push harder, each time believing i'm getting one step closer to my final breath. i run because i can hurt myself to keep the emotional pain away but no one can tell because there are no scars for them to see.

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lizzypierce
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September 17, 2011 1:58pm UTC

"Skies are crying. I am watching. Catching teardrops in my hands. Only silence, as it's ending like we never had a chance. Do you have to make me feel like there is nothing left of me? Would it make you feel better to watch me as i bleed?" Would it Jess? because you are one of the main reasons i cut so much. but guess what.... now "I'm standing on my feet, you can break everything I am, try to tear me down, but I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper."
(I know this isn't exactly how the lyrics go, this is just the way i would speak it to the one who has hurt me the most... "Jess")

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lizzypierce
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September 13, 2011 4:36pm UTC

I run to see if anyone would run after me....
nobody does.

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September 12, 2011 3:20pm UTC

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lizzypierce
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September 6, 2011 3:21pm UTC

So I have to do this thing for school, but when I turn it in it's gonna be completely different. But i just wanted to put this out here cuz sometimes you just gotta let things out. Right? anyways, here it is.
"I AM"
I am depressed and alone.
I wonder when things will ever get better.
I love making other people happy even if I can't make my own self happy.
I fear that I will end up hurting the people I love
I want to be able to resist the urge of cutting
I am depressed and alone.
I hate making promises because they are always hard to keep
I feel that if I were to die, barely anybody would care
I need so much love and comfort that this earth just can't provide
I worry when I feel like cutting because I know one day i won't be able to control myself.
I cry when I think about my best friend cutting
I am depressed and alone.
I smile when I'm around my friends so they can't tell whats on the inside
I say emotional pain is most of the time a lot worse than physical pain
I dream of one day no more tears and suffering
I hope that I make atleast a few people proud of me in my lifetime
I wish people would realize how much words hurt
I am depressed and alone

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lizzypierce
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July 31, 2011 10:30pm UTC

There’s the razor
There’s the blade
There’s the blood
Dripping down to my hand
There’s the scars
That you never see
Each one carries a story
Each one means something to me
You never notice my arm
Or hip or ankle
You just look at my face
And believe my fake smile.
(all mine)

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lizzypierce
posted a quote
June 26, 2011 1:30am UTC

Let go of the razor.
But down the knife.
Take a step back
And look at your life
I know it can be tough
I've been there before
I know what it feels like,
like no one cares anymore.
But believe me,
things will turn out ok.
Don't look back
And don't delay.
The sooner you overcome
what you're hiding inside
The easier it will be
to have self-pride.
You may not want to listen
to the cliche I've been saying
But know that I care
and that I will be praying.
(all mine)

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lizzypierce
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June 7, 2011 4:15pm UTC

Hey Witty Girls!! I need some help!
Here's a little background, if you dont wanna read the background just skip ahead...
But I am a Senior Girl Scout. We are doing a project that helps teens who are really struggling. Each girl in the troop has to create a different type of mini-projects that will help motivate the girls who are struggling. One of the girls in my troop is already doing a journaling type thing so that girls can write out their feelings if they are uncomfortable with sharing them. Another option was to collect coloring books because they tend to lower stress levels. The title we created is "It's Tough To Be a Teen."
NOW here is where YOU come in.
What do YOU girls do out there that helps you when your struggling? Do you take out a coloring book? Do you blast the music in your ears? Is there that stuffed animal that you have that will always be there for you? Or do you do something completely different??
Comment with your ideas/personal experiences!! Please help, this isn't just for me! It's for all those girls out there who are struggling too!! Thank you!

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lizzypierce
posted a quote
June 6, 2011 5:09pm UTC

As the fever rises,
As the sweet drips down
As my mommy cried,
I struggle for my last few breaths.
As the fight is ending,
As the cancer has won.
As I look at my family
I think about what I've become.
As I lay there in bed
As my mom's by my side.
As I know, soon, I'll be dead.
I kiss my mom goodbye.
As I'm now unable to speak
As my family comes in the room
As I'm just another unwedded bride
Who will never have a groom.
As I lay my head back
As I seek for some comfort
As I pray for my parents
That they may cry but not hurt.
As my soul's carried away
As I'm on my way home
As I leave Earth behind
I take a new path with a new road.
My last words to you are short and sweet.
Goodbye my dear friend. One day, again, we'll meet.
(all mine)

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lizzypierce
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June 2, 2011 5:06pm UTC

Confession #5
I cry myself to sleep every night.

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lizzypierce
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June 1, 2011 4:56pm UTC

Confession #4
There is only reason I'm still here today is because of my best friend. No matter how horrible my life gets, I wouldn't end it because it would be selfish of me. I couldn't give her more pain only because I wanted mine to end.

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lizzypierce
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June 1, 2011 4:08pm UTC

Confession #3
When I dance, all my troubles disappear. My mind gets completely erased as I move across the dance floor. I absolutely love it <3

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lizzypierce
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June 1, 2011 1:01am UTC

Confession #2
There are days when I feel like I'm on top of the world! And then just a few cruel words can bring me right back into my depression.

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lizzypierce
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May 31, 2011 11:06pm UTC

Confession #1
At the age of 14, doctors found out that I physically can not have kids. I cried for 3 days straight. :(

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lizzypierce
posted a quote
May 31, 2011 3:36pm UTC

HOW COME...
when a pregnant woman is murdered...
its considered TWO murders (the baby & the mom)...
BUT...
when a pregnant woman gets an abortion...
its considered a CHOICE...?
What is the difference??
It's still a life being cut too short.

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lizzypierce
posted a quote
May 30, 2011 5:33pm UTC

I HAVE A NEW PLAN...
I will smile even when I'm sad.
I will laugh even though I'm mad
I will hide what's on
in the inside
I won't let anyone know
how much I've cried.
Maybe after all this is done,
The darkness that I have,
there will be none.
(all mine)

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lizzypierce
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May 29, 2011 1:34pm UTC

Funny...
how there is always the ONE person who can ruin even the BEST thing.

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lizzypierce
posted a quote
May 27, 2011 3:25pm UTC

EVERYday...
I feel more and more
...worthLESS

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lizzypierce
posted a quote
May 21, 2011 11:55pm UTC

These tears i cry,
I cry for you,
And all the things
I made you suffer through.
I'm sorry
I caused all this pain,
I try to be normal
But I'm just insane.
I wish you never met me,
'Cause then I would be all alone.
But we met and now your here
Not letting me stand on my own.
I appreciate your kindness,
It's nice to have a good friend.
But if you stay around my sadness,
Your happiness will definitely end.
You may disagree with me,
And say that I am wrong.
But I know that I am right,
Yes, I have known along.
And some days I can see,
That what I say is true.
I look into your eyes,
And see all that I have done to you.
So as I sit here,
with my eyes all out of tears,
I'm just trying to warn you
since it's happened a lot throughout the years.
(all mine)

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